Chapter 163
Lan Shuangning looked at Ji Mo who turned around, feeling like a knife was cutting through his heart. What he once wanted very much, now doesn't matter so much...
Sure enough, he is still him, and Ji Mo is still Xiao Mo. He is very responsible, but this responsibility is no longer towards her, but towards a woman named Zhao Shiyao.
Lan Shuangning knew that if he, a responsible man, closed his heart, no one would be able to open it...
She was desperate, and it was despair for herself. For some reason, she recalled the day when Jimo rushed to her room and said those words to her sincerely. If she had chosen to believe it at that time, the ending would definitely be the opposite.
She sobbed, her voice was very low, she had lowered her voice to the lowest level, she was afraid that Jimo would hear it, and she was afraid of disturbing Jimo's rest, but no matter how she suppressed it, the voice still came out.
Ji Mo, who had his back turned to her, felt sour in his heart when he heard her sobbing. He understood that it was all his fault and that he did everything.
He was the one who made Lan Shuangning treat him as a scumbag in the first place. It was he who made Lan Shuangning believe in him that night. It was he who made Lan Shuangning sever ties with him during the day...
Although everything was not stated outright that he wanted her to do this, he was invisibly doing the things that drove her to do these things.
Ji Mo knew that everything was his fault, but he couldn't admit it. If he did, the relationship between the two would deepen. After his death, she would suffer even more, and she might even become a widow.
Several minutes passed, but she still couldn't suppress the sobs of grievance.
She adjusted the clothes on her chest, then lifted the quilt, sat on the bed, pulled over the wedding dress she had taken off, and prepared to put it on and get out of bed.
But when she was just putting on her skirt, Ji Mo's voice suddenly came over.
"Where are you going?"
Lan Shuangning paused for a moment, didn't say anything, and started to put on her skirt again.
She doesn't plan to stay here, she doesn't want Ji Mo to hate herself anymore. She felt that Ji Mo must hate her if he was in the same bed with her.
Seeing that Lan Shuangning didn't stop, Ji Mo immediately turned around and said, "What are you doing?"
Lan Shuangning still didn't speak, sobbed and continued to put on her skirt.
Ji Mo knew that what happened tonight must have hit her deep in the heart. Besides, she went out so late at night with her appearance and mental state. She didn't know what would happen.
"Stop!" Jimo's voice became louder.
Lan Shuangning didn't look at him, put on her skirt and was about to get out of bed.
Seeing this, Ji Mo immediately stood up and held her hand regardless of the pain in his body, "Where are you going so late?"
"Go somewhere you can't see..." Lan Shuangning sobbed.
"Why?"
"Don't you hate me? I'll just leave..."
"Did I say that?"
"Do you still want to say this? Your attitude has already been made clear."
"..." Ji Mo didn't know what to say for a moment. He was afraid that if he said tender words, she would miss him, but if he said ruthless words again, he was really afraid of something happening to Lan Shuangning at such a late night.
Ji Mo is now a person without any real energy, and he is also a seriously injured person. If something happens to Lan Shuangning, he will not be able to arrive in time, let alone help Lan Shuangning. He does not dare to say anything at this time What heartless words.
Seeing Lan Shuangning about to get out of bed, Ji Mo became anxious. He immediately moved up, but the pain in his body made him almost lie on the hospital bed.
He stretched out one hand and grabbed Lan Shuangning's arm.
Lan Shuangning noticed that Ji Mo suddenly turned around and grabbed her, turned her head, and kept crying. She didn't understand why Ji Mo pulled her.
"It's too late, stay." Jimo said.
Lan Shuangning didn't speak, but she wasn't lying on the bed either.
Seeing this, Ji Mo said again: "It's so late, where can you go? Stay here, at least have a good sleep and don't make people worry."
Lan Shuangning still didn't speak, nor did she go back to lie down on the bed.
Seeing this, Ji Mo added: "Actually, my body is very cold. I hope you can stay..."
"Stay here to warm you up?" Tears were still falling from Lan Shuangning's face.
"Actually, I would rather warm each other up." Jimo said.
Lan Shuangning hesitated for a moment, then took off her skirt and lay in bed again. This time, she did not touch Ji Mo but turned her back to him.
Maybe it was really a little cold. The two of them were back to back and could feel their body temperature.
For a moment, the atmosphere in the entire ward was very quiet, and no one wanted to break the silence of this moment. For the first five minutes, neither of them closed their eyes, but opened their eyes and thought about something. About ten minutes later, both of them closed their eyes. They were both tired, and too many things happened during the day.
Time passed quickly, and another hour passed. Ji Mo opened his eyes again because he felt that Lan Shuangning's quilt had been kicked off by her. He knew before that she had a bad habit of kicking off the quilt while sleeping.
Ji Mo turned around and took a look, and sure enough, Lan Shuangning's quilt was pushed away by her, half of her body was exposed, and her body was shaking slightly from the cold.
Ji Mo immediately pulled the quilt to cover her, and found that her body was still shaking slightly. Ji Mo thought she should be frozen.
He stood up with difficulty and glanced at Lan Shuangning, finding that her eyes were closed and she was asleep.
Only then did Ji Mo feel relieved. He hugged Lan Shuangning quietly from behind, and found that her body was already a little cold from the cold. He pressed his body against her to warm her back.
A few minutes later, Lan Shuangning's body warmed up again. Ji Mo carefully took his hands off her, turned around, leaned his back against hers, and fell asleep.
A few seconds after Ji Mo turned around, the sleeping Lan Shuangning opened her eyes. In fact, she was not asleep at all. She had just been awakened by the cold, but when she was awakened by the cold, she found that Ji Mo turned around, so she pretended to be asleep.
But when she pretended, she found something incredible. Just now, he looked distant and disgusted with her, but now he suddenly became so gentle. He gently covered her with a quilt, gently embraced her waist, and his body was close to her back to warm her. After doing all this, he silently turned his back to her.
Ji Mo's series of cautious and simple actions instantly warmed Lan Shuangning's heart, which was still in the abyss of ice.
She seemed to suddenly understand something. Before Ji Mo woke up, Zhang Yuhua told her that Ji Mo did those things in order not to make her sad, so that she could forget him after death, and then start a new relationship.
Could it be that his previous rejection of her actions were all fake? He wanted me to have no feelings for him, so that I could start a new relationship and spend my life with my husband and children?
The more Lan Shuangning thought about it, the more she felt that her guess was right. Sure enough, her brother Mo still loved her so much. He didn't show his feelings to her just because he didn't dare to show it. He was afraid that she would not start another relationship because of him, and thus end up alone.
In fact, in the days without Ji Mo, Lan Shuangning did plan to end up alone, but she didn't expect that Ji Mo had seen through all this.
At this time, Lan Shuangning's mood improved. All the unhappiness she had originally had suddenly disappeared, and her sad mood finally returned to joy.
She closed her eyes, smiled slightly, and fell asleep.
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