Chapter 498 In Her Last Life, She Had Nothing
"This is the biggest stain in my life that can't be washed away. I can't deny that how many people in this world have seen my body and seen the scene that I most want to hide. I don't know what they like. When you call me by my name, what comes to mind is how I look without any clothes on, how embarrassed and miserable I am without any clothes on."
"I don't know if they want to scold me when they smile at me, and I don't know if they want to take off my clothes when they hold my hand."
"That year, I thought I met my true love. He said he would get married in secret, so I did so because I knew that as an artist, getting married would be a considerable loss to their popularity, and even It could all be said to be a disaster.”
"I married into the Lu family, and I have Qin Xiaoyue's mother-in-law. You should know what Qin Xiaoyue's temperament is. She looks down on me, and your grandfather also looks down on me. Of course, I don't like you either, especially your family."
"Lu Qin said that he wanted to become famous as soon as possible so that he could get everything from the Lu family, so I spent all my savings, I don't know how much, to help him pave a prosperous road. I even starred in For those not-so-good characters that I disdained most in the past, I deliberately acted ugly and constantly vilified myself. Sometimes I even made my reputation quite unpalatable, just to find various topics for him to talk about. Later, he became famous and my reputation was ruined. The entertainment industry is a very cruel place."
When you grow up, it may take several years, but when it comes to destroying you, it may only take a moment.
"I used my stardom, my connections, and everything I had to personally push him to the throne of the best actor."
"He was crowned emperor, and I was just a shameless presence in the Lu family."
"I did everything I could, for him and Qin Xiaoyue. I treated you all like monkeys. I brought the whole Lu family into chaos. I became a complete and filthy housewife, vulgar. If you don’t see it, you won’t see the light.”
"And after he became famous, it was the beginning of my uselessness. I had quarrels and quarrels with him, and even wanted to hold a press conference, but it never succeeded. I didn't know until then."
"It turns out that what I married was just a white-eyed wolf in human skin."
"They locked me up and told me I was crazy."
"Then one day," she paused in her voice and clenched Lu Yi's fingers, holding his big palm in her palms tightly.
"Several doctors started drawing my blood once a week, four times a month, maybe five times."
"And at that time, I was pregnant."
She gently stroked her belly, "I want this child. No matter whose child it is, it is mine. She is my relative, my true relative. She is also my only relative."
"In my last life, I had nothing, no mother, no Yiling, no husband. In the end, I only had children."
"So for this child, I have to live. No matter what, I have to live. I want to protect her."
"only……"
She looked up at Lu Yi's face, her eyes filled with mist, and the mist turned into rain, "Do you know why Lu Qin wanted to keep me and this child?"
Lu Yi didn't know, but he suddenly felt that his heart hurt because she was smiling, but the pain caused more pain. The pain was in her eyes, and it was also painful in her past.
Yan Huan sat up straight and touched the red mark on Lu Yi's face.
"Su Muran has the same blood type as our servant."
Lu Yi clenched her fingers, "She wants your blood?"
"Yes," Yan Huan nodded, "To be precise, Lu Qin wanted my blood to please the Su family. Su Mu was suffering from severe thalassemia and needed a lot of blood transfusions, and I became her blood cow. , and if this disease is to be cured, in addition to bone marrow transplantation, there is..."
She gently caressed her abdomen, and Lu Yi didn't want to miss her for a moment. He guessed it.
"The child was six months old, but they couldn't wait any longer. They cut open my stomach and took out the child. It was a bloody child. I didn't even know what she looked like. Like this, and she was taken away by Lu Qin, but after the child came out, it was my heavy bleeding. "
"Later..." She pressed her forehead against Lu Yi's neck, "You saved me. You said she was a girl. Lu Qin threw her in the trash can, but you buried her. .”
She closed her eyes, and at this moment, she just shed tears. For the child who had no destiny in her previous life, and for the poor child who was abandoned by her parents in her previous life, she thought that her daughter must be very beautiful, look like her, and have a pair of big shoes. His eyes and skin would be like hers, but it's a pity that the child has never seen this beautiful world.
Lu Yi put his hand on her shoulder and squeezed it hard.
"Do you still want to hear it?" Yan Huan smiled, but the smile was very bitter. She asked Lu Yi, maybe he couldn't accept the following. After all, no one could have imagined that Lu Yi would do that in order to get the Lu family. He was so insane that he could kill her wife and his daughter, so what did a cousin mean?
"Do you want to say it?" Lu Yi asked her, "Do you dare to say it?" He held up Yan Huan's face. Everything in the past was unfortunate for her. Those were the beginning of her unhappiness and she couldn't mention it. past,
Can she say it? Will she say it?
Yan Huan lightly touched her red lips, then hugged Lu Yi's waist tightly, and put her left ear against his chest.
"Later, when I returned to the Lu family, they wanted to drive me away. It was you who asked me to stay. At that time, everyone despised me and was not ashamed of me. Only you and my mother were nice to me. If I treat you like that, you will not despise me, but you will secretly bring me food and water."
"That day, I heard the conversation between Lu Qin and his son. They..." Yan Huan closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The air in her lungs actually made her heart ache. For a moment.
"They want to kill you."
Lu Yi didn't have any surprises. If things got to that point, this was what Lu Qin could do. Originally, he was the kind of ruthless person. If he wanted to get rid of Lu Yi, he would not be soft-hearted.
"What happened next, did he kill me?"
Lu Yi just looked ahead calmly, and his voice revealed a kind of calmness. Because he had cognition, there were no surprises.
"No," Yan Huan shook his head.