Chapter 108: Resisting the Wind and Stepping on the Frost

I was afraid that Miss Ya's death would hit you. In the current situation of frequent wolf disasters, you are the hope of the whole tribe and the hope of the future.

I know that this expectation will make everyone ignore that you were only sixteen years old at that time and had only been awakened for more than a year. I can understand your feelings when the burden of the family is entrusted to you.

It is normal to want to escape, not to mention that you have received such a big blow.

But at that time, I really thought that you left us forever.

Suddenly, I had a terrible idea, and it lingered in my mind. It was the family that put too much pressure on you that forced you to death.

And I was one of them.

When I realized this idea, I was ashamed.

But when you became the young patriarch, I didn't notice it at all, so slow.

Sometimes I often wonder, if I had been with you and accompanied you through that time, would you leave?

Haha, but I feel that I probably can't compare to Miss Ya.

But I do regret that I should have noticed your emotional changes earlier.

Later, it was a terrifying memory, but seeing you again was really like a dream, and I didn't dare to confirm that it was real.

It was also at that time that I developed the root of the disease. I actually noticed it after I came out of the ice. I am a medical Gu Master.

I know that this disease cannot be cured, but I know that you must have your own things to do. I support all your decisions.

So don't be sad about my departure, live well for your own goals.

The following letters are all written to you when I miss you, but I am afraid that it will affect you, so I didn't send it to you.

Feng Jinhuang was deeply touched after reading this letter. For the first time, she realized that she didn't seem to really understand Fang Zheng's mood.

It seems that in her eyes, Fang Zheng has always been very cheerful. Although sometimes he is a little depressed, it seems that he pays attention to my mood more often.

My parents obviously knew that he was leaving, but they didn't tell me, and he didn't either.

It seems that I am the only one who doesn't understand him.

Feng Jinhuang continued to open the second letter, which contained some things encountered in life.

For example, the sunset in the East China Sea was recorded with the Shadow Gu.

The experience of using the carp from the East China Sea to make fried carp for the first time.

Then the third letter, the fourth letter... until every letter was carefully read.

A lively, cute and thoughtful little girl who was looking forward to her lover's return after success appeared clearly in front of her.

She picked up the Shadow Gu according to the location mentioned in the letter, and found that the Shadow Gu did not move. Then she remembered that she had no true essence and was just a mortal.

She looked at the Shadow Gu and said softly, "Gu Yuewei, Fang Zheng has succeeded and become famous, and even famous in the region. I am sorry that you left me with such a mood."

Feng Jinhuang experienced two dreams, but she didn't hate Gu Yueya or Gu Yuewei. Even when she saw Fang Zheng personally say that he loved Gu Yueya or remembered that Fang Zheng said that his waist card was given by his wife, she used to feel very uncomfortable.

But she didn't feel the slightest joy in her heart when she witnessed the death of the two.

"Perhaps it is precisely because the Fang Zheng family's affairs are a tragedy that he doesn't want us to know."

"...Live well."

Fang Zheng felt some regret and some regret after watching the image in the Shadow Gu.

He regretted not accompanying her in the only last time, and regretted that he came a step too late.

But more of it was anger.

"Am I not a demon from outer space? Am I not a person who has escaped fate? Why! Why! I can't change anything."

He wanted to vent this anger but didn't know who to find.

The direct cause must be Bai Ningbing's self-explosion, but Bai Ningbing had died once and the self-explosion of the Ten Absolute Bodies was destined.

The second was Tianhe Master Gu Yue Yi Fang Yuan.

"No, no, no, if I hate them, won't I really become Gu Yue Fang Zheng? This is destined."

Fang Zheng found that he did have hatred for the above four people in his heart, but he still tried his best to suppress this idea.

Fate?

Fate!

"No, no, no, destroying fate is useless. It will only make the world more chaotic."

Powerlessness, deep powerlessness.

Fang Zheng only felt that he seemed to have returned to Qingmao Mountain and looked at Gu Yueya and Gu Yuewei when they were alive.

At that time, he wanted to improve his cultivation so that he could protect himself, and he didn't think about taking them away.

He just hoped to be alive before Qingmao Mountain was destroyed or before he left.

He reached the peak of the second turn in a year and a half. Although it was a pity that he didn't reach the third turn, it was normal to protect two first turn Gu Masters in the family.

But it didn't work and Gu Yueya died.

He left Qingmao Mountain, but later came back and saved Gu Yuewei this time.

He just hoped that she would survive, no matter where she was hiding, so he was eager to ascend to immortality and obtain immortal orifices.

He obtained the inheritance of a Gu Immortal and the right to live in a blessed land. Although it was a pity that he didn't become a Gu Immortal, it was not a problem to take a second turn Gu Master to Zhongzhou.

But it didn't work and Gu Yuewei died.

Maybe I should just be a chess piece, if I hadn't saved Weiyi at that time.

She wouldn't be tortured by the disease.

Right, right, right! I am just a chess piece, I just move as the chess player moves, there is no need to think too much, doing more will only make more mistakes.

Gu Yue Fangzheng gave up thinking

"Fuck!"

Fangzheng recalled the various experiences he had after coming to the Gu world.

When I was in Qingmao Mountain, did I still have hope of living to the end after crossing to the Gu World?

After Qingmao Mountain, my spirit seemed to be a little bad, and I was a little forgetful, which might be caused by the lack of a systematic soul refining method.

When I was in Lingyuanzhai, everyone around me treated me very well, and my cultivation was steadily improving. I haven't seen hallucinations for a long time. I seemed to be getting better, and there were many good people in the Gu World.

After Lingyuanzhai, God willed me to be a reward, and you, a bitch, deserve to be single for the rest of your life.

His eyes were red and his eyes were about to burst, but he laughed out loud.

"Hehe, huhu, hahaha." After he got tired of laughing, he began to talk to himself.

"It's a small matter, a small matter! This world is like this, mortals are as fragile as paper, Gu Masters are not worth mentioning, and immortals are just employees of the family.

Yes, yes! Fang Yuan was framed and driven away by his family in his previous life, and the small shop he had finally opened in the past hundred years was easily occupied by Gu Masters.

Compared to that, my situation is much better, isn't it? At least no Gu Master can bully me."

Fang Zheng tried his best to comfort himself, he knew that this was a morbid mentality.

What does it have to do with him that Fang Yuan can live miserably in this world and endure it?

But Fang Zheng had no other way to face this established situation, he could only use Fang Yuan's experience to comfort himself and force himself to hold on.

"Fang Yuan can suffer a lot in this world that treats human life as worthless and persist to find the goal of survival, so I can too, I must."

Fang Zheng seemed to be encouraging himself, and the word "must" was particularly heavy.

God's will controls the people through fate, and the Venerable left a backhand to use the later Gu Immortals as chess pieces.

Should I just be a chess piece and think less about all sorts of things, and just let her die on Qingmao Mountain?

At least I won't be in such a bad mood now.

No! No! It's just that I think too little! Do too little! Worry too much! If I really want to do it, I can do much more! Much more!

Fang Zheng pushed open the door, stepped out of the room and stepped on the white snow.

The hot air he exhaled turned into white mist, and a gust of cold wind blew on the side behind him. Snowflakes fell on his face and melted into water and fell along his chin.

He opened his mouth to speak but suddenly choked again, just shook his head and chuckled as if mocking himself.

He couldn't ignore the past experience as wind and frost and leave it behind, so he could only walk step by step in the snow against the wind and frost.