The First Thousand and Forty-Eight Chapters The Love Deprived of the Ghost Fetus (Five Thousand Two Hundred)

"Is this love..." Chen Ge hit hard, and Du Ming would not be able to get up for a while. Holding the wound on his face, he seemed to have finally calmed down and began to think about Chen Ge's words.

"Your mother is very strict with you, but she doesn't seem to tell you what love is, or she hasn't taught you how to love someone correctly."

"Love is a kind of ability and a kind of responsibility. It is not the same as happiness. It is not just the longing for the person you like, but also includes the attitude towards family, friends and the world."

"A person who knows how to love has tenderness hidden in his eyes and light in his heart. Even if he walks in the fog and night, he will not get lost."

Du Ming's family education is very strict, and his mother has already been harsh on him. If things continue like this, Du Ming will become an excellent person, but he is bound to lack something in his heart.

The wind on the roof blew past, Chen Ge gave Du Ming time to think, and then he squatted in front of Du Ming with his mobile phone.

"Did you spread those rumors in school?"

Chen Ge clicked on the mobile phone album, and the photos in it have been emptied, only two photos are left in the favorites, one is a candid photo of Zhang Ya, and the other is Zhang Ya and Chen Ge walking towards the outside of the school under an umbrella. back view.

"I didn't post it." It took Du Ming a long time to hold back a sentence, and he raised his swollen face: "My mother peeked at my phone, she found the photo and asked who the woman was, and I said it was our newcomer. teacher."

"What does this have to do with rumors?"

"She saw you and the teacher going home under an umbrella, and felt that such an intern teacher was very unqualified, so she talked about it in the parent group." Du Ming's eyes were full of self-blame and guilt, and he hated himself for being helpless look.

"Parents group? When did it happen? Does my dad know?"

"On the day you left with the teacher, your dad should have known about it. At that time, someone in the group recognized you from behind, and many people asked your dad to come out and explain. Your dad has been talking for you, and later He seems to have been kicked out of the group, which I thought he would tell you."

"My dad already knew?" Chen Ge counted the time, and he happened to be staying at Zhang Ya's house that day, so he didn't go back.

His father didn't blame him, and he proved his trust in Chen Ge with his actions.

"Parents feel that such a teacher can't teach students at all. They feel that there is a problem with her quality, so they decide to consult with the school. Some parents even told their children about this and warned them not to do such stupid things." Du Ming knew everything in his heart, but he never said it out. No wonder he didn't dare to talk to Chen Ge later, but just put all the homework on the table, as if he wanted to express his apology in this way.

"Zhang Ya's interview and written test ranked first among all the intern teachers. Of course, the school will not dismiss Zhang Ya just because of a few photos. The two sides have been in a stalemate for a few days." Du Ming became more guilty when he said this: "I am because of this incident. I was very dissatisfied with my family. I never resisted them before, but I didn't want to back down on this matter, but my resistance was not understood by my family. The teacher took it badly."

"In other words, your mother blamed Zhang Ya for her failure in education?" Chen Ge realized that he had neglected someone before, and that was Du Ming's mother. That woman was the best person in the world to Du Ming. , but also the person who hurt him the most.

Chen Ge had never understood why Du Ming, who had such excellent academic performance, was so unpopular. He often acted selfish and indifferent, and never responded to others. Now he finally understood the reason.

"The conflict really broke out because my test scores a few days ago were terrible. My mother thought that my grades would regress entirely because of Zhang Ya, and let this new teacher be in charge of educating me.

Likely to destroy me. "Du Ming's expression was bitter and painful. He was like a bird locked in a jar. People outside the jar appreciated his melodious "singing" and felt that everything was due to the bird trainer. She didn't think about that at all. The inner feeling of a bird.

"My mother told the class group about me that night, and many parents stood up to support her. When it comes to their children's education, there is no room for carelessness. They decided to go to the school to discuss it with the school." Du Ming has already I don't have the strength to continue: "You know the rest of the matter. It's a 'discussion', but it's actually a quarrel. My mother is a very strong person."

