Chapter 944 Ying Lili's Life Talk (Part 2)

"………Hey?"

Although Asuna had made all kinds of psychological preparations when she asked the question, Eriri's answer still surprised her.

"No... dating?"

"It depends on what kind of relationship you are talking about. If you are talking about normal communication in the world, such as confession, dating, dating, etc... Well, I think it has something to do with our relationship." It's different. Did you see when I went out on a date with Mr. Fangzheng? I didn't show any particular affection to Mr. Fangzheng in front of other people, did I?"

"This... is right."

Hearing Ying Lili's answer, Asuna nodded subconsciously. Indeed, Ying Lili never showed any strangeness in front of everyone, so Asuna never thought that she would date Fang Zheng. Therefore, Asuna was so surprised when she saw the intimate scene between Ying Lili and Fang Zheng.

Seeing Asuna's bewildered expression, Ying Lili grinned.

"In fact, I did confess to Mr. Fangzheng. At that time, Mr. Fangzheng gave me the answer that he could accept my confession, but at the same time he also told me that he had several girlfriends. If I knew about this If you are still willing to confess to him, then he will accept."

"Hey---?!"

Hearing this, Asuna immediately screamed.

"Does Mr. Fangzheng have several girlfriends?"

"At least that's what he said himself, and it doesn't look like he's joking."

"But, but... I can't see that Mr. Fangzheng is so...so..."

Asuna rolled her eyes, her face was confused, she blinked, and she was stunned for a long time before speaking.

"Such... a playful person?"

As Asuna said, Fangzheng has always behaved like a gentleman in front of everyone, and he never said that he paid special attention to a certain girl, or took advantage of them by taking advantage of them. So Asuna never thought that Fang Zheng would be a man with a heart. But according to what Ying Lili said, then Fang Zheng is just a playboy.

However, this time, Ying Lili did not speak immediately, she quietly watched Asuna in front of her, and asked softly after a while.

"Asuna, if it were you, do you like a flirtatious person? Or a dedicated person?"

"Of course he is a dedicated person."

This time, Asuna gave the answer without the slightest hesitation, while Eiriri chuckled.

"You haven't been in love yet, have you?"

"Woo..."

"As for me, I used to think so too."

Ying Lili raised her head and looked at the blue sky outside the window.

"I once had a childhood sweetheart, I liked him very much, and I hoped that he would like me. There was only me in his eyes, and he was with me all the time, and then I would confess to him, and then the two of us dated, got married, and lived happily ever after life…………"

Listening to Eriri's words, Asuna didn't say much. From her point of view, this is normal. After all, Eriri's thoughts are also Asuna's thoughts, or most girls in the world think so That's right.

"...But I'm not the only girl beside him."

Having said this, Ying Lili's eyes became dimmed.

"The person he met was not me. No matter how hard I tried, he just regarded me as an ordinary childhood sweetheart. Of course, we are still friends, and we are very good friends. But that's all Until now, he will not see me as his most important person, let alone see me as his only one.”

Ying Lili shook her head and clenched her fists.

"The only love, loving someone exclusively, that's the treatment that a heroine will have. Have you ever watched a harem animation? Asuna, the hero is always accompanied by several beautiful girls. Girls are secretly committed to the hero, but in the end? The hero chooses only the heroine, so... what about the supporting roles? What should they do? What can they do?"

"..."

Asuna didn't speak. To be honest, she didn't know what to say now.

"I'm just a supporting role, not the protagonist. I can't win the favor of the hero like the heroine and become his only one. No matter how hard I try, if I can't win, I can't win, even if the opponent is a person who doesn't exist like a passerby. A sexy heroine, as long as she is the heroine, then I can't win no matter what."

"..."

Faced with what Eiriri said, Asuna was speechless. As Eiriri said, she had never been in a relationship, and Asuna didn't have a deep understanding of this matter. Even so, she could still hear the heart-wrenching anger and sadness in Yinglili's tone.

