Chapter 561: The 4th

Zhang Ya...

Silently reading her name, what made Chen Ge vaguely uneasy was that he didn't get any response.

Turning his head and looking behind him, the night was pitch black, and there was no light around him, so he couldn't see his own shadow at all.

"What are you doing?" The man noticed that Chen Ge was behaving strangely, and whispered, "Your complexion doesn't look good."

"This is the first time I've heard about the profession of a suicide intervention operator. What do you need to do every day?" Chen Ge is also someone who has seen big storms. He immediately adjusted his state and changed the topic.

"Nearly one million people commit suicide every year around the world. This number far exceeds homicides. However, this topic is often seldom entered into public view because of stigma and silence. In fact, what we should do is to face it squarely. When a person has suicidal tendencies When the time comes, help him and heal him in time. Instead of blaming him and isolating him with that incomprehensible look."

"No one is stupid enough to underestimate life. When a person is really forced to that point, only he can understand the pain he endures."

The man seemed to think of something, he looked at the boundless night sky: "I am a suicide intervention operator, what I do every day is to reach out my hand to those who have walked to the edge of the abyss, and tell them There are people in the world who are willing to help him, I can't drag them out of the abyss, but I can tell them there are still beautiful things in the world."

"That number is the suicide intervention hotline?" Chen Ge nodded, "No wonder the people in front spoke to me in such a strange tone."

"It's not strange for them. If you encounter what they have encountered, I'm afraid you will be the same as them." The man looked back at Chen Ge: "In fact, those who have the belief of death will rarely call us for help. Hotline. People who choose to call the suicide intervention hotline at the end of their lives, deep down in their hearts, actually retain a trace of love for the world. Their incompatibility, their various strange behaviors, are actually asking for help from the people around them. "

"Help?"

"That's right, suicide is not a short-term temporary action. Various reasons will be buried very early, and those bad emotions and things will be accumulated in the heart, and then suddenly on a certain day, because of a certain point. , At that moment, people will be overwhelmed by negative emotions. Many suicides actually have warning signs, but people around them rarely notice it. If they can find out earlier and make changes, the tragedy can be completely avoided. "

The blood on the man's coat is slowly fading, and the color of the blood tattoo on his left face is also fading.

This is the first time Chen Ge has encountered this kind of situation. All the red clothes he has seen before, no matter when, the blood-red coat will not change. The red dress in front of him seems to be a little different from other red clothes.

The man didn't care about Chen Ge's gaze. He probably just wanted to talk to someone: "I've heard many reasons for suicide. The factory went bankrupt. In order to make a comeback, I owed a huge amount of usury. I was desperate. At the last moment of my life, I still I didn’t dare to go home. When I answered the phone, I heard that forty or fifty-year-old man was crying all the time. His only wish was to see his own child. There are too many similar things, and every night People will always become more vulnerable when we are in trouble, and our busiest hours are from 12:00 am to 3:00 am, and it was also at that time that I failed to rescue for the first time.”

The railroad track was in the middle, and the man and Chen Ge kept a tacit distance.

"Do you remember the first phone call you made?"

"I have an impression."

"The writer called me before his death, and I could hear the madness in his tone, but I underestimated his determination. I thought he was just looking for someone to talk to, because his voice was really calm. During the conversation with him, I didn't feel any abnormality in him, just a common depression." When the man said this, the bloody tattoo on half of his face changed slightly, and the bloodshots intertwined, slowly Slowly outlines the face of another person.

"I remember very clearly that it was the first time I failed to intervene. Until now, I can even recite all the conversations between me and him." The man's voice was a little painful: "I did it the next day. I saw him in the newspaper, and regretted it, he gave me his last hope, but I ignored it, and I was also responsible for that tragedy."

"Since then, I've been more careful talking to people, but it hasn't gotten any better."

"One day after one month, I failed to intervene again. That day was the man's 30th birthday. He deliberately chose this day, wearing work clothes, and bid farewell to the most memorable place." The man should be suffering from big male obesity A patient with Tiger Syndrome, Chen Ge could hear a trace of pain in the other person's tone.

"The living life is disappearing before my eyes. I clearly have a chance." The blood-colored tattoo on the side of the man's face changed again. Chen Ge found that every time he said a person, the blood-colored tattoo on his face would change once. Judging from the experience of dealing with ghosts, the obsession of those who committed suicide seemed to have entered the body of the man. In other words, it may also be the man himself who carried the obsession of all the suicides on the phone.

"The third intervention failed on the second day. I was going to see the last suicide in person." The man's tone changed for the first time: "He is really a very kind person. I asked him if he had any wishes at the last moment of his life. The answer he gave me was that he was worried that if he died at the landlord’s house, the landlord’s house would not be able to be rented out, so he went to other places specially. His rent is on the suitcase, but he doesn't have a friend, so I hope I can inform the landlord and pay the utility bills to the landlord."

"I talked to him a lot that day until he fell asleep. I should have called the police, but I didn't even know where he was."

"I haven't gotten over the last suicide, and I've met another suicide."

"He suffers from cancer and suffers from pain. Unlike other suicides, this one called me during the day, and he thought it through." The man said this, and looked at Chen Ge again: " My job is to drag a person out of the quagmire of death, but on that day, I didn't do such a thing. Maybe it was because of too much mental pressure, maybe it was because of continuous stimulation, I didn't try to persuade him Embrace life, but respect his choice."

Every time a man mentions a suicide, the blood-colored tattoo on his profile changes once.

"I didn't do what I should do, but did I do something wrong?"

The man looked even more dazed: "All the call records in our place will be saved, and my call is no exception, but then I don't know what happened. Not long after his accident, the last call between me and him It was made public."