Chapter 1186 Chapter 1183 "You and His Utopia (Part 2)"
Chapter 1186 Chapter 1183·"Your Utopia with Him (Part 2)"
He must keep his promise and find a way to make civilization last forever, otherwise he will only let down his best friend's sacrifice.
...Oh, there is one more thing.
In Gao Wei's eyes, time is not time, space is not space, and death may not be absolute... Maybe He can find a way to revive his best friend.
He climbed along the cause and effect, paid a long time and price, and found a way to get the "cause" - the cause of "Asa Actor". And buried this "cause" in his own small world. Then, He drove into the depths of the universe to find a way to revise the cause and effect of death.
This is just a wild imagination. I don't know if it is practical, but there is no other way.
In addition, He has many people who want to be resurrected.
Tretia, Lin Guang, Bei Lisel... and other possibilities such as Su Mingan, Lu Shu, Yueyue... He found their incomplete "cause" bit by bit, and buried them in this "new world" bit by bit.
Gradually, more and more "failed Noels" gathered around him, and he wanted to save more and more people... What he picked up was no longer just "the foundation of a certain person", but even "the remains of civilization". He buried the remains of many civilizations in the small world, and he longed to revive them one day.
But he never succeeded.
Later, he realized why - this small world was too rough. Only with the source of the world can it have the potential for development.
- How can we get the source of the world?
He knew what to do.
The blond young man stood in the starry sky, his figure was already ethereal, his power had completely dissolved in the higher dimension, and his eyes became indifferent and cold. Throughout the long years and thousands of years, he could not find a way to make civilization eternal - he gradually realized that the promise would never be fulfilled.
He once looked back at the ruins world, but the ruins world had changed, and it was so strange that it made him feel scared. It was no longer the familiar hometown he missed.
Now it seems that only the obsession with resurrection is left to maintain him.
All the failed Noels, their despair, pain, and brokenness are all accumulated in Him, squeezing Him day after day.
An adventure with sin is no longer an interesting and free adventure. Before completing his obsession, He has been trapped in a long period of silence, floating in the vast universe, like a bound prisoner.
What He did most was to return to his own little world, facing the edge of the world - where countless "causes" are buried, and constantly repeating:
"Don't be afraid, I will eventually reach the other side."
Then, there will be sounds like the swaying of flowers and leaves and the rustling of leaves. He knows that it may be the souls that have not yet been resurrected responding to Him, that is the immature form of their lives.
As long as the source of the world is in hand, maybe he can see them.
He firmly believes this.
He imagines his ideal new world in his mind - noble old friends, pure white children, free birds. There must be no pain and sorrow in such a world.
But He still has nothing in his hands, nothing else. Looking back, there is only nothingness.
Not accepted, not welcomed. No hometown, no destination.
The universe is too big to find new civilizations. So he could only drive his own ark, carrying a ship full of remains, wandering, wandering, wandering in the endless darkness... only loneliness, regret, nothingness and loneliness.
Finally, the first time he saw Su Mingan in the old world, Dieying's long-desolate heart eagerly thought of "not letting him go", almost like instinct.
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["Let's go, follow me to a farther place. There, maybe there is what you really want, whether it is power, wisdom, or secrets... Maybe, that is our common hometown."]
["I want you to become..." Dieying's voice trembled a little, as if some kind of reaction was happening in his heart:]
["...my soul mate."]
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Humanity has completely faded, and the high-dimensional thinking between divinity and animality dominates the essence of his life. He is eager to pursue the source of the world and old friends. The former is for promise, and the latter is out of instinct.
——If Su Mingan has the time authority...
——Add the source of civilization from the old days, then his new world has a high probability of success.
He repeatedly invited Su Mingan because he was thinking——
——Yes, you are also my best friend, although your timeline is the only real one, and the Noel beside you has not fallen into failure and converged on me.
——If it is you, it must be possible... We can definitely build a perfect bridge of resurrection and find the way to immortal civilization...
Because you are my most real best friend.
You must be the most perfect and powerful possibility.
I have seen many possibilities of "Noel's failure". They made me, so I have also seen many possibilities of "Su Mingan's failure". In most possibilities, the ending of "Su Mingan" is quite tragic. If you continue to go on, it is likely to be that tragic ending.
So, I also want to...
Pull you out of this "doomed to extinction" fate.
Let's go together to find... a free "new world".
Su Mingan.
You will finally... not die in front of me again.
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["Let's go and travel to the most distant place." Dieying looked at the god Su Ming'an, his voice was excited, as if a story had come to an end, and it was finally as he wished. 】
["We can go anywhere, we can go far away to see flowers and plants, and be free travelers. You have time, I have karma, we can see everything in the world... and take risks anywhere."]
["...You are finally free, Su Mingan."]
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However, the only real Noel Akini stood in front of Him.
In the old shrine, a blond boy sat under a pure white throne, with an angel wing sculpture standing behind him. A blue rose cane passed through his chest, and blood was flowing.
