Chapter 886 Reality (4)

After Bai Weiwei was buried, this was the first time he cried.

He didn't even know how he survived so many days, and he didn't dare to open his eyes when he woke up every day.

The empty pillow made him suffocate.

Obviously, he had a good life in his last life, no matter how lonely he is, no matter how hard he experiences.

It never hurt to the point of despair.

In this life, everything is so smooth.

The third prince ascended the throne ahead of schedule, he broke out of the examination room ahead of schedule in the palace exam, and was named the champion by the imperial pen.

The Qi family's wealth has not even been touched.

His future official journey should be smooth, and no one can stop his splendid future.

Even, he should get on a horse now and go to the streets to enjoy the flowers with the group of Jinshi who had succeeded in the palace test.

His life was supposed to be so good.

But there is only one Bai Weiwei missing.

Just missing her.

Why can't it work.

Qi Chimu thought that he could endure it, after all, he came here in every desperate situation, even the impossible things like rebirth.

There is no reason why he can't stand it and live a good life.

Even before she died, he wanted him to live well.

He agreed.

But... how come it doesn't work?

Qi Chimu gritted his teeth and held back, tears streaming down his face.

He lied to her.

He couldn't live happily at all.

He didn't even have a heart.

How can you be happy.

Another winter, Qi Chimu resigned from the imperial court, three years of glorious official career.

He was just trying to get her an order.

He was in pain, and the imperial doctor told him that he was heartbroken and worried too much. If he couldn't heal himself, his life would be short.

In early spring, a serious illness took down his body completely.

It is estimated that this life will not last long.

Qi Chimu coughed and weakly burned paper money for Bai Weiwei.

He said softly: "In this life, I guess it will be like this. I won't live for a few years, and I won't be happy for a few days..."

Speaking of which, he finally showed a sincere smile.

"That's fine. It's too useless to commit suicide, it's too hard to live, and it's good to die earlier."

Qi Chimu's face was pale, but his smile remained the same.

"You are so impatient, you may have already been reincarnated. I don't know if I can catch up with your next life. I'm afraid that I will be reborn again."

After rebirth, everything starts again.

But after the rebirth, she is not necessarily the her in this life.

He was afraid of not meeting her.

Qi Chimu sighed, "It's really a sin to meet you. I don't know what I owe you to this little conscientious person. You hurt me."

He was supposed to be full of glory and rich in life.

She brought him a life of loneliness and illness.

He still felt happy, there was nothing he could do.

Everything she gave was good.

Even if it is lovesickness, and the pain is terrifying, it can be.

She was dead, and he was willing to dote on her so much.

The two lives together were not enough to keep her company for a year. Qi Chimu coughed up blood, smiled and said, "Weiwei, it hurts me too, it hurts a lot."

The wind and snow got bigger and bigger, and Qi Chimu sat all night.

After going back, his body collapsed completely. He endured for three days and thought about her all his life.

And then died.

He promised her to live well.

But lied to her.

He has to go to the underworld to apologize to her quickly, and then let her beat and scold or kneel on abacus beads.

I just wish I could wash her feet again, or paint her a flower between her eyebrows.

If you don't forgive him.

He tied himself up again and let her do whatever she wanted. She was a little selfish, but her heart was soft.

No matter how humble and low he is, as low as the dust, she will always love him.