Chapter 1203 Repaying It with a Song

The appearance of the child made the dean contradictory and divided. He always explored issues related to death, but rarely thought about what life is.

No matter where a person goes, he is going to die, so the dean thought that by measuring the length of death, he could figure out the meaning of life.

The special growth environment turned him into a monster, and the curse had penetrated into every nerve and blood vessel of him, but even so, when he faced his own child, that ugly heart full of scars still beat violently up.

Whenever he sees his children, two voices always appear in his mind.

A voice told him that children were a gift from death to him.

Another voice is saying that children are the continuation of life.

The dean couldn't convince himself that the quarrel in his mind was getting louder and louder, which had seriously affected his disguise.

Having tasted the sweetness of putting on human skin, the dean no longer wants to be regarded as a monster. He tried his best to hide his illness, and as a result, he became more and more divided.

He couldn't reconcile, not only about his own children, but no matter what he thought about, opposing thoughts began to appear in his mind.

For example, on the issue of how to treat himself, a voice told him that he should receive treatment, admitting that he was a patient and a monster in other people's mouths.

Another voice is urging him to kill his own child to resolve the differences at the root.

The dean's behavior became more and more weird. He wore a white coat during the day to treat the suffering and desperate people. After returning home at night, he would change into a hospital gown and lock himself in the room, talking to the mirror.

Gradually, his wife discovered the abnormality, and at this time the most contradictory point appeared.

The human voice in his mind told him that the best way to deal with it now is to confess to his family, admit that he is sick, and actively seek treatment, and the potential cost of doing so is to destroy the current home.

He knew his wife very well, and he knew that what his wife liked was the personable, well-known doctor in the industry, with a bright future. Once you admit that you are sick, your career and family may all be ruined.

Another voice in the dean's mind kept tempting him, telling him not to care about the views of those monsters. This is a sick world, and he just needs to hide himself as before. If humanity confuses and pains him, kill the last trace of it.

If you want to be a human being, everything you gain now may be lost.

Continuing to be a monster, on the contrary, can have happiness and joy.

The dean didn't make a choice, and his soul became more and more antagonistic, until one day, the cursed seeds took root and sprouted, and a black flower bloomed in his heart.

That night he had a dream, dreaming that he was lying on the bed in a hospital gown, and there was a self in a white coat standing in front of the mirror in the bedroom.

The same face, one is a patient, the other is a doctor.

The dean wearing a hospital gown represents the only remaining humanity and reason, while the dean standing in front of the mirror is completely swallowed by curse and malice.

Good and evil have nothing to do with strength or weakness. In the dream, the patient representing humanity is being treated by a doctor full of malice and curses.

The most tragic thing is that as humanity is "healed" a little bit, malice will completely occupy the dean's body.

The dean kept repeating the same dream.

The mental split became more and more serious, and slowly, his soul was also torn in two.

The dean couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality. He didn't know whether he was lying on a bed in reality or in a dream. Anyway, he could always see himself in a white coat full of malice.

Gradually, he began to wonder if there was an extra self in reality?

From the mind, aware of the soul and body, the dean found that he seemed to be split into two people.

These two people are both him, but completely opposite.

One is evil, the other is good; one commits a heinous crime, and the other is constantly punishing himself with guilt; the other is full of despair and thinks that he is the god of this sick world,

A person who longs for happiness and wants to be ordinary.

The dean in the white coat representing the curse imprisoned the dean in the hospital gown representing humanity in a nightmare. Instead of destroying his humanity, he stripped it completely.

Only the dean in a white coat with negative emotions and malice remained, and he completely turned into a monster in human skin.

The evil thoughts in the body are no longer restrained, the cursed flower blooms in the bottom of my heart, and a black mist floats out.

The dean in the white coat didn't know what the black mist represented, and it was the first time he saw the black mist full of despair and death in the world.

Without the shackles of humanity, the dean in a white coat has no flaws in his daily behavior. He is a demon in disguise.