The young man seemed to be looking up - but he was looking down at Him who was "a collection of failures".
"It seems that Gao Wei is really scary." Noel gasped, with a smile on his face: "If it were me, I would never be like you."
He lowered his eyes flatly: "I am you."
Noel smiled: "We are different."
"Same."
"no the same."
Until the old shrine exploded and the boy hung his head. Finally, he said that Die Ying had deteriorated and was the most evil "Noel Akini".
——Are you the kindest "Noel Akini"? Dieying scoffed.
What is the difference between the most evil and the most kind? "Good Changge" and "Evil Changge" kill each other and become enemies to the death. Are the situations between him and Noel the same?
He returned to his own little world.
Sitting blankly in front of the flowers that will probably never bloom...the skeletons that will probably never be seen...
The kingfisher clings to His face.
He continued to return the gentle touch for thousands of years...until it too died.
The vitality of this small world has declined. Without the source of the world, even birds cannot survive.
Holding the body of the kingfisher, He thought over and over again in the eternal night.
...What if many years ago, when Su Ming'an was a few years old, He passed by because of his journey, and when He saw Su Ming'an on the street, He walked over, what would it be like?
Is there such a "possibility"?
Probably not, some things are impossible from the beginning.
Just like now, Su Mingan will always reject Him and will never be willing to build a new world with Him.
"You don't have to be afraid..."
Facing the remains of a civilization that was on the verge of collapse, He rubbed the body of the kingfisher and repeated softly:
"I will eventually reach the other shore..."
"I will eventually reach the other shore..."
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He wanders in the universe, driving the ark of bones, asking for help from the past, swimming into the future,
Everyone thought He was making meaningless jest.
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When Su Ming'an and Dieying strolled around the edge of the world, the outlines of the "civilizational remains" were blurry in the night. Most of them had fallen into the void and disappeared silently.
Probably Duying has also forgotten - in the thousands of years of wandering, how many people did he try to leave behind, and which civilization did he try to leave behind. But it is all a mirror, a dream of a wanderer in the universe, an obsession that is difficult to realize.
What is the meaning of origin, wisdom, life, and power? He did not find his exact shadow, nor was he able to confirm his independence. Now the small world is on the verge of collapse, and the meaning of His existence is no longer there.
"Trapped in the phantom of the past - and that phantom is not even you, it is just a part of you. As you continue to accept and integrate new 'self', you may not be sure what you should be." Su Mingan Stop and look at the vast sea of stars.
Dieying turned his head and stared with deep blue eyes.
He suddenly pursed his lips and smiled:
"I loved that story you told the gods."
"Civilization is on the verge of extinction. A hero sends mankind to the ark to look for the possibility of resurrection in the vast universe."
"If Ark wants to find the next planet for survival, it will take a long, long time, measured in thousands of years. So, the people on Ark sleep in hibernation cabins, thinking about the past civilization over and over again, and feeling nostalgic."
"In their dreams, they returned to the civilization that had not yet been destroyed. They laughed in the spring, fished by the lake, tied straw into hats, and made garlands out of flowers, leaving the entire city in spring."
"I like this story." He put his hand on his chest:
"It makes me feel hopeful."
"So, I have already thought about what to do."
Then, Su Mingan saw——
The collapse of the small world gradually stopped.
Dieying's body was emitting white light, and his figure seemed to be turning into reality.
——It's like He is keeping the small world from collapsing at the expense of "himself".
"Since the small world can no longer survive, I will support it." He said: "Since the ark has no fuel, I will be the fuel. The life in higher dimensions is enough to burn for thousands of years."
"So what about plunder? So what about invasion? I am looking for a way to immortalize civilization, not because I am noble at all, but because I want to create an ideal new world and meet the people I want to see."
"You see me as an enemy, you hate me, you hate me, you resent me - then hate me."
"Because that's who I am."
"I am not a great savior and I don't need others to understand and forgive me."
"I only love what I want to love, and I only keep what I want. Why should those garbage people enter my pure land? They should be destroyed along with the world. In some ugly worlds, I will only think 'Okay' , Let’s all die’.”
"I'm just telling you this because... Noah's last consciousness wants to say to you - 'That day, he saw the sunflowers all over the mountains and fields. Spring is beautiful... thank you.'"
"And I'm not him."
"I want to say to you-"
Among the collapsed star fragments, the hair of the overlapping shadows was entangled like star strings.
His body spontaneously ignites with light and fire, peeling off silk and cocoons one by one, turning into the source of life to fill this small world on the verge of collapse.
"Crash-"
And His eyes seemed to be full of smiles, but also seemed to be empty.
That is--
"——You can stop me as much as you want. I will still find new targets and continue to invade."
——He has inherited it for a long time, has been drifting for a long time, and has lasted for thousands of years——
"Whether it is hatred, obsession, or twisted wishes - I am happy and agree with all my ideas and actions, and will never regret it."
——He will never die, never fall, and will live with Him for thousands of years——
"Whether you hate me, hate me, denounce me as an invader, or denounce me as a devil——"
——Eternal loneliness.
