Chapter 559 Lost
The cost of overusing the power of the "Dark Throne" may be far more than just physical erosion.
It also includes the spiritual self.
After returning from the God Realm, Bai Zhi summoned Feisi, the queen of the "Human-Faced Spider", while waiting for the "Glorious Golden Goddess", but found that he had forgotten her name.
She still remembered her appearance, but she also felt a little strange.
The chill climbed up Bai Zhi's back from the soles of her feet, making her stiff on the throne.
Forgetting Feisi's name is not terrible in itself, but the meaning behind it is terrible.
With her current vitality, it is absolutely impossible for her to suffer from amnesia. Her highly developed brain can clearly store any memory details.
If there is any loss, it must be the influence of the original relic.
And if she lost her memory this time, what will she lose next time?
Reason? Humanity? Self-will?
Bai Zhi dare not imagine.
Fortunately, fortunately, her "anchors" are gradually increasing... This may help her offset some of the effects of losing memory, she comforted herself in this way.
But the chill in her body still couldn't be dispelled.
Because a question popped up at the same time.
——Have I really only forgotten Feisi's name?
Have I lost some other memories that I haven't realized yet?
Covering her face with her hands dyed black with nails, Bai Zhi was thinking and trying to recall,
trying to check the missing, blank, vague or illogical fragments from near to far by looking back at past memories.
Soon, she found some problems that made her heart stagnate.
In addition to the names of the other two spider queens,
she also forgot most of her previous life's experiences, mainly concentrated in the period from childhood to before college;
Even the voices and appearances of her previous parents have been forgotten, and she only remembers the approximate names, like a symbol in a book, a stranger's name that has nothing to do with her;
In addition, some of the memories after reincarnation have become blurred, but they still exist, not as completely lost as the memories of the previous life.
The only thing to be thankful for is that all the important memories after reincarnation still exist.
For example, the situation of her own followers, and the things she experienced in the extraordinary world, etc.
Just as Bai Zhi was recalling the past and trying to force the vague parts to come to mind, the "Glorious Spell" sent a wave of fluctuations.
Finally, the response from the "Glorious Goddess of Jinchen" came.
When Bai Zhi moved outside the palace, a human woman with blond hair and blue eyes and a holy temperament appeared in front of him holding a silver-white scepter.
This is the projection of "Glorious", but the breath is floating and the light is slightly dim. It is not easy to find if you don't observe carefully.
It seems that this righteous god has also suffered some losses when facing two true gods.
"It seems that nothing serious has happened to you?" Bai Zhi looked up and down.
The blond holy woman did not respond to this topic, but turned to look at Bai Zