Chapter 448 Born to Be a Human Being! (Four Thousand)

Thick blood vessels spread throughout the operating room, like the roots of an old tree, wrapping everyone inside.

The organs on the walls shrank and jumped, and the ceiling was inlaid with human faces, which looked like a large human body puzzle.

Chen Ge thought about countless scenarios of meeting with Dr. Gao, but he never thought it would be in such a situation.

The blood dripped on the white coat, leaving no trace. Doctor Gao was the most special existence in this world. He stood among the flesh and blood and the corpse, but he was wearing a white coat that symbolized salvation and hope.

With a calm expression, Doctor Gao looked at Chen Ge and said the first sentence: "You came later than I expected."

"You guessed I was coming?"

"I know you will definitely come here. On the twenty-fourth floor of Fanghuayuan Community, I had this feeling the first time I saw you. You brought me a strong sense of crisis."

"That's why you kept talking for me at that time to prevent me from conflicting with other members of the Weird Talk Association?" Chen Ge recalled the scene at that time, and No. 10 had been helping him, and finally left a message under the table, telling him Linjiang The schistosomiasis station is here.

Dr. Gao nodded: "You are all my patients. Isn't it normal for doctors to think about patients?"

"Patient?" Chen Ge shook his head: "You don't have the right to say that, in my opinion you are the most sick one, the world behind the door will not lie, this piece is completely twisted and deformed, made of flesh and blood. The nightmare is the true portrayal of your heart."

"The soul is filled with flesh and blood debris. This is not called a disease. Everyone has a deformity in their heart. If this is a disease, then all of us are sick, and you are no exception." Dr. Gao smiled, he seemed very I like to chat with Chen Ge. The young man in front of him is different from ordinary people in terms of thinking and cognition of things. Doctor Gao found the feeling of "similar" from Chen Ge: "I am a psychiatrist and have seen countless deformities and distortions. The hearts of the people, the reason why they become like this, in fact, many times they do not blame themselves."

The voice stopped, and the smile on Dr. Gao's face slowly faded: "Did you see those photos on the wall when you came?"

Chen Ge nodded: "Those victims are the crimes committed by the Wei Tan Association in the past five years, right?"

"Victims?" Dr. Gao looked up at the faces on the ceiling: "In my opinion, they are the perpetrators. They act recklessly without considering the consequences. They live around us in human skin. Create misfortune, each of them has a damn reason, and all I do is to make their deaths a little more worthwhile."

"But is this fair to them?" Chen Ge stood from the perspective of a third party.

He did not deliberately favor anyone: "I saw a half-dead man in the laboratory. According to your doctor, in order to carry out the experiment, he will be kept in this state for a long time, while treating him, while on him Add new wounds. He endured this endless torture just because he bullied his classmates and stabbed them in the thighs with the tip of a pen in elementary school. Do you think this kind of punishment is fair?"

"You question fairness just because you don't think from the patient's point of view, you can't see the trauma in the patient's heart, you can't understand the desperation in their hearts, the pain that they can't breathe and want to tear themselves apart." Dr. Gao spoke faster, and he seemed to think of himself: "That kind of pain is long-lasting, the pain that penetrates every nerve, it tortures you all the time, it follows you, like countless tiny bugs crowding Full of you, you know they're in your body, taking up every inch of your body, but you just can't get them out."

"No matter what you do, they follow you, multiply in your body, devour every nerve in you, and you can hear your memories shredding little by little, until at last your mind is full of Those disgusting bugs you can see when you close your eyes and think of them when you live."

"Can you understand this feeling? This is the pain that a person who has been hurt in his heart has to endure 24 hours a day. Do you still think there is something wrong with my approach?"

Dr. Gao looked into Chen Ge's eyes: "Even with this kind of pain, they still work hard to live, but gritting their teeth and persevering will not get relief, but greater pain."

"A person can be called a person because he has a sense of self. When a person can affirm himself with 'I', he becomes a person. And my patients, they are slowly losing themselves because The pain slowly devoured 'me'."

It was the first time that Dr. Gao said this in front of Chen Ge. His words not only involved psychology, but also seemed to be related to sociology and philosophy: "Man is a high-level life composed of many contradictions. This is not a simple term. So the hurt and pain they suffered can't be measured in just two words."

After listening to Dr. Gao's words, Chen Ge clenched the skull crushing hammer. It might be because the gap in education level was too great. He didn't understand what Dr. Gao meant.

With a look of help, Chen Ge looked back at Dr. Wei next to him. It seemed that the other party heard these things for the first time. He coughed lightly and said to Chen Ge: "Don't pay too much attention to what the mental patient says. , don't think too deeply about the worldview they tell you, or you will go crazy sooner or later."

"Don't use madness as an excuse. When you see all incomprehensible things, you will always use the word abnormal to describe it. But have you ever thought about who defines what is normal and abnormal?" Dr. Gao Standing above the pool of blood, he is the center of the room: "What are you looking for when your eyes are fixed on a human figure? A man is not a man because of his voice, his movements, his appearance, but his soul, everything. It's all around it."

Although Chen Ge didn't understand what Dr. Gao said, he always felt that what the other party said was very reasonable, which was an extremely dangerous signal.

When a person accepts a madman's worldview, then he is not far from madness.

"Doctor Gao, no matter how reasonable what you say, there is one thing you can't deny. They died because of you, your hands were stained with blood, and you broke the law." , he opened the comic book and released all the staff of the haunted house: "You are one of the few people I admire, and because of this, I can't let you continue. Doctor Gao, you are already sick, since you opened this door After that, you are no longer yourself. Even if your wife comes back to life, she will feel strange when she opens her eyes and sees you now, this is not you she wants to meet."

Dr. Gao stood still, his expression was calm, but the blood vessels under his feet began to rise and fall violently, the organs on the walls were beating wildly, and the faces on the ceiling above his head showed expressions of horror one by one.

The world behind the door is constructed based on Doctor Gao's heart. Everything here seems to be linked to him. When his mood changes, the whole world will also change for him.

"You're not her, how can you know what she's thinking?" Dr. Gao's anger and anger are not visible, but the world behind the door has changed a lot, and the top psychiatrist in Jiujiang cannot maintain him. Self calm.

"Actually, you know it yourself." Chen Ge took a small step to the side and let the door behind him: "The whole world is full of stinky meat and blood, only the door facing the blood pool is normal. , If I expect it right, your wife should be in the blood pool, right? You want her to see her former home as soon as she wakes up, not everything twisted and deformed around here."

"Doctor Gao, don't run away. People can only open the 'door' when they are most desperate, and the side of the 'door' is not redemption, but a more desperate world."

"You are trying to redeem yourself with tenfold or even a hundredfold despair. This is simply impossible."

Chen Ge wanted to continue to say something, but was interrupted by Dr. Gao: "You don't need to continue talking, I already understand what you mean."

He returned to his original expression, with a hint of indifference in his eyes: "I told you all this because I thought you might be able to understand how I feel."

Dr. Gao stared at Chen Ge and said the last secret: "Since the first time I saw you, I started to use everything to investigate you, and I found that you are really similar to me, in every sense. It's all like this, you think it's crazy that I've been alone in the underground corpse with corpses for five years, but do you know that you're also a complete lunatic in my eyes?"

Chen Ge really didn't expect that he would have such a high evaluation in Dr. Gao's heart. He always felt that he was very ordinary, and there was nothing special about him.

"The deeper the investigation, the more I discover the problems in you. You may not even realize it, but I can tell you very clearly that the deepest madness in your heart is hotter than mine. An unquenchable flame that burns everything to ashes."

"Is this me you said?" Chen Ge didn't know what Dr. Gao said, and the other party didn't seem to have any reason to deceive him.

"It doesn't matter if you don't believe it. The verification method is very simple. There is a 'door' in the bathroom of your haunted house. Push it open and you can see your real self." Doctor Gao's eyes were still indifferent, but there was a smile on his face. Smile: "That night, I entered that door and I saw your world, so I know very well that if we compare the two together, you are the real lunatic."

"That door has something to do with me?" Chen Ge didn't know if Dr. Gao was leading him in the wrong direction, or if he really wanted to give him some information: "As you said, I also pushed open a door. 'Door'?"

Only in the deepest despair can he have the opportunity to open the "door". Chen Ge doesn't feel that there is anything desperate about his front half. In his opinion, the "door" should be pushed open by someone else. "

"I can be sure that you pushed open that 'door', because I saw yourself in that 'door'." Doctor Gao's smile concealed a hint of indistinct fear, and his lips were slightly awkward. nature.

"I'm the one who pushed the 'door'?!" Chen Ge's heart sank: "What else do you know?"

"I still know a lot. As long as you promise to help me with three things, I will not only tell you everything I know, but also enter that 'door' with you and help you find what you need most?" The blood vessels were surging on the top of the head, the floor was full of bloodshots, and bubbles began to appear in the blood pool behind Dr. Gao. Obviously, his mood had also changed at this time, and he seemed to be expecting Chen Ge's answer. .

"This is an overstatement of mutual benefit. I believe you will not refuse it, right?"

Chen Ge was indeed very curious about the world behind his house. When he was thinking, his eyes swept to the blood pool that was still changing.

"When I came in just now, the color of the blood pool was not so bright." Chen Ge looked at other places again. The organs on the surrounding walls withered like flowers and became dim. Among them, it seems to be preparing to pour all the "nutrition" in the entire bloody world into the blood pool: "Is Dr. Gao intentionally delaying time?"

As his mind turned, Chen Ge thought of a more secure way. As long as he controlled Dr. Gao, or controlled his favorite wife, he would completely take the initiative.

"What are the three things? You tell me first, and I will consider whether to agree or not." Chen Ge took a few steps forward when he said this, as if to show his sincerity.

"When you take a step, your steps are one-fifth smaller than usual, indicating that you have something in your heart to accomplish. It's easy, but before you realize the problem, your finger joints subconsciously clenched the handle of the hammer for about 0.3 seconds." Dr. Gao took out the black wooden box from his pocket: "It seems that you have realized it. I'm delaying time, but that's fine, I'm not doing this because I don't have the certainty of winning, I just want to give you a chance, a choice."

The wooden box was opened, and the thick bloody smell washed away the original stench in the house. The surrounding blood vessels began to collapse, and countless bloodshots poured out from it and gathered into the wooden box.

After about a second or two, a blood-red, scarred palm protruded from the wooden box.

With hatred and anger, a monster full of scars crawled out.

The red eyes stared at Chen Ge, and the half of his face that seemed to be burned by the fire cracked an ugly smile.

Without any orders from Doctor Gao, it rushed towards Chen Ge like crazy.

"Xiong Qing?" Chen Ge clenched the skull crushing hammer in both hands, without taking a step back: "It's just right, after eating you, I will have another red-clothed!"