1924. Chapter 1924 Qin of the Qin Dynasty, Su of the Awakening (I)

The environment in the private room of Winter Melon Cup is quite elegant and antique.

Qin Yi ordered two bottles of shochu and put them in the hot water to warm them a little. It was good to drink this in this weather. It made him feel comfortable. Qin Yi was also a wine lover. On weekdays, he just followed a few people if he had nothing to do. Let's have some drinks with some veteran cadres.

Although Qin Su doesn't go home often for dinner and the relationship at home is not harmonious, the relationship between them is not bad. Just like now, Qin Yi often invites his daughter out to drink with him.

They ordered a few delicious dishes that both father and daughter liked. The waiter came over to help put the dishes out of the pot and then went out. Suddenly, only the father and daughter were left in the private room.

Qin Su took the wine, poured a glass for Qin Yi, then poured half a glass for himself, moved the glass to Qin Yi, and said, "I'll drive later, drink less, and you should drink less." Bar."

"It's okay. You know best how your dad drinks. You won't get drunk after a few drinks. Just ask Xiaomeng to come over and lend me some money later. Eat what you need to eat and drink what you need to drink. Come on, drink some too. ”

Qin Yi said, and was about to wave the waiter in, but Qin Su stopped him with his hand, "No, Dad, just drink this. You can drink it if you want. I'll accompany you."

At this moment, Qin Yi nodded and said with some relief, "At this time, my daughter is the most affectionate. Come on, have a drink!"

Qin Yi raised his glass, and Qin Su also raised his glass obediently and gave him a toast. The father and daughter simply took a sip, and then ate with some side dishes to go with the wine.

"Dad, you said you have been arguing with mom for so many years. When can you stop? Don't you feel tired?"

After a glass of wine, Qin Su suddenly asked his father.

Qin Yi paused in his movements and squinted at Qin Su. He looked away in an instant and took a sip of wine. "Between you and your mother, that is a matter of ideological class. In this life, I'm afraid there is no way to reverse it. She is mentally ill and has no demands on herself. She has such high demands on me. She dislikes me for not being good here and sometimes I really don't want to stay at home. The office or dormitory can make me feel quieter. ”

Qin Yi said, naturally a little helpless, but at the moment, it seems that there is nothing he can do. After all, Mei Xiaoyue is his Qin Yi's daughter-in-law, but...

"I think there is a lack of communication between you and your mother. It is obviously a very simple matter, as long as you explain it clearly to each other, but you are just suspicious of each other, and no one is willing to explain, so the relationship between you The contradictions are getting deeper and deeper."

When Qin Su said this, he couldn't help but sigh, frowned slightly, drank the wine in the glass, and sighed, "At home, since we were young, we have always had a big quarrel every five days and a small quarrel every three days. , Aren’t you tired of hearing this too? If you really feel inappropriate, it’s better to let go of each other.”

"You have bad thoughts and always think about divorce. What do you mean by inappropriate? Not every marriage has to be suitable. Do you all think marriage is a child's play? If it is not a matter of principle, you cannot have such thoughts and decisions. Once it is decided, it will be a lifelong decision. Your mother is not that bad. It’s my fault that we didn’t really understand each other at the beginning.”

Qin Yi also sighed, frowned and drank all the wine in the glass, "I have never regretted marrying your mother. The reason why we have such a relationship today is that I have problems. I also swore to your grandfather that I would protect her. Good luck to your mother, let her live a good life."

"You haven't done anything wrong to Mom. Except emotionally, you lacked communication... I often wonder whether there was love between you, but it seems..."

"Why didn't love exist? Your mother was very beautiful at that time. Men's eyes would go straight when they saw her. I also liked seeing your mother at that time. Every time I led the team past their art troupe, I always asked for more If you stay for a while, you’ll be fine if you see people, but if you don’t see people, you’ll feel regretful for the whole day.”

Qin Yi seemed to have a lot of aftertaste when talking about this matter, and now he is a little uncontrollably excited when talking about it.

"I'm worried that you are just acting impulsively. You and Mom were both the proud sons of heaven, and they have been tied together for the rest of their lives. Dad, you are only in your fifties, and there are still many decades to come. Only half of my life with my mother has passed, and my life is still very long..."

Qin Su said and silently stopped what he was doing.

Qin Yi paused and looked at Qin Su intently, "Did the matter between me and your mother cause a lot of trouble to you?"

Qin Yi asked.

Hearing this, Qin Su also paused for a moment, unable to relax. After a long time, he replied, "No..."

"You don't have to hide it from me, I can feel it. You are also worried that being without emotions will cause the same unpleasantness as your mother and me, right?"

Qin Yi said directly. Seeing that Qin Su didn't reply, he continued, "Actually, you don't have to worry about the matter between your mother and me. Whether it is a marriage or a relationship, it needs to be managed. The quality of marriage is very important. The extent of it depends on you personally. You have also seen the unpleasant situations of many comrades in the military region, but you cannot deny that the feelings of some comrades are very enviable. Everything has two sides, and you don’t have to think about it. There are too many, and letting nature take its course is the best way.”

Qin Yi said, pouring wine for Qin Su, "Actually, I thought about it, Zhou Zimo is pretty good, mainly because he is attentive to you and very obedient to you. It's not easy for him to do so. You, don't be too stingy, you should give him some response and show him some appreciation. Otherwise, many beautiful marriages will be ruined by your cold attitude."

Qin Yi's words made Qin Su feel dazed. After thinking about it, Qin Su took a deep breath, frowned and raised his head to drink the wine in the glass. "I know he is very good, but I am worried that I don't like him that much, and once I give in, I will... Dad, you know, in terms of feelings, I am more afraid of giving than anything else. I didn't keep cats and dogs at home before because I was afraid that I would be too sad when they left... So, I always feel that some things are better not to happen, so that I can control my emotions..."

Qin Su is like this, never having any sense of security, and not expecting to get the so-called sense of security from others.