Chapter 2806 Pistachios (49)
"However, I don't know when I'll be free."
Chu Yan's heart was raised, and he quickly said: "There is always a time when work is busy. When you are not busy, you will be free. I can wait for you. If you can't go far, we will play around the city. It’s also possible to play, it won’t take long.”
Hearing the silence over there, Chu Yan's heart was numb, and in a trance, he thought of an idea: "Xiaoguo, do you want to sleep now?"
"I don't want to sleep, I'm not sleepy at the moment."
"Then let me chat with you. Speaking of which, our lives are very regular, and we haven't had the experience of chatting in the middle of the night."
"What do you want to talk about?"
"You can talk about anything, about fun, about delicious food, about scenery, about atmosphere, about temperature, about life, about troubles... If you want to talk, you can talk about anything. In short, you are also insomnia, I will talk about it now. I’m free too, don’t want to sleep, just sit down and talk.”
"Then let's talk about life and troubles." Tang Guo responded, which made Chu Yan ponder several times in his heart, thinking that what he said next should be well said. It is very likely that every sentence that follows is related. She faced a choice.
"Okay, let's talk about life and troubles. Let's talk about you first?" Chu Yan asked, "Have you had any troubles recently?"
"Well, it's a little bit." Tang Guo said, "It's just that I suddenly doubted life, and I felt that everything was meaningless and unnecessary. I told many people about this, but they didn't take it seriously. They thought I shouldn't be like this. All of them think that I have lived such a good life, how can I still have troubles and think that life is meaningless?"
Chu Yan's heart was raised, but he was also relieved, and it was right to be willing to chat with him: "Actually, occasionally I also feel this way, doubting myself, doubting life, doubting the necessity of my existence. Look at me , In the eyes of many people, it is considered a success, right?"
"It should be very successful."
"Yes, in the eyes of everyone, I am very successful. But there is no rule that says that successful people can't have troubles, can't be sad, right? That's not a wooden person." Chu Yan continued, " Before, I liked to talk to people I knew before, and complained about my anxiety in the group, but later they all said that I was in a bliss and didn’t know my happiness, and they ridiculed me that I was full and nothing to think about.”
"Oh, that's it, don't you think life is more meaningless?"
"No," Chu Yan hurriedly denied, "Why do I feel that my life is meaningless because of the denial of others? Others don't understand me, it's not me, they don't know my troubles, they just think that I have succeeded and lived better than them. Well, there should be no negative emotions. Although I also felt that world-weary at first. Later, I realized that I can’t think that way.”
"What do you understand?"
"I understand, really don't care too much about what those people say, whether I live well or not has nothing to do with them. If they really care about me, even if I say I have a little trouble, I will I was very concerned and asked me what was wrong. In fact, it was because some book fans sent me letters. In short, they would write in the letter, 'At the dinner party, no matter how busy you are, I hope you are doing well. You can't just leave it out just because you are in a hurry. Your body is worn down. Whatever it is, you must be happy'."