Chapter 705 The Main Text of the Book (V)
After that, the book mostly describes daily life related to Su Yue. Anonymous can only infer Su Weiyu's psychological activities from those trivial daily life and Su Weiyu's special writing style.
He can see from those jumping descriptions that Su Weiyu's mood is getting heavier and heavier.
Her desire to share in her diary is getting stronger and stronger. She describes a lot of her research and investigation on acting, and writes a lot about her observations, love and pride in her sister.
Before, she started with transparent body and graduated from high school, which was only a few pages. Now, in just one day, she has a lot of texts around Su Yue.
And in the articles she wrote, the frequency of "I" as the subject is getting lower and lower.
There are more and more complaints. Except for Su Yue, she is full of dissatisfaction with other things. No matter good or bad, she can find the negative side, even her parents.
Although her words are very restrained and contain strong family love, Anonymous still tastes the emotion of disappointment from it.
Moreover, she is confused about the logic of right and wrong. For example, if she bumps into someone on the road, she will be extremely dissatisfied with the person who bumped into her, and even hate him.
She complained that the waiter in the ice cream shop did not serve her (even though she could not see her).
She mocked the old man who was helped up by her for not saying thank you (even though she could not see her).
She began to be unable to judge these things that normal people can judge, or gave up judging, and let her emotions control all her thoughts.
When she was younger, Su Weiyu was much more normal. At that time, she at least knew clearly that she was not a normal person, so she was very tolerant of the requirements of society and others, and regarded everything that happened to her as based on her special physique.
But now, in her writing, she seems to treat herself as a normal person!
Only normal people would complain about the impolite service of the waiter, and would hate others who received help but did not say thank you, but Su Weiyu, as a transparent person, was forcibly applying normal treatment to herself, and began to force normal social etiquette on others.
"Extreme desire for interaction?" Anonymous chewed the paper and muttered to himself.
Because she couldn't stand loneliness at all, she began to ignore the logic of reality, and she started to make a scene in order to achieve a certain goal.
If we put it objectively, it would be even worse.
She seemed to be going crazy step by step.
However, when Anonymous ate a new page, he suddenly found that Su Weiyu's writing became calmer from here on.
Her attention seemed to be attracted by something, and she temporarily ignored the need for interpersonal communication.
[A Yue recently found a book from somewhere, and she has been staying up until three o'clock for five consecutive days to read this book.
Really, this is really unhealthy. If she continues to stay up late like this, Meimei's skin will become rough and she will have dark circles under her eyes. I have to find a chance to confiscate her book. ]
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[Really, she has read it several times, right? After hiding the book yesterday, she kept looking for it and was so anxious that she was about to cry, so I gave it back to her.
Is it really that good?
That book is quite strange. I just touched the pages and found a little bit of concave lines on them. Could it be that it is not a printed book, but a handwritten book?
The cover and packaging are indeed quite old. I don’t know where Ah Yue got it from. Why don’t I find a chance to take a look? 】
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[It should be a handwritten book. There are too many grammatical errors in the photo recognition text, but it is barely audible. The heroine of this book is called Lin Xiao. After taking photos today, I listened to it for an hour. To be honest, it was really boring.
Who wrote this? The cover is obviously so old, but the content is quite modern. There are even movie names from 2000 in it, so the book cannot be written earlier than 2000.
But who wrote it? I tried to check it online, but I didn’t find anything. Could it be a very unknown book? 】
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[I read it for another two hours. It was still the same diary. The story was very boring, but today I saw a news report in the book. It was a murder case. To be honest, I am more interested in this murder case than the life of the protagonist. 】
Anonymous began to feel a little strange, because Su Weiyu's attention seemed to be attracted by this strange book, and she cared about this book because Su Yue paid special attention to it.
He saw Su Weiyu finished listening to the book, and then gave the book a zero score, saying that the book was a story like a primary school student's diary.
The only exception to the evaluation of this book was the serial killer that appeared in the book, but this killer was said to occupy a small part of the story.
Anonymous chewed the pages slowly, picked up the water cup and took a sip.
For some reason, he had a very ominous premonition, always feeling that... the theme of this book began to deviate here.
A correct version in 16-9-1 book-1 bar!
He continued to eat and saw that Su Yue finally became a big star at the age of 30, started his own company, and immediately recruited an actor.
This actor seemed to be specially recruited to play the serial killer. Su Weiyu and Su Yue seemed to plan to use the book as a script to shoot a movie.
Su Yue treated the actors very well. Many people outside thought that she was supporting the actor, but in Su Weiyu's writing, her and Su Yue's goals were the same.
They clearly couldn't communicate, but they had the same idea, wanting to find someone suitable to play the leading role in this movie!
In the end, after repeated training, the actor was abandoned, saying that he could not meet Su Yue's requirements at all and was far from the killer image she imagined.
Dozens of people were replaced in succession, but none of them were satisfactory.
On the other hand, the content written by Su Weiyu became more and more nonsensical and deviated from daily life.
Sometimes, Anonymous had to eat several pages to see the plot that was not related to the book. He even saw that Su Weiyu started a world war and calmed down a financial tsunami, but such social events were just mentioned in her diary.
Su Weiyu began to listen to the book repeatedly, and from the various details in the novel, she tried to figure out the image of the serial killer who didn't even have a name.
She and Su Yue both showed an almost morbid interest in the serial killer in the book, and this interest had no reason or motivation.
"What's going on?" Anonymous began to be unable to understand. He could not see through Su Weiyu's mood when she wrote. The feeling of loneliness was indeed getting stronger and stronger, but the despair was getting thinner and thinner. Instead, there was a kind of unreasonable desire that was growing wildly.
What was Su Weiyu thinking during this period? What kind of mood was she in? Was there a thirst behind loneliness?
Anonymous was scratching his head and wanted to know what the book in the book was about.
In a world without supernatural powers, what kind of diary novel would attract the attention of these two sisters?