Chapter 1184 Want to Return to the Su Family
Xunxun turned around and huddled his little head in his mother's arms, as if he was frightened by Zhu Meina.
"I'm sorry, I've been thinking too much," Zhu Meina stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, still smiling, but behind this smile, there was so much sadness and heartache, and there was only She can experience it herself and taste it.
And how many people in the world remember her child, and how many people can still recall the child's face and voice. Maybe even Zhu Meina, a mother, has forgotten it, and sometimes only has photos. Only then can I remember what my son looked like, and how he actually looked like that. I even had to deduce from the photos of him when he was young, who he will look like in the future, like her, or like the Su family. .
She picked up the milk and sat in front of the window. She didn't know what she was looking at, she just drank sip after sip, and then she was silent and surrounded by a kind of loneliness.
She's not happy, she's not happy,
She even hated it.
"Mama, what's wrong with aunt?" Xunxun raised his face and asked Yan Huan strangely.
"Auntie is tired, she wants to rest."
Xunxun tilted his little head. "But isn't Aunt Jie sleeping?"
"When Xunxun is watching TV, do you like other people's loud voices?"
Yan Huan asked her daughter and also reasoned with her.
Xunxun thought for a moment, then shook his little head vigorously, "I don't like it."
"Auntie is like this now, so we won't disturb her," Yan Huan carried Xunxun into his room, then took the big box and took out all the money inside.
"Look, this is mom's money, a lot of money, right?" She touched her daughter's head and asked her.
"Yeah, a lot," Xunxun smiled even brighter when he saw such a pile of money. He didn't feel anything about the money. He just felt that there was a lot of money and it was bright in color. He also stepped on it with one little foot and was still there. There was a jump on it.
"Mom can buy a lot of beautiful clothes for Xunxun," Yan Huan hugged her daughter again. She was just afraid that a shadow would be left on the child's heart, thinking that her mother didn't want them.
In fact, she was really close to not wanting them anymore because they were too expensive.
But now it's great, she gently touches her daughter's little face, she can still hold her little Xunxun, and she can still be with the child.
Lu Yi opened the door and followed him in. He saw Xunxun sitting on the suitcase with his little buttocks, looking at the door with his big eyes open. After seeing his father coming in, he stretched out his hand directly. The little hand was held by dad, and then he also took a hundred yuan bill in his hand.
"Dad, can you buy some ice cream for Xunxun?"
Xunxun put a hundred-dollar bill in his father's hand, "Mom, this is for Xunxun."
Lu Yi didn't know what to say about this hundred-yuan bill. He was really thoughtful and knew how to use the money to buy things.
"We can't have ice cream."
Lu Yi had a straight face and did not smile, but Xunxun was not afraid of his father at all.
"Can I have cake?"
Xunxun discussed with his father.
The cake is also delicious.
"Okay," Lu Yi picked up his daughter and prepared to take her out without putting any shoes on her.
Today he was happy, so he wanted to satisfy this little girl, and he could feel it. After seeing his mother, Xunxun's temper finally improved, and his temper was no longer weird. He was afraid that if Xunxun really had a strange person in the future, What should I do about my temper?
Lu Yi took his daughter out and was about to buy a cake for her. The ice was not good, but the cake was fine.
Inside the room, Zhu Meina still maintained the same posture, hiding under such a patch of light and shadow. For some reason, her whole person began to dim.
Yan Huan walked over and sat down next to her.
"I want to go back to Su's house."
Zhu Meina said to Yan Huan, "I have been pretending to be crazy and stupid for a long time, and I still feel like a fool." .
At this time, she put the cup to her lips again. Some things were always inevitable. She could not stay like this for the rest of her life. Why did she live, and why did she live? She never forgot.
"Have you thought about the consequences?"
Yan Huan asked her.
It is possible that it will be sold again.
"Isn't it you?"
Zhu Meina turned around and looked at Yan Huan with a half-smile.
Yan Huan raised her eyelashes, and the light from outside fell evenly on them. In the blink of an eye, she lost no idea how much time she had lost.
In fact, they are not young anymore, Yan Huan is thirty years old, and she is thirty-two years old.
A woman's most beautiful years have passed.
A married woman has already moved closer to the yellow-faced woman
And those who are not married have become dregs.
And for women of this age, there are likely to be several winners in life.
Yan Huan also put the bowl in his hand to his lips, and just drank the soup in the bowl. It had a strange taste, but he was used to it, and that was all. No matter how difficult it was to swallow, he could still swallow it.
After so much suffering has passed, these will really no longer be bitter.
"Are you so sure that I can protect you?"
She has so much confidence in herself, but why does Zhu Meina have it?
"You can," Zhu Meina had no doubt about this at all, she just had such confidence.
"Also, if you don't want to try it again, there are other things about the Su family that we don't know about. Is there something else that is lying to us? Are the people behind it really not them?"
"How to try?" Yan Huan put the soup to his mouth again, tasting the spicy and bitter taste alone.
"Didn't you say that when that man called the person behind the scenes, he said that you were addicted to drugs?" Zhu Meina asked Yan Huan.
"Yes," Yan Huan remembered many words said by Brother Hua, including this sentence of course.
"And what about your AIDS infection?"
Zhu Meina glanced at Yan Huan's wrapped fingers intentionally.
Yan Huan put the bowl in his hand on his lap and put his finger in front of his eyes. This finger was injured yesterday and it was very deep.
"You are not infected with AIDS, and no one knows about it, right?" Zhu Meina crossed her legs. It is true that these legs are quite beautiful, but is it useful?
No one knows that I am addicted to drugs, except you. Yan Huan emphasized this sentence. Yes, few people know that she has been addicted to drugs, and some are even infected with AIDS. Only a few people in the world know about it, Lu Yi, He Yibin, Zhu Meina, and herself.
Of course, those people would not know that she was not infected with AIDS.
"When do you want to go back?" Yan Huan was very transparent. She knew what Zhu Meina wanted to do without Zhu Meina's explanation.