"Adults won't understand children. My mother thinks that I should understand her painstaking efforts after doing so much for me. She thinks that she is arguing loudly in the office for the sake of children, but when I hear her sharp voice, I just want to find a place. Hiding, I know she loves me, but now I'm scared of being told she's my mother."

There was indeed a problem with Du Ming's mother's education. Chen Ge felt that he should go see her once: "I think you should communicate with your mother carefully, never admit your mistakes, and only use strict requirements and moral constraints to restrain children. , this is not education."

Du Ming was able to communicate normally, Chen Ge pulled him up from the ground, both of them had bloodshot eyes: "Listen, there is still a chance to keep Teacher Zhang Ya, but I don't know if you dare do it."

"I?"

"Yes, you go to the office with your mobile phone now and tell everyone the truth about the photos. There is no shameful thing between Zhang Ya and me. We held an umbrella that day because I forgot to bring it. You Everything is clear, you can testify, you can expose those rumors." Chen Ge stuffed the phone back into Du Ming's hand: "The key is whether you dare or not?"

Holding the phone with the shattered screen, Du Ming stood there without saying a word.

"Think it over and tell me." Chen Ge didn't force Du Ming, he watched Du Ming quietly, but Yu Jian's figure appeared in his mind.

"I..." Du Ming clasped his fingers together, his eyes were red, and it took a long time before he said slowly, "I can't go."

"How did you question me just now? Your pain is obviously no less than mine, so why don't you dare to face it? You just want to keep sinking like this, right?" Chen Ge wanted to help Zhang Ya, but he was also helping Du Ming. Ya left here, and Du Ming would probably feel guilty for the rest of his life. This was an inextricable knot in his heart.

"If I clarify all this, my mother will definitely be very angry. After all, she did these things because of me. This is her love for me." Du Ming put away the phone, his eyes gradually turned gray, The whole face seemed lifeless, and it was not easy for him to make this decision: "Mr. Zhang still has you, but my mother only has me, and my father left when I was very young. I was strict because she put all her expectations on me."

"For your own good, so turn you into a selfish monster? Deprive you of happiness, deprive you of the ability to love others, does your mother always emphasize how hard it is for you, how hard it is for you, how hard it is for you Pay a lot?" Chen Ge can understand, but he doesn't agree: "Your mother didn't train you to be yourself, but to train you to be what she wanted. I don't deny that she loves you, but Her love for you should not be based on killing your personality, love is mutual, there may be some inequality, but it is generally fair."

Du Ming gritted his teeth after hearing Chen Ge's words.

Chen Ge didn't bother Du Ming, he looked at the little fat man in front of him.

Physically, Du Ming didn't have any flaws, but he also lacked something, something that a human being should possess, that is "love".

"I will go there with you and explain everything." Chen Ge grabbed Du Ming's shoulder: "I can drop out of school and give up everything, because this is all my fault, and the one who should be punished is me. It shouldn't be Zhang Ya."

With Chen Ge's continuous efforts, Du Ming finally nodded.

Seeing that Du Ming had changed his mind, Chen Ge also heaved a sigh of relief, and he accompanied Du Ming to leave the roof.

After knocking on the office door, Chen Ge and the bruised and swollen Du Ming walked to Director Shi's desk.

"Is there something wrong with you two? Who did you fight with?" Director Shi was taken aback when he saw Du Ming like this. After all, Chen Ge did hit hard. He beat Du Ming until he couldn't stand up before he started to reason. .

"Director Shi, in fact, Teacher Zhang is not as rumored, she did not do anything that violated professional ethics." Du Ming took out his mobile phone: "This is the first photo posted in the parent group. The situation is that Chen Ge didn't bring an umbrella, Teacher Zhang was worried that he would get wet, so he took an umbrella and walked away with him, and I was beside him at the time."

"But that's not what your mother said yesterday. Didn't you tell her this?"

