3481 Just Look Forward
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After Shi Xiaoya finished speaking, she felt something was wrong.
Xie Jiling is only 19 this year.
Unless she fell in love early, where could such hurt come from?
Only those who have experienced such hurt can speak so deeply.
But...if it's puppy love, it's not too late to get too deep, right?
Hearing what Shi Xiaoya said, Han Zhuofeng also became concerned.
He didn't care whether Xie Jiling had any previous emotional experiences.
Just look forward.
But if Xie Jiling was really hurt before, he would feel distressed and angry at that man.
That man didn't know how to cherish him, but because of his own cowardice, he hurt Xie Jiling.
"No." Xie Jiling said quickly.
Han Zhuofeng was stunned for a moment, and put his mind back down again.
"I have seen it. My cousin has been hurt like this." Xie Jiling whispered, "She is ten years older than me. She is also very cautious about relationships. Just like what I just said, if the other person is afraid of her because of this, , she might as well not look for it.”
"But then, she met a man, and that man told her that he was not afraid. He accepted everything about her. He believed everything she said."
"My sister was really, really happy at the time. She was immersed in love. She smiled every day and couldn't hide the happiness on her face. Later, they got married."
"My sister also said that she was lucky to have met him, and she was brave enough to choose him at that time, so that she never missed someone who loved her."
"However, how happy she was at the beginning, but how sad she became later. In the third year of marriage, the man said that he couldn't stand it anymore. When he couldn't stand living with her, he didn't know when he would show up. Terrible stuff."
"You may encounter them while eating, and they may be around you when you open your eyes while sleeping. Even if you go out on your honeymoon or travel, you will encounter them."
"The man said that he wanted to live a normal life. He couldn't fulfill the promises he made back then. He even cheated on him and fell in love with someone who could give him a peaceful life."
"My sister is very sad, but she doesn't get entangled. If he wants a divorce, then divorce him. She has misjudged the person, and all the happiness in the past has become a joke."
"But that man, even if he gets divorced, still has to tell her that he regrets being with her and having been frightened for so many years in vain."
"He said he regretted not separating from her earlier. He also said that since she knew her situation, why did she have to harm others? Isn't it better to just die alone?"
"That man cheated on me, ruined the original promise, and blamed my sister. But my sister never said a bad word about him, she just wanted to have a good time with him."
"He wanted a divorce, but my sister didn't bother him, nor did she find any trouble with him. She didn't even look for the person he cheated on."
"My sister has never done anything sorry for him or deceived him. As a spirit exorcist, it is not her fault. If no one does it, then who will exorcise the spirit?"
"However, after divorcing him, my sister is still single until now. It's not that no one has pursued her. But she no longer dares. She can't believe the other person's promise."
"I'm also afraid that the other party will regret it sooner or later. She has already been hurt once and has seen such an ugly face. She doesn't dare to face it again."
"Perhaps, you will say that you can find a companion. But in our industry, there are too few serious people. Han Zhuofeng has also seen that most of the real spiritual masters are quite old. People like our Xie family, Very few."
"Otherwise, it wouldn't be so difficult. My sister wouldn't be able to give up this job either. Because this is our mission and the responsibility we must shoulder," Xie Jiling said.
"I don't have much confidence in myself, and I'm also afraid that I will become like my sister, who is afraid of seeing such an ugly side."
"So, I want to find a real person who is not afraid of me removing spirits. Not afraid of accidents that may suddenly happen when we are together. Not thinking that my work is unlucky or abnormal. Not complaining that being with me ruins him. life."
What Xie Jiling said is really true.
Unlike many people who get it in general terms, there isn't a specific requirement.
Mrs. Han took the opportunity to say: "You will find it, you can find it. There is always a man like this. What kind of man is a man who can't even keep his promise?"
Yan Zhiqing continued: "Yes, Ji Ling, our situations are different, but we actually have something in common. Maybe the things I have experienced together are not as scary as yours. But it has also affected our lives."
"Even if I wear a mask and cover myself tightly when I go out, I might still be recognized. When Xiaocai is with me, I have to cover myself very tightly. We can't go to places with many people."
"When we go shopping, we will be recognized from time to time. I am surrounded by people, and Xiaocai is squeezed out of the crowd. We try to avoid going to public places. It is difficult for us to go to the cinema to watch movies, and it is difficult to go to popular places. A delicious restaurant to eat at.”
"Our lives are watched by many people anytime and anywhere. Unless we are always at home, whenever we go out, we will be photographed. We have almost no life and privacy of our own."
"Before I got together with Xiaocai, I was also worried that because of my job, we were destined to always be under the eyes of others. Not only that, no matter what we did, we would be magnified by others."
"When we go out separately, people mistakenly think that we have relationship problems. If we don't chat, they think we are quarreling. If we show affection, they think we are putting on a show. If we don't show affection, they think we have broken up. I eat with the crew and will take screenshots of it. The photos said I cheated."
"Anyway, no matter what, there are countless pairs of eyes looking at us. Things that were not originally mentioned have been talked about too much, causing misunderstandings. I am also worried that Xiaocai will be unhappy if her private life is affected. It can be tolerated once or twice, but as time goes by, it becomes unbearable."
"Will some untrue and very bad news cause him to misunderstand me? Will there be a crack in the relationship between us because of this, and then the crack will get bigger and bigger?"
"But Xiaocai told me that he only thought about it before he was with me. Before being with me, he had also thought about all the things I was worried about. If he couldn't do it, he wouldn't be with me. Together. Since he has chosen to be with me, he must do it."
"And those who made good promises at the beginning, but later found that they could not do it, are nothing more than a sign of incompetence and irresponsibility."