Chapter 581 Want to Die in a More Beautiful Way
Yan Huan hugged Xiangxiang and lay down. Her wound was on her back, so she had to sleep on her stomach recently.
That's right. Ye Shuyun gently stroked Yan Huan's hair until Yan Huan fell asleep, then she left. She was a little worried and folded it again after a while.
"Madam, just go back and I'll keep an eye on it." The nanny took all her luggage into Yan Huan's room and spread it on the floor so that she could take care of her more conveniently.
"Thanks a lot."
Ye Shuyun said, then glanced at Yan Huan worriedly, then sighed and returned to her bedroom.
Tell me, when will this day end? Ye Shuyun rested her head on Lu Jin's shoulder. Sometimes I really hope that she would just leave with Lu Yi. How can I bear it when she is like this? I am Lu Yi's mother, but you know , I feel like I have become a stepmother now.
Lu Jin patted his wife on the shoulder, "It's not that we don't love Lu Yi, it's just because we still want to protect Lu Yi, who wants to protect and is reluctant to let go. We will take good care of her. Our son has the hope of living." Give it to her, we will fulfill his wish no matter what, right? "
"Yes," Ye Shuyun squeezed Lu Jin's hand. This was what the couple had agreed upon. No matter what, no matter how difficult it was, they would persevere.
The darkness beyond reach seems like a darkness that will never see the light of day.
Yan Huan opened her eyes and sat up. The nanny was still asleep. She held the photo album and walked to the balcony. With a faint light, she started to flip through the pages.
She sat on the ground, with her back leaning against the balcony. Her fingers gently touched each photo, as if she was smiling. A few rays of faint light fell on her body, revealing a trace of indescribable vulnerability.
She pressed her face against the photo album. It seemed that only at such a close distance could she feel that Lu Yi was very close. It seemed that he was just a few feet away, and it seemed that he was the end of the world.
It wasn't until dawn that the nanny shuddered and sat up. She glanced at Yan Huan's bedside. No, no one was there.
"Ah!" She suddenly screamed, "No, the lady is missing again."
After she shouted, she almost rolled off her bed, and then rolled and crawled outside.
As a result, when a group of people came back, they found that the missing person was still sleeping quietly, as if he had never left.
The nanny looked at Yan Huan and rubbed her eyes again. She saw it right, but it was obvious that no one was there just now. Could it be that she had a dream when she woke up in the morning, so she couldn't see clearly for a while.
Ye Shuyun finally breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, it was a false alarm. Too many things happened in the past few days. If this continues, she will definitely suffer from neurasthenia.
"I'll get you a pill to take, and then you can sleep for a while."
Lu Jin was talking to Ye Shuyun, and the medicine he was talking about was specially prepared by He Yibin for Ye Shuyun. In fact, it was a sleeping pill in the general sense. This kind of sleeping pill has better ingredients and will not cause any harm to the body even if it is taken regularly. What damage.
"Okay," Ye Shuyun really couldn't hold it any longer. She stroked her forehead and really felt that her nerves had been abnormal recently.
Lu Jin helped Ye Shuyun back. The nanny stood there for a long time, and saw that Yan Huan was sleeping soundly, without even turning over. So, she wondered if it was really her dream, so she saw wrong.
It was only 4 o'clock in the middle of the night. She should go to bed. She was embarrassed to have caused such a lot of things.
She lay down again and fell asleep not long after, but she didn't know that at this time, Yan Huan actually had her eyes open the whole time. When she opened the photo album, she felt like she was possessed. , pasted the photo album on his face.
And she didn't know when time passed by like this.
As for this photo album, she treats it as a human being. She holds it, eats, drinks and sleeps with it every day. She will also talk to herself and start chatting with this photo album.
Ye Shuyun saw it in her eyes, but was anxious in her heart
What should I do? If this continues, this person will go crazy.
He finally woke up, but he was like this, a half-dead walking corpse, talking to no one, except for the photo album, and that photo album was now more important than Yan Huan's own life, as long as anyone dared to touch it Or if you take it, she can stand aside and stare at you all day and night, and then stop thinking about that photo album.
Ye Shuyun had no choice but to call He Yibin over again.
He Yi checked for a long time, but found that nothing was wrong. What was wrong was not Yan Huan's body, but her spirit. Her person was here, and her heart was gone.
Her person and heart actually disappeared the moment Lu Yi left.
As for this, He Yibin had no choice but to find a psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist came, but Yan Huan refused to see him. She still held the photo album, ate and slept with it, and did not talk. However, what reassured Ye Shuyun the most was that at least she was eating, no, drinking. With soup.
Yan Huan opened her eyes again. She hugged the photo album tightly, then sat up and stepped on the ground with her feet. She didn't wear shoes. Then, like a ghost, she opened the door and walked out.
Outside, she stood in front of the stairs, and then went up one floor at a time. When she stopped, she was already standing on the rooftop of the fifth floor. The cold wind blew her thin clothes from time to time. It was almost October now. She continued to walk forward, then walked to the edge of the rooftop, sat down, and then pressed her face against the album.
"I'm sorry, Lu Yi, I have tried very hard, but you tell me why life is so painful. If it will always be like this in the future, then I would rather not live."
The wind blew her hair into a mess, and with a rustling sound, it almost blinded her eyes. She lowered her head and looked down. Under the dark night, there were rows of street lights, standing alone in the cold wind, using their own light to quietly accompany each other.
However, it was also in pairs, only Yan Huan herself, she was too lonely, so she didn't want to live.
If she jumped from here, she might die.
But is it really possible to die from falling here? It should be possible, because this is the fifth floor, and in her previous life, Yiling jumped from the twenty-fifth floor. She was covered in blood and all the bones were broken. But she didn't want to fall so ugly, she wanted to die more beautifully.