He is obviously made of malice and curse, but he has made himself the embodiment of humanity and reason.

Patients who don't know the truth think he is a benevolent doctor, colleagues think he is a good leader, and his wife thinks he is a perfect husband.

The dean in a white coat can only remove his disguise in front of his newborn child. The emergence of life is the root cause of the division of the dean. The dean in a white coat is also full of curiosity about the child.

He began to "treat" and "experiment" his own children, and his own son became his first real patient.

Through constant attempts, the dean discovered the existence of the black mist, which was born in the depths of the nightmare and drifted through the hearts of the people. Its essence is the memory that people are least willing to face, composed of forgotten pain and despair. .

The discovery of the black mist made the dean in the white coat ecstatic, and he felt that he had touched the real world.

He originally thought this was the unique ability of the Cursed Seed, only he could see the black mist and become a bridge of the black mist.

But in the follow-up experiment, he put his child into the black mist, and the ignorant life like a white paper became hideously distorted under the attack of the black mist, and the seed of the curse was planted in the newborn heart, and it began to continue to grow. Black mist drifted out.

At this time, the dean gradually realized that there is more or less black mist in everyone's heart. As long as the method is proper, everyone can become a bridge of black mist.

The dean in the white coat began to collect black mist in the dark. He enjoyed the process of spreading doom and despair, and experienced the joy of being regarded as a savior.

He was the one who caused the pain, he was the one who relieved the pain, and it was still he who sent the patient to a dead end.

This kind of life lasted for a long time, until his child grew up and turned into a deformed monster.

The child who didn't know how to hide almost exposed the dean's secret. In order to continue hiding in the dark, the dean killed his own child, but before killing the child, he sent his son's consciousness into the black mist in his heart .

He has always been curious about what the source of the black mist looks like?

Using the monsters he cultivated, the dean saw a black sea of ​​fog in the depths of the nightmare.

All the despair in the world is gathered together, they are forgotten, but they will never disappear.

The sea of ​​fog is full of monsters that only appear in nightmares, and besides that, there are also lost people.

The dean is becoming more and more interested in this world. He feels that he was born here, and he is desperate.

He was no longer satisfied with entering the sea of ​​fog with the will of a child, and began to try to use different patients to enter the sea of ​​fog through the bridge in their hearts.

About a year later, he met a patient from Hanjiang.

This young man named Chen Xiao was hit by a car while rescuing others and fell into a severe coma.

The man who was rescued by Chen Xiao was surnamed Luo, and his family was in business. In order to save Chen Xiao, he spent a lot of money to hire many doctors, and among those doctors was the dean.

The dean in the white coat wanted to enter the black mist through Chen Xiao's heart, but when he succeeded, he was very surprised to find that the patient was standing on the edge of the black mist world.

On one side of him is a thick and desperate black mist, and on the other side is a city made of flesh and blood.

If the black mist is pure despair and pain, then Blood City is the only hope in the world of black mist that cannot be called hope.

When a desperate memory was forgotten, the despair and pain in it turned into a black mist, and the remaining traces of desire and struggle melted into Blood City.

The black mist is full of ferocious and terrifying monsters, and the city of blood is full of wounded people.

The dean felt that this patient was very special, and there must be some kind of secret hidden in him.

He found Chen Xiao, and after making various attempts, he found that only his own consciousness could leave smoothly, and Chen Xiao could not be taken away.

After thinking for a long time, the dean in the white coat felt that the reason might be the dean in the hospital uniform.

He was the first person to split the consciousness of opposition. The dean in the white coat entered the edge of Blood City, but the dean in the hospital uniform was still imprisoned in another place, and there was a constant connection between the two.

The dean in the white coat told Chen Xiao his treatment plan. In order to split the consciousness of opposition, Chen Xiao endured unimaginable torture in the city of blood and black mist.

In the end, the young patient's consciousness was separated, and the side that retained his humanity was called Chen Xiao, while the side bound by the Blood City and full of negative emotions named himself Chen Xiao.

At the moment of consciousness separation, the headmaster in a white coat took Chen Xiao away from Blood City, while the uncontrollable, cruel and tyrannical Chen Xiao was left in Blood City.

After returning to reality, the dean became very interested in Chen Xiao, and he was very curious why Chen Xiao's heart was connected to the edge of Blood City.

He observed and recorded everything in secret, and no one knew that he was a demon in human skin.

A few years later, Chen Xiao's child was born.

This child has a pair of blood-red pupils. He seems to be able to see through people's hearts and see many things that adults cannot see.

Other children like to cry, but he is always smiling, as if there is nothing in this world that can make him sad.

Chen Xiao knew why his child was so different. He had paid too much to escape the Blood City, including being hit by countless negative emotions and experiencing despair that was unimaginable in the world.

Looking at the newborn in his arms and his innocent smiling face, Chen Xiao gave his child a name with a special meaning——Chen Ge.

The world kisses me bitterly, but I repay it with song.

As he grows older, Chen Ge shows more and more abnormalities. He will enter the world of black mist in his sleep and return to reality when he wakes up.

He saw all kinds of people and all kinds of strange ghosts.

I don't know if it's because of the blood, or because of his father, even if Chen Ge's consciousness is not separated, he can freely walk through the black mist, blood city and reality, and all of this is seen by the dean.

The dean in a white coat has a special medical record file. He lists Chen Ge as patient No. 1, Chen Xiao in Blood City as patient No. 2, and the real Chen Xiao as patient No. 3.

After hiding in human skin for decades and still not being discovered, the dean's ambitions are growing. He wants to cure this sick world.

He started to contact Chen Ge behind Chen Ge's parents. He wanted to use Chen Ge's ability to bring those forgotten despair and pain back to the world.

As the seed of the curse, he firmly believes that the world of black mist is the real world, and the reality is just a sick cover.

The dean approached Chen Ge cautiously. Using decades of accumulated experience, he helped Chen Ge open a door in the city of blood.

That door connected Blood City and reality, although it only existed for a short time before disappearing, it gave the dean hope.

He frequently contacted Chen Ge in Blood City and Black Mist World, which finally aroused Chen Xiao's vigilance.

However, in order to complete his plan, the dean didn't care about these at all. He had a crazy idea. He wanted to split Chen Ge's consciousness into good and evil.

Leave the goodness to Chen Xiao, and he will take the evil away.

In order to create a sense of opposition, he frantically tortured Chen Ge in the world of black mist, but he couldn't succeed, and was finally chased and killed by Chen Xiao all the way.

Seeing that it had been exposed, he simply brought the monster he cultivated to Hanjiang and kidnapped Chen Ge.

The dean did everything possible. He induced Chen Ge's will and killed Chen Ge again and again, but even so, he still couldn't succeed.

No matter what he does to Chen Ge's will, he can't tear or kill Chen Ge's will. When the sun rises, Chen Ge's will will return again.

Chen Ge's will could not be separated, so the dean had to think of another way. He is already a top master at manipulating people's hearts, and after decades of exploring in the black mist, he knows that place better than anyone else.

With careful layout, the headmaster aroused the black mist, and a terrifying black tide erupted.

In order to save those bruised and forgotten memories in Blood City, Chen Ge chose to merge with Blood City, and he tried to influence Blood City.

The Kuroshio passed, those forgotten memories did not dissipate, but Chen Ge's will could no longer leave Blood City.

The dean stole part of Chen Ge's flesh and organs, and the rest was taken away by Chen Xiao...

In the cursed hospital, Tiantian's memories were completely shattered at this moment, and the dean's past began to dissipate.

The blood-clothed man holding the blood-colored key stared at the dean in the black mist with terrifying murderous intent.

He desperately pierced the key into the shrine, and foul-smelling black blood continued to flow out of the shrine.