"I told you, but she didn't believe me." Du Ming put his phone on Director Shi's desk.

"It turned out to be a misunderstanding. It's messed up. You should call your mother right away and ask her to come over. Let's talk things through." Director Shi wanted to solve the problem, and Zhang Ya was the worst interviewer he had ever interviewed. It is impossible to justify an excellent teacher who was expelled because of a misunderstanding.

Du Ming called his mother, and his mother came over soon. Director Shi also called Zhang Ya, but they didn't get through.

"Ms. Zhang, is something wrong?" Chen Ge wanted to go to Zhang Ya's house to take a look, but Director Shi refused to let him go, saying that he was also one of the parties involved and must be present to testify for Zhang Ya.

After waiting for about half an hour, there were footsteps outside the door, but there was no knock on the door. The office door was pushed open, and a middle-aged woman walked in.

She was originally impatient, but when she saw Du Ming's miserable state, her expression changed instantly, and she trotted to Du Ming's side.

"What's going on? Who beat you? Was it him?" The woman stared at Chen Ge: "I told you a long time ago not to associate with this kind of person. If he doesn't learn well, do you want to follow him? I just came here today , Director Shi, how about changing the seat for my son?"

"I called you here today, and I still want to tell you about the previous incident. You have wronged Mr. Zhang." Director Shi took out Du Ming's mobile phone: "Mr. Zhang did not do anything out of line with the students. The umbrella is because Chen Ge didn't bring an umbrella."

"Who told you?" The middle-aged woman's face darkened with a brush.

"It was Du Ming who told me. If you don't believe Teacher Zhang, don't you believe your own son?" Director Shi thought he could easily persuade Du Ming's mother, but he didn't expect that the other party was determined to want Zhang Ya to leave. .

"Impossible! Someone must have forced him to lie!" The middle-aged woman looked at Chen Ge: "Where did my son get his injuries? Did you force him to give you false testimony?"

Like an enraged lion, Du Ming's mother kept raising her voice.

The quarrel attracted all the teachers in the office to watch, Du Ming lowered his head, but Du Ming's mother didn't seem to care at all, her voice became louder and louder.

"Mother Du Ming, please calm down first. Teacher Zhang was interviewed by me. She is really a very good girl. She will definitely not do the things you said."

"How can you guarantee it?" The middle-aged woman threw her bag on the table: "She doesn't look like a good teacher. I sent my son to you to study because I trust you. This is your attitude towards me." ?”

"You're being a little unreasonable." Director Shi was also a little embarrassed. He couldn't change the middle-aged woman's thinking after all the good things he said, so he could only look at Du Ming: "Du Ming, tell the teacher the truth. Did Chen Ge force you to say those?"

With his head down, Du Ming grabbed his clothes with both hands, his face pale.

"Du Ming, tell us how Chen Ge forced you to say it!" The middle-aged woman was almost commanding.

The office fell silent, Du Ming kept silent, his mother's expression became more and more irritable, and just when she was about to explode, Du Ming spoke.

"No one is forcing me."

Both Director Shi and Chen Ge breathed a sigh of relief, but Du Ming's mother couldn't accept it. She grabbed Du Ming's shoulder: "Don't be afraid, to be honest, have you been threatened by him?"

"I'm telling the truth. Teacher Zhang didn't do anything shameful with Chen Ge. You just saw a photo of Teacher Zhang in my phone. You were afraid that Teacher Zhang would affect my academic performance, so you tried every means to kill Zhang. Get the teacher away!" Du Ming held back for a long time, but this time he said all he wanted to say in one breath.

"Du Ming?" The face of the middle-aged woman was cloudy, her teeth were gritted, and her nose was panting heavily. It seemed that she never thought that Du Ming would say such a thing, and the feeling of anger and betrayal surged in an instant. The top of the head: "Isn't I doing this for your own good? Why don't you understand!"