"——I will eventually reach the other shore."
"You can never stop it."
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[May I... find the ideal "new world" as soon as possible. May the traveler...not be an island. May those children... get their wish. 】
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"You are not him." Su Mingan was unable to connect the person in front of him with Noel.
"Yes! Yes! I'm not him! How many twisted possibilities did he go through to become like me!?" Dieying laughed out loud, and his laughter was as hearty as ever:
"So, Noel Akinni can't be Die Ying, and Die Ying can't be Noel Akinni! Just believe it! I'm going to embark on the journey again until I burn out!"
"Thousands of years ago, if I am lucky enough to find the source of the new world during my journey, then I will have an eternal new world! If I cannot find the source of the new world, then I will disappear into nothingness!"
"Adventurers should wander the world, regardless of life or death. Either they will search endlessly, or their singing will stop suddenly!"
"Even if I die, I will only think that I have jumped out of time and become a part of the world. From now on, everything is me."
"Goodbye, Su Ming'an... no, goodbye! I have realized that I can't keep you, so I am going to my [new world]."
——In that [New World], Su Mingan actually heard three levels of meaning.
A small world called "New World".
A brand new world in the literal sense, which is the next invasion target that Dieying is looking for.
And...the new ideal world in His heart.
He waved his hand, and the light of life flowing from His body flowed into the ground crazily, and the stardust waved like a flag. The foundation of the vast and far-reaching civilization was like a sprout that gradually grew, nourishing and growing.
——He is using his life to continue to irrigate this dying world and keep it going. Then, He can continue to drag this ark full of bones, looking for the next invasion target, trying to find the source of the world.
Until life is exhausted.
Until He fell into eternal nothingness.
The starlight reflected behind Him, as if playing a long and endless song of nothingness. The indescribable liquid is controlled by Him, filling the dry surface until flowers bloom, kingfishers are reborn, and the tall and spectacular Ferris wheel is once again dyed with the colorful colors of spring——
"Chirp——"
The resurrected kingfisher chirped, standing on His shoulder, like the song of the birth of civilization.
Su Mingan was pushed away.
He fell into the gap in space that Duiying tore for him and returned to the civilization of the old world. This final conversation was over, there were no more words between them, and Dieying saw him off.
Adventurers will continue to step into the never-ending abyss of civilization and continue this eternal chain of civilizational invasion——
Until the moment when His ideal comes true.
Or maybe, He burned out before the ideal.
Why die for an illusory spring?
Not if it were Him.
He will create that true spring with His own hands.
So, spring, warm sunshine, come quickly.
The last thing Su Mingan saw was Dieying burning himself crazily, irrigating that beautiful little world, until the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, thousands of souls were floating in the sky, and his figure was almost nothingness.
The golden hair flutters in the air, like a golden bird escaping.
Those dark blue eyes are full of desire and madness, like endless blue flames——
"Uh-huh!"
The gap in space closed before his eyes, and he didn't know the ending of the high-dimensional being's story.
Maybe He will exhaust his life and die, and ultimately fail to find the source of the new world. The small world collapses and disappears in nothingness. Thousands of years of regret, loneliness, sorrow, and hope all disappear in the vast universe, and there will be no more. People mentioned. As nothingness as nothingness itself. After all, Noel Akinni's name belongs to only one person, and the existences surrounding her have all turned into cosmic dust.
But maybe tens of millions of years later, people will wake up in this rough and inferior world.
They began to breathe for a long time, realizing that they were finally resurrected and woke up——
And in the distant sky, there was a blond figure floating.
He was waiting for something, looking for something, and seemed to be just looking down at this pure white world with satisfaction. The fire of life burned in His body and flowed to the ground, holding up this world without fighting and pain. This is the true [Utopia] where there is no pain or sorrow.
No one knows which dead bones of civilization or which shadow has not yet solidified beneath their feet. This all happened before they woke up.
Then, with his blue eyes open and a smile on his face, He repeated,
——The eternal and long one that supports him to do good and evil, to care about his ideals at all costs——[Adventurer]’s eulogy.
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"Don't be afraid, I will eventually reach the other side."
"——Don't be afraid, I will eventually reach the other shore!"
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So, people shouted.
"——Noel Ajinni! The adventurer of the new century, the freest bird!!!"
If so,
[Adventurer] laughed out loud, as if he had proved something, but also as if he had lost something. Then He grabbed a person, that person has black hair and black eyes, or black hair and gray eyes. In any case, they are not the only reality, and one day they will eventually disappear, including the duplicate image itself.
——But before reaching the Nirvana of "Conclusion", let's start the journey forward.
——Before falling into the end of "nothingness", let Him first raise the wings of a kingfisher.
ah.
Let Him first indulge in the ugly and beautiful, the indescribable, the sinful and full of ideals, the short and endless, stagnant before doomed destruction——
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——[His and "His" Utopia].
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So, spring, warm sunshine,
Please come quickly.
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