Chapter 971

Finally, he couldn't help but look up at Yuan Zhan, only to find that Yuan Zhan was also looking at him.

Yan Mo opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say to appease the other person. If it was in the past, let alone appeasing the person in front of him, he probably wouldn't even have this intention. Compared to Dudu, who else is nothing?

But now he doesn't want this person to be disappointed in him, not at all.

Seeing that the Fire Ant King was gone, Yuan Zhan finally got to do something he had wanted to do for a long time. He stretched out his hand, touched Yan Mo's bulging abdomen, and pressed it. Then just when he wanted to touch along and see if there were any other changes in his priest, his priest held his hand and spoke.

Why...why haven't you spoken? " Yan Mo finally managed to hold back a question, but when he asked it, he felt stupid.

Original war, huh? "Because the Fire Ant King is talking to us with his soul power now, and then he's talking to you alone, and I can't get in the conversation. Besides, I have to check the energy in my body."

Yuan Zhan was about to explain when he suddenly felt the bulge under his hand push against him.

Is this his youngest son? He refused to be born in the same way as his brother, and insisted on getting into his father's belly to conceive like a normal child?

Yuan Zhan was in a weird mood, but also a little unspeakably satisfied. This kind of thing that ordinary men can enjoy by touching his wife's belly and feeling his own seed rolling around inside. He thought he would never have the chance in this life. He really didn't expect that their youngest son would be so tormented. , although the process was a bit tortuous and painful, but in the end the energy in his and Yan Mo's bodies was greatly increased and both were upgraded, and he also felt the ordinary happiness of being an ordinary man and father. Seems a little nice? If you tell me, will you be beaten to death by the "pregnant priest"?

Yuan Zhan compared his feelings and felt that he would definitely be unhappy if he had a big belly, so he decided to be careful with any of Yan Mo's next questions.

Seeing his little lover being so cold, Yan Mo became more and more sure of his guess. Are you angry? "

Yuan Zhan thought that this must be an irony. Yan Mo seemed to be asking him, but in fact he was indicating his own mood, so he immediately said seriously: No, I am not angry at all. "

It’s over! Yan Mo was shocked. No, this matter must be talked about, and it must not be allowed to become a problem between the two of them.

Ah Zhan, listen to me..."

You don’t have to tell me anything, I understand everything. "

The two spoke almost at the same time.

Yan Mo smiled bitterly.

Yuan Zhanze said again: Really, you don’t need to say anything. "

No! I must make it clear to you. Yan Mo also felt that Yuan Zhan was speaking sarcastically and comparing his feelings to his own. If his lover valued his offspring more than himself, even if it was understandable logically, there would definitely be emotional difficulties, not to mention that at that time he seemed to have given up on his original intention. Zhan even asked Yuan Zhan to use his own life in exchange for Dudu's birth.

No one can tolerate such a heartless, selfish partner who only values ​​offspring, right?

Zhan, do you still remember what I once told you about how I lived another life in the dream of the ancestral god? "

Remember. "

In fact, I still have some things to hide from you. " Yan Mo held Yuan Zhan's hand and decided to tell Yuan Zhan everything he could about the past within the limits allowed by the guide, focusing on his guilt towards Dudu and the reasons for his guilt.

After hearing this, Yuan Zhan didn't speak for a long time. Yan Mo had also mentioned his past life to him, but he had never explained it so clearly and completely. This reminded him of Hu Lian's memory and that strange and beautiful world.

That's exactly what it is. I had very weak moral values ​​at the time, and I wanted to do research that would shock the world, because human experiments required consent and the person had to be an adult. But some of my research projects have to start with observation of cells, and they only work on larvae. I used my own sperm for experiments without any test materials. I felt at the time that I was using my own spirit and that the new life was created by me, so it belonged to me and was the result of my scientific research, not my... child. "Yan Mo's hand touched his belly.

Dudu nudged him very lively and called him.

Yan Mo smiled, but such an experiment could not be successful at the beginning. I failed countless times. Later, I finally managed to breed Dudu. Maybe it was not easy to come by, or maybe I spent too long with him. He never As a cell begins to develop, I watch the entire process of its formation and birth. Gradually, I can no longer just regard it as research material. After he was born, I was attracted by this little one at the first sight. Stuff fascinates. I thought then, this is my child, one of a kind, my baby. "

Yuan Zhan's hand touched his face, and Yan Mo tilted his head and rubbed his palm.