Du Ming didn't dare to answer, when the bell rang for the end of get out of class, many students ran out of the classroom and came to the corridor.

"I am a father and a mother by myself, is it so easy to drag you down? Do you know how many crimes I have suffered?" The middle-aged woman gritted her teeth: "I put all my expectations on you, Is that how you responded to me?"

Du Ming's mother's voice was so loud that the students in the corridor could hear it clearly. They gradually gathered around and peeked at the window.

"I'm talking to you! What are you thinking every day? Because of that Teacher Zhang, you don't even listen to my words? What kind of ecstasy did she give you?" The middle-aged woman grabbed the clothes on Du Ming's shoulders : "After your father abandoned us, I am the best person in the world to you. Everything I do is for you. As long as you are good, I am also very happy. Why don't you understand?"

"I'm the only one in this world who really treats you well! Du Ming! You've let me down so much!"

One sentence tore at Du Ming's heart, and the wound opened, full of blood in the name of love.

He was panting violently, twisting his clothes tightly with both hands, and his finger bones cracked.

The quarrel was so loud that it could be heard clearly outside the corridor. The faces of the students were pressed against the windows, and strange eyes fell wantonly on everyone in the room.

Du Ming felt as if he was stripped naked and placed on the stage. He desperately clutched his private parts, trying to find a place to hide.

"Du Ming's mother is here again?"

"I heard voices when I was in class."

"Du Ming's mother has a really bad temper."

"Come and see! It's arguing again."

"Is Du Ming a single-parent family? His father abandoned them?"

"No wonder he is lonely and inferior, and he stutters a bit when speaking in class..."

A sentence passed into Du Ming's ears, tormenting every nerve in him, and the last bit of self-esteem he tried to maintain was crushed to pieces.

His chest heaved violently, and he wanted to cover his ears and escape from this place.

The pupils moved uncomfortably, the reprimands and questions from the mother kept coming, and the strange gazes and comments from the corridor flooded into my mind.

"Stop it, stop it, please don't say any more..." He opened his mouth unconsciously, his body trembling, and he retreated slowly, all the way to the window sill.

His unconscious fingers pressed against the edge of the window sill, and Du Ming, who was panting violently, opened the window violently as if a drowning man had finally found the exit from the water cellar.

Legs crossed the ledge, body seemed to be getting lighter, the wind was blowing on his face, and a pair of hands grabbed him just as his world was about to turn upside down.

"Are you crazy?!"

What caught Du Ming's eyes was Chen Ge's slightly unreal face: "Death can't solve any problems!"

With all his strength, Chen Ge dragged Du Ming back.

Just now he discovered that Du Ming's mood was out of order, so he stood by his side all the time.

Everyone in the room was terrified, they didn't expect Du Ming to do such a thing, including his mother.

All the teachers in the office looked at Du Ming, and the surrounding students didn't dare to speak anymore. It was as if the world stopped suddenly.

"Why did you do that?" Du Ming's mother took a long time to speak, but her voice was obviously different from before, as if someone else's words came out of her mouth.

"Why would you rather die than listen to me? Obviously, I am the one who treats you best in this world, and I am the one who truly understands and loves you in this world."

Black spots appeared on the face of the middle-aged woman, and the world behind the door, which was hardly different from the real world, began to change. Thin black silk threads appeared in the corners, and a pungent stench came from all around.

Overcast skies loomed overhead, and torrential rain washed away the town's false pretense.

Black sky, red rain, gray buildings, and countless intertwined curses.

"You are obviously the same person as me. I am the only person in this world who can understand you and help you sincerely. But why would you rather die than become the same person as me?" The middle-aged woman raised her head. Tilting his head, the black curse scattered around, revealing a baby's face.

Ghost fetus! !

When this face appeared, Du Ming's body was also slowly changing. His fat body was like a cage woven with curses, inside which was a scrawny boy.

Du Ming's cell phone also fell to the ground, and the woman in the background of the screen was no longer Zhang Ya, but another strange woman wearing glasses.