Because I'm a Coward, I Maxed Out My San Value

Chapter 133: I Don’t Even Trust Myself

Luo Yonghao thought for a long time, but he couldn't come up with a solution that would satisfy both parties.

"Go, let all those who have the right to delete videos go off work, throw the computer room password lock to the river crab monitor, and let them delete it. I'll see if they dare to delete it. I'll go off work too. No, I'll take a vacation for a week."

It took only an hour from the time the video was released to when Xie Cai took the initiative to negotiate with Jiang Da. During this hour, Xie Cai's office was particularly quiet.

Si Youxu and Xie Cai were waiting for a call, while Ye Tingbai was browsing Douyin. It was a very pleasant thing to see the number of likes and comments on the videos he posted rise wildly.

And Douyin seemed to have some kind of like-sharing activity, and he could get money. The video had more than five million likes within an hour of being released, and it was still rising at a rate of 10,000 to 20,000 per minute. According to the activity above, he could get 100 yuan for every 10,000 likes, so he could probably get 50,000 yuan now.

At this time, the phone in front of Xie Cai rang. Although he couldn't hear the content of the call, Ye Tingbai could see the smile on Xie Cai's face. It was obvious that Jiangda agreed to let the Order Office go in to arrest people.

For many years, Xie Cai's people have never entered the threshold of Jiangda, which has always been his heart disease. Today, he can finally walk into the door of Jiangda openly. He hasn't been so happy for a long time.

When people get old, sometimes they care about different things than young people. Xie Cai has no ambition at all, or he has achieved his life's purpose by reaching his position. His disciples are all over the world, and he holds great power in the Order Office. If he wants to go up, he may only pursue the illusory Heavenly Palace.

Si Youxu is different. Si Youxu's plot is definitely not just the Order Office. Perhaps when the Heavenly Palace wanted Yangcheng to disappear, it had already planted the seeds in the heart of the 20-year-old Si Youxu.

Si Youxu had this reaction for his hometown. He was not qualified to judge, but he himself did not have such deep feelings for Yangcheng.

Feelings have always been Ye Tingbai's weakness, and the so-called superior genes may select people like him, who have weak emotions, few desires and high resistance to pollution.

But how to say it, emotions are also a kind of power, especially in the aspect of pollution, it is also good to use them well.

If the Heavenly Palace now issues an order to make Yangcheng disappear, Ye Tingbai may not have too much psychological fluctuation. The only thing he cares about now is where his parents have gone.

But now Ye Tingbai is very strange about this matter.

It's not about the strange disappearance of his hometown, but his doubts about his strong feelings for his parents. He is now shrinking in his body all day, and he has plenty of time to sort out the ins and outs of things. He found too many strange things about this matter.

Because he doesn't trust his own memory, he is even analyzing himself. First of all, he is emotionally incompetent. At present, he has no feelings for anyone that exceed the value of his own life. In layman's terms, Ye Tingbai believes that everyone's life is not as important as his own.

But why do I have such strong feelings for my parents? He once recalled everything about his parents in detail with his secondary personality. He found that before that, his relationship with his parents was not particularly good. Why would a person who is born with emotional incompetence risk his life to save his parents?

Ye Tingbai has been asking himself this question these days. If he experiences the situation that day again, will he still save them? The answer is yes, but he cannot understand the origin of this feeling, which conflicts with his own personality.

So Ye Tingbai believes that something must have affected him, and the impact is huge, even to the point of making him lose his mind. He is very afraid of this, because losing his mind in this world means death.

Because of this, he even began to distrust himself. Inspired by Li Xiaoxiao's black box, he bought a micro camera and recorded everything he experienced every day. He was really afraid of death. The more he was afraid of death, the more he wanted to control everything around him, but now he couldn't even control himself.

There is no trace of his parents in the whole world, only he remembers. Is there something wrong with his memory, or is there something wrong with the world?

Ye Tingbai was also struggling with this matter. First, he was not capable enough to investigate, and second, he did not dare to investigate. However, he was very eager to know the whereabouts of his parents. This was very strange. He was fighting against himself.

So he could only try his best not to think about it and dilute it from his life.

After receiving the call, Xie Cai personally led the team to Jiangda. The old man looked very happy, leaving only Si Youxu and Ye Tingbai staring at each other.

The secondary personality did not speak, and Si Youxu did not speak either. The two were awkward for half an hour. In the end, Si Youxu could not hold it back and spoke first.

"How does it feel to actively strangle a crime for the first time?"

"No special feeling, and it's all done by the main personality."

Si Youxu: "In fact, I have been thinking about your ability, and I found that you are inconsistent with the existing strangulation system. I have seen stranglers, they absorb and transfer pollution.

But you seem to make the pollution disappear directly."

Sub-personality: "Then how does a real strangler reduce pollution?"

"I remember I told you roughly that a real strangler needs a contract, that is, a host or a dead object to bear the pollution he absorbs, and you don't have a contract with anything now."

Ye Tingbai still remembers that when he asked him to come to Jiangda to study, he said that he had originally chosen three hosts for himself, but because he was exposed to the mystery in advance, he couldn't control himself and had to contract the Book of the Dead first.

At that time, he only regarded the Necronomicon as the key to his return to the real world, but forgot that the contract was supposed to be what a strangler should do. But now it seems that he does not need the contract, and he is already a strangler. Yes, he had this ability from the beginning.

What was strange to Ye Tingbai was that he clearly didn't do anything but kill pollutants in the spiritual world. This should be something anyone could do, so he asked his sub-personality to ask.

"What would happen if you entered someone else's spiritual world and killed the pollutants?"

Si Youxu glanced at Ye Tingbai, with obvious disgust in his eyes.

"You don't even understand this problem, so you dare to try it?"

Ye Tingbai: ""

Si Youxu saw that his sub-personality also had a big head, and he couldn't find the feeling of communicating with humans at all.

"Generally speaking, in the spiritual world, the master of the world will be amplified, and the embodied monsters in it are immortal. What you kill is just an idea in the other person's mind, nothing more."

Ye Tingbai thought for a while, and it seemed that it was really the case. Everything he created was based on imagination. Apart from making him a little tired, he didn't pay anything. In contrast, the soldiers destroyed the brains Demons shouldn't be that important.

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