"It's not that I hate that child. On the contrary, the heroine and I are also very good friends. However, I still don't like this. Why is it like this? Obviously we have the best friend and the best childhood sweetheart. If the happiness is superimposed, why does it bring such pain? If that guy is not so dedicated, if he is a little bit more attentive, then, do I also have a chance? "

While speaking, Eriri leaned back on the chair, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, then opened her eyes, looked at Asuna again, and smiled.

"So, when Mr. Fangzheng told me that he had other girlfriends, but he could accept my confession, I was very happy."

"………Hey?"

Perhaps it was because the gap between the turning points was so great that Asuna's eyes widened for a moment, but she couldn't understand the connection.

"I didn't lose. Although I can't be regarded as a win, I didn't lose either. You see, there are champions, runners-up and third runners-up in the competition. Although people often say that runner-up and third runner-up are meaningless compared to champions Yes. But, compared to other contestants who worked hard but got nothing, at least they got the 2nd and 3rd place, didn't they? Their efforts were not completely in vain, at least, they also got the results of their hard work instead of nothing .Even if I'm only the runner-up and third place, it's better than those contestants who have nothing, right?"

"But, but this is...wrong?"

If it is said that Ying Lili's book smashed Asuna's romantic fantasies about love before, then what Ying Lili said now completely overturned Asuna's view of love.

Although she clearly knew that what she said was wrong, why did it sound so reasonable? !

"Indeed, from the point of view of worldly morality, it is wrong to do so."

However, Ying Lili is very free and easy at the moment.

"But what does it matter?"

"what is the relationship………?"

"That's right, Asuna, look, why is this not allowed in the world? Even though mistresses are often in the news, and there are a lot of celebrity cheating, why is it boycotted by the world?"

"Um……………"

This time, facing Eiriri's question, Asuna frowned and thought hard.

"In this way, if you give birth to a child, wouldn't it be very pitiful to have no father? Moreover, if you are not married, you will have no legal protection in terms of property... Besides, if you do this, your parents will be sad if they find out."

"yes."

Ying Lili nodded readily.

"But what does this have to do with us? We are in the game now, not in reality."

"………Hey?"

Faced with this answer, Asuna was completely stunned. At this time, Ying Lili stood up, spread her hands and turned around.

"Have you forgotten? Asuna, we are trapped in this game. Here, our bodies are just data. No matter how many times I do it with Mr. Fangzheng, there will be no children, and in reality My body will not be pregnant because of this, not to mention, this is a death game. Although Mr. Fangzheng has been working hard to protect us, no one knows when an accident will happen. "

Speaking of this, Ying Lili's voice became a little low.

"As the floors we conquer get higher and higher, the bosses become more and more dangerous. Maybe at some point, one of us will die by accident. I don't want to die without even tasting the taste of love. At least now, I can taste the taste of happiness in the arms of the man I like. Even if it's just in the game, even if it's just a momentary dream, it's better than working hard without any return."

"........."

This time, Asuna did not answer, after all, what Ying Lili said was a very realistic question. That's right, compared to things like cheating, mistresses, and lovers, the most important thing for them right now is to clear this death game.

However, even though Fang Zheng assured them that everyone would be taken out safely, the girls knew deep down that maybe at some point, or just because of a raid, one of them might die.

In fact, didn't the black cat almost die before?

If Fang Zheng hadn't stepped forward to protect them at the beginning, I'm afraid they would have lost a companion by now.

In the face of life and death, the moral norms of the world do not seem to be that important.

However, when Asuna was contemplating, she saw Ying Lili approaching her, staring at her seriously.

"Okay, now it's your turn?"

"………I?"

"That's right."

Ying Lili nodded.

"I've said so many shy things to you, and it's all my secret. In exchange, shouldn't you tell me your secret?"

"What, what secret?"

Hearing this, Asuna seemed a little panicked and shook her head hastily.

"I don't have any secrets?"

"You think I don't know? Mr. Fangzheng has already told me. To be honest, Asuna, I have seen people who are addicted to notebooks, but it is very rare and abnormal for people as serious as you. Even if ordinary people read notebooks, It will not sink to this point."

While speaking, Eiriri stared at Asuna steadfastly.

"...Are you running away from something?"