Chapter 629 Are You a Beast? (Please Vote and Subscribe!!!)

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A big question mark appeared on Aihara Chinatsu's head, and she looked at Sakaki Makoto in confusion.

During the two years she joined Circus Sunshine, she worked hard on her own and trained day and night. After everyone had rested at night, she often went to the yard to practice alone.

in her opinion

I have long since learned the essence of Master and am now able to perform on stage.

But in Sakaki's eyes

As Captain Haneda commented, she is still too young.

"Your master, Masato Saijo, is both on and off the stage."

Sakaki looked up at the sky. The sunlight filtered through the leaves, and scattered shadows covered his face:

"They all treat themselves like clowns."

"To be fair, he is indeed a performer."

"But you are different."

"You are just imitating his behavior and are complacent about what you have learned. No wonder Captain Haneda doesn't let you perform on stage because you can't make the audience laugh from the bottom of their hearts."

Aihara Chinatsu was stunned.

She had never thought about it so much.

When I first chose acrobatics, I just felt that I was suitable for it.

She was a little reluctant when she heard that she wanted to learn to act as a clown.

But later

Aihara Chinatsu suddenly realized that her efforts had not received the rewards they deserved.

Not even performing on stage.

From that moment on.

Her mentality changed.

"Didn't the teacher say that as long as you perform with your heart, you will be successful?"

Chinatsu Aihara asked:

"I am very attentive and work very hard!"

"Can you make yourself laugh when you look in the mirror?"

"Why do you have to make yourself laugh?"

She was very puzzled:

"Isn't the performance for the audience?"

"This is why Captain Haneda won't let you take the stage."

Sakaki shook his head:

"The heart that Masato Saijo talks about is not just hard work. Acting is a very deep knowledge. If you want to master it, you need to put in a lot of effort, such as the master Chaplin."

"Chaplin once said that for an artist, if he can break the rules and create with complete freedom, his results will often be astonishing."

"But you've been imitating Masato Saijo and never broken the rules."

These words seemed to hit the pain point in Aihara Chinatsu's heart. Her expression darkened and she stroked her single ponytail:

"so what?"

"You know"

Sakaki suddenly sighed:

"When people look in the mirror, they occasionally have two thoughts."

"1. Appreciate the beauty reflected in the mirror, appreciate beauty, follow beauty, and then become more beautiful."

"2. Hate the false self in the mirror, break the mirror, hate the mirror, and want to escape from him/her who is lingering."

"Miss Chinatsu, which one do you think you are?"

Pursing her lips, Chinatsu Aihara did not answer.

She understood.

The two thoughts correspond to the good and evil in one's heart.

If she hopes for light and yearns for light, then what she sees in the mirror is light.

On the contrary, if she hates reality and escapes from reality, what will be reflected in the mirror will be a dark world.

Whenever late at night fell, she stood alone in the deserted yard, facing the bonfire and looking down at the mirror in her hand.

Always startled.

Although she was smiling in the mirror, her smile was ugly, as if she was wearing a false mask.

Even the burning bonfire cannot dispel the negative emotions bred by darkness.

She's jealous, she's angry, she's resentful.

She knew what she looked like behind the mask.

final.

She saw Masato Saijo's shadow in the mirror.

She threw the mirror into the bonfire and watched the flames engulf the mirror little by little, as cold as ice.

This moment.

She took off her mask and danced gracefully amidst Iwao's roar.

The feeling of breaking free.

Let her be intoxicated and fascinated.

"It seems that you already understand."

Looking at the ferocious-looking Chinatsu Aihara who had released her shackles, Sakaki said expressionlessly:

"What does it feel like?"

"Um"

She looked around, smiled and stretched:

"It feels good, but it's a little too bright."

The circus members took two steps back in horror and looked at Chinatsu Aihara who seemed to have changed.

The appearance and voice remain the same, but the temperament exuded

It's unsettling.

"Pleas guilty?"

Sakaki Cheng said:

"If he surrenders, he might get a lighter sentence."

"No."

She shook her head:

"Mr. Detective, why do you need to interfere with me?"

"You have no evidence anyway. Wouldn't it be nice to take your girlfriend on a sightseeing tour?"

"My girlfriend will be angry if you waste your time on me."

"No, I won't."

Miss Miyano glanced at her and said coldly:

"It was the time with him that mattered, not what he did."

"Do you understand the principle of contentment and happiness?"

Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Chinatsu Aihara suddenly broke out.

She hugged her head and yelled unwillingly:

"Why. Why do you all have to lecture me?!"

"Why is happiness always far away from me, but misfortune is always around me?!"

"Why does the teacher sigh every time after watching my performance?"

"What did I do wrong?!"

"If you hate me, don't accept me from the beginning!!!"

"Hate me?"

Sakaki Makoto suddenly sneered, and said with regret:

"On the contrary, your teacher Nishijo Masato has high hopes for you."

"Have you ever thought about why Nishijo Masato wanted to kill Captain Haneda?"

"Of course it's for money."

Aihara Chinatsu frowned:

"After being acquired by the Monli Circus, he can get a lot of money to solve the difficulties at home."

"Isn't this something he has been brooding about?"

"After all, Sunshine Circus was founded by him and the captain, and he is also one of the shareholders."

"Although I don't want to say this, I'm afraid this is just one of the reasons."

Take a deep breath, Sakaki Cheng said slowly:

"Once upon a time, maybe your teacher Nishijo Masato really wanted to leave the circus and find another way out."

"As he said, if it's just for money, there's no need to kill a friend of many years."

"But he was worried about you, because he knew that even if he left the circus, Director Haneda would not give you the opportunity to perform on stage."

"He tried his best to fight for the opportunity for you to perform on stage, hoping that you could realize your true shortcomings from the audience's reaction, but it's a pity."

"Not only did you not realize this, you also regarded him as a stumbling block on your road to success, thinking that only by getting rid of Nishijo Masato, you would have a chance to shine."

Rubbing his eyebrows, Cheng Sakaki had a headache, and a breath was stuck in his chest, and he couldn't help but vent:

"Aihara Chinatsu, are you a beast?"