But Dudu is not a natural person after all. His genes were unstable when he was born. From the time he was born to the time he died, he has been living in pain. Even adults cannot bear the kind of pain, but because he had to endure such pain after he was born, In the end, he was able to laugh despite the pain. "

Yan Mo recalled a lot, and finally he said to the man next to him: Forgive me, it’s not that I don’t value you, but Dudu... I owe him too much. I should have let his soul rest in peace, but because of my own Being selfish, and letting him follow me into this world to suffer

bitter. That child is completely innocent. I hope he can be born healthy, grow up happily, and live happily until he grows old. If you have a problem with my behavior, tell me and I will make it up to you, but I hope you don't hate Dudu. "Don't hate me either.

Hearing this, Yuan Zhan finally understood what Yan Mo meant. His priest was actually worried that he would hate him because of his previous actions? How is that possible!

In fact, he really understood. Although he was also angry that the other party valued his younger son too much and even ignored his own life, it was normal to protect the offspring and give up the other party, just like some people in the tribe would give up their offspring and retain themselves. The same as your partner. Just like his father, his father had several women, and he and those women also had several children, but he was probably the only one who survived in the end?

Besides, Yan Mo made him believe in him and eventually came to save him, instead of really leaving him to die. Besides... well, if Dudu really planned to take away all his life force, he wouldn't really let him go like this. He would definitely either run away or deal with the little brat at the last moment.

Of course, even if Yuan Zhan was killed, he would not tell Yan Mo about this later point.

Yuan Zhan originally wanted to explain his true thoughts to Yan Mo, so that he wouldn't be so uneasy, but it was the first time that this man who had always been proud and who was as hard as granite on the inside showed so much concern no matter how much he pretended on the surface. His expression, the rare look in his eyes was full of guilt, apology, and a little bit of pleading. He, he was suddenly hard!

How are you going to make it up to me? Yuan Zhan moved his legs and asked calmly.

Yan Mo thought about it for a long time, then slowly asked: How do you want me to compensate you? "

My Lord Priest, you explained so much just to tell me that you value me, not even weaker than our youngest son, right? "

Yan Mo took a deep breath, yes. "

But just like what you said, I don't feel that you value me. I dedicated my soul and body to you, but you... cruelly made me believe in you and watch me die. "

I……"

Yes, you came to save me in the end, and even gave me stronger energy than before, but you can't deny that it was just an accidental miracle. If you do it again, you are not sure what the final result will be. . "In order to prevent his expression from revealing his true emotions, Yuan Zhan had to tighten his face, which made him look particularly cold. He also took back all his hands and never allowed himself to touch Yan Mo.

Yan Mo thought with infinite melancholy: I have really broken this young man's heart. Ah Zhan is not even willing to touch me.

Dad, dad..." Dudu was also sad. It's all my fault. If only I could defeat that bad guy."

Yan Mo quickly comforted him: Be good, baby, we will definitely defeat it, you can sleep for a while first.

Wishing to wrap his little son, Dudu swore in his heart and slowly fell into a deep sleep.

never mind. Let's go see Wu Chen and the others. They have been waiting for such a long time, so they must be..." Yuan Zhan stood up and made a gesture of walking out of the cave.

Yan Mo stood up and subconsciously grabbed him. The matter hasn't been resolved yet, we can't let him leave like this!

Yuan Zhan, I will only tell you this once, believe it or not, it’s up to you. Don’t expect me to say this a second time in the future. "Yan Mo gritted his teeth. He was at fault, but he still couldn't do it if he was asked to apologize to his young lover in a low voice. At most, he could make up for it in other places, such as satisfying the other party's... that's all.

Yuan Zhan stopped and his ears stood up. Speak quickly, say what you want to say quickly!

Yan Mo confided in a very, very solemn voice: Dudu and Wu Guo are our children, and I hope they can grow up healthy and happy. But when they grow up, their lives belong to themselves, and I can't take care of them all my life. But you... When I decided to let you be my life partner, I was prepared to spend a lifetime with you. I told myself that when you no longer have feelings for me, I will allow you to leave, but I know Ninety-nine percent of the time I can't do it. If you really want to leave me, I won't give you my blessing. I will just make you a specimen and put it in my space. I told you to believe me before. If I really can't save you, I will raise Dudu and pay off what I owe him. I may not die with you, but I can swear that, except for you, No matter how long my life is, I will never have another person. "

Yuan Zhan slowly turned around, his voice hoarse inexplicably, do you really think so. "

Yan Mo grabbed his palm and put it on his left chest. I swear on my soul. "

The oath will not be fulfilled until later. I want to see it more true. You said you would compensate me. "The fire is burning in the man's eyes. As for what kind of fire it is...do you need to explain it clearly?