Chapter 135

Ruan Nan opened the door, and both of them seemed stunned for a moment. Ruan Nan let go of the door handle, avoided looking at her, lowered his head and asked, "Why are you here?"

Qin Juran went in to change his shoes, reached out to close the door, and stood looking at Ruan Nan: "Didn't you say you're not home yet?"

Ruan Nan walked to the living room and poured her a glass of water: "Today ended early and I came back early. I was afraid that you would lie if you thought it was too late."

"Did you lie about this?"

Ruan Nan paused and shook the water in the cup.

"A Ruan, your name is not on the list of people going abroad at all." Qin Juran looked at Ruan Nan, his eyes full of confusion, waiting for her to explain.

"Oh, you got it." Ruan Nan replied lightly.

"Why, Ruan, why didn't you tell me this kind of thing?"

"I want to tell you after the final exam. Everyone has been really busy reviewing these two days." Ruan Nan's attitude was still very indifferent.

"So why?"

Ruan Nan shook his head and glanced at Qin Juran, as if he wanted to say something but then retracted his eyes: "I just suddenly don't want to go. It's quite lonely to celebrate the New Year alone."

"You can make new friends there, and you can even come back during the Chinese New Year. Otherwise, Lin Wei, Zhou Ziqing and I can visit you. This is no reason at all."

"I saw the time when you went abroad, it was just before the competition. So you stayed here to watch my competition?"

There was no emotion in Qin Juran's eyes that this was something that suddenly surprised or even moved her. The look of disbelief fell straight into Ruan Nan's eyes. Ruan Nan was stunned, then looked at her and asked: "What if I say yes?" , do you still want to blame me for delaying you by making my own decisions?"

"No." Qin Juran frowned; "Why are you delaying me? Ruan, you have to understand that the reason why I am surprised now and even can't wait to ask you is because I think this matter is your contribution to me, and this I don’t even know about this kind of sacrifice. Why can’t you tell me before you make this decision, and we can discuss it together and then decide?”

She asked one sentence after another. Although she was trying her best to pay attention to her tone, her body still leaned forward unconsciously, and the water glass on the table was accidentally touched by her arm, causing a splash of water.

"So, my sudden decision not to go abroad, did it interrupt any of your plans?" Ruan Nan suddenly raised his head and looked at Qin Juran with wide eyes.

"You didn't interrupt my plan, Ah Ruan. I just think you have something you want to pursue. Studying abroad is a plan you made from the beginning of the semester. Even if you want to change because of me, you should tell me in advance. You shouldn’t hide it from me, right?”

"So, am I burdening you by doing this?"

"It's not a matter of burden." Qin sat up straight and didn't know why Ruan Nan suddenly became so stubborn: "A Ruan, we will become lovers soon. We cherish each other so much. I think at least two people are involved. When planning your time, you should at least be honest.”

"Then are you honest with me?" Ruan Nan raised his head for a moment, and his cold eyes met Qin Juran's eyes, showing a kind of alienation that he had never seen before.

Qin was stunned for a moment.

The long-lost feeling of helplessness creeps up on my limbs, even a little inexplicable. Qin Juran seemed to hear her amplified heartbeat, but her reason told her that no matter what, no matter "who was right or wrong", she could not continue to quarrel with Ruan Nan.

"A Ruan, I, I think, I will be honest with you on appropriate matters." Qin turned his head unexpectedly.

"You are so good at talking, Qin Juran." Ruan Nan sneered: "You are very honest with me about appropriate things. So, when do you think it is inappropriate? Wait until you think it is inappropriate , on the day of your deviance, am I still qualified to ask you to be honest with me?"

Qin Juran felt that his brain was a little confused. What did Ruan Nan know? The only thing he had concealed from her so far was "I am not from this world". She was about to ask "You know I am not Qin Juran", but Qin actually controlled herself with reason and stood up from the sofa. When he reached out to pull Ruan Nan, the other party dodged and said, "Qin Juran, don't always be like this."

Qin Juran stretched out his hand and did not sit down. He pinched his eyebrows with his fingers in frustration: "Aruan, I'm a little confused now."

The atmosphere became deadlocked, and the empty room became eerily quiet. The wind outside the window was very loud. Seeing Qin Juran like this, Ruan Nan gently made an empty fist with his right hand and took a breath: "Then you go back first."

"A Ruan..." Qin Ju shouted feebly. Seeing Ruan Nan's determined attitude, she stopped pestering him. He smiled bitterly and walked to the door: "Then I'll go back first. You go to bed early. See you in the final exam."

"Yeah." Ruan Nan stood there.

Qin Juran walked to the door, put on his shoes and put his hand on the door handle. He turned around, reached out and hugged Ruan Nan directly from the back.

Ruan Nan trembled for a moment, Qin Juran's breath sprayed on her neck, and the warm embrace made her dizzy for a moment.

After hugging each other for a while, Qin Juran's voice sounded softly from behind:

"Aruan, my rule of life is never to leave temper changes to those closest to me. If it was a quarrel just now, then I apologize. If it was just a misunderstanding, give me some time and I will explain it clearly."