1907. Chapter 1907: Running Away in Anger (Part 2)

I have never had it, and maybe I don’t have to bear the pain of such loss, but it is not easy to endure the suffering silently for so many years.

Jingjingzijin, long in my heart, but for the sake of you, I still ponder it...

Lan Xiu raised his head and drank all the wine in the glass, swallowing the sour pain in his throat. He didn't know which corner in the distance, but faintly heard such a familiar melody——

If this chandelier pours down, or I will no longer exist, even if you don't love me, there is no need to separate. If I am seriously demented at this moment, I don't need to be loved at all, I will always dream in bed, and I will never be together again for the rest of my life. sorrow……

Lan Xiu's eyes suddenly became warm.

You are most afraid of this time, when the person you love is close at hand, but you are powerless to have it, and the regret will last for a long time.

Lan Xiu couldn't guarantee whether he would be able to forget this unspeakable feeling in the years to come, but at this moment, he was really sad, even though at this time, for him, it was not just a once-in-a-lifetime experience. .

"Your words are no comfort to me, Liu Yun. Every time I hear such words, I feel more uncomfortable, but as long as you live a good life, that's fine. Originally, when I saw Aye's look, I couldn't bear it, but seeing you doing well, I suddenly wanted to be selfish and let you stay with Qi Lei forever. At least, you cried and laughed for Fujiwara. It has been painful, but Qi Lei can bring you satisfaction and happiness. Qi Lei can make you happier than A Ye. I didn’t believe this before, but now, I already believe it.”

Lan Xiu's low tone came, and there was a faint glint in his slightly hot eyes, "So, we will not do this project, Boss Ge. I hope you can live the life you want without any pressure." Don't feel like you owe anything. You have done a great job and made a lot of contributions to the company over the years. Without you, I, Lan Xiu, would have been a complete failure. Others may not understand my experience, but you know it best. . When the company encountered the economic crisis and the internal rebellion of Manager Chen, I was already exhausted mentally and physically. If it weren’t for you, I would have collapsed. "

"Don't underestimate yourself so much. You have always been strong. At least, in my eyes, you are a very good partner. Over the years, you can still do well even without me. Maybe, if you don't worry about me, You can do better."

Dongfang Liuyun replied lowly.

"Liu Yun, you overestimate me. In fact, many people overestimate me. To be honest, given the situation back then, if it weren't for the encouragement of you and Uncle Dongfang, my brother and I might not be able to let go of our grudges like this. Go on. Even if my eldest brother is in misfortune, I think she must be very grateful to you. "

"So, seeing that you have trapped yourself for so many years because of him, you will feel unbearable."

"The biggest mistake in my life was probably that I implicated Lan Qi in the first place. He didn't have to bear this originally. I took advantage of him. If I hadn't asked him to accompany me, I don't think I would have suffered this. Also. It’s my fault that I didn’t think carefully, and I was still messing around with Fujiwara Nojian even though I knew that at that time, I harmed Lan Qi in vain.”

"I blame Fujiwara for letting go too quickly. If he had held on to hold on to Lan Qi just a little longer, Lan Qi would not have fallen like that and would have been rescued. But later I thought about whether I should have let go at that time. , it’s not something I can decide at all, everyone is exhausted. Thinking of this, I don’t have much hatred for Fujiwara. What I should hate more is myself.”

This was the first time Dongfang Liuyun mentioned that incident. It was something neither Fujiwara Ye nor Dongfang Liuyun wanted to mention.

Lan Xiu only remembered that when he saw Dongfang Liuyun kneeling in the rubble with a heartbroken Lan Qi, who was covered in blood, his heart was also bleeding.

"It took me so many years to settle these things. Every time I think of that incident, I feel a little more guilty about Lan Qi. As long as I'm alive, there will be nothing left if I die."

"Life or death is determined by fate. My eldest brother has entered reincarnation a long time ago. Ah Ye is also sad about this incident. I think if time could be turned back, he would rather the person who falls is himself than Lan Qi. Now, he can What should I do? Everyone is living in pain and suffering.”

"I have made it clear to him that he and I are destined to be destined to each other, and we will never go back. Some time ago, I heard that there was a Miss Inoue over there who has always been very fond of him. I thought, Someone who can make the Fujiwara family like him should be good. Let him finish the things here as soon as possible and go back. I don’t know how many years the remaining time will be. I always feel that human life is very short. We , it’s time to explain your feelings, including you, Lan Xiu.”

Dongfang Liuyun said and poured the wine directly.

"So it's about me again? Aren't you talking about you? You also know that I am a non-marriage person. I have said it before."

Lan Xiu smiled.

"It's impossible not to get married for the rest of your life, right? I remember there was a good-looking and kind-hearted university teacher who has been in love with you for a long time? Why don't you consider him?"

Dongfang Liuyun raised his gaze and looked at Lan Xiu, and asked lightly.

"She just got married to a male teacher in her school last month. What do you want me to think about it?"

Lan Xiu smiled helplessly.

"That's because I've waited for you for too long, so I gave up. Waiting is a very painful thing. Not everyone can be consistent, just like me. No matter how much I expected from Fujiwara, I still let him go and married Qi Lei."

Dongfang Liuyun drank a glass of wine and took a deep breath. "My feelings are just like this. It can only go here."

"But I don't want to just go here with you, Dongfang Liuyun, you know best what you took from me, and I will never let you go."

After Dongfang Liuyun's voice fell, a low and firm voice came over, and a wild and cold fragrance came over. Dongfang Liuyun could guess who was coming without even looking.

Lan Xiu subconsciously turned his head and looked over, and then he found that Fujiwara was standing upright under the tree next to them. The cold wind kept blowing up the corners of his clothes, but he stood there like a stone sculpture, motionless, and he didn't know how long he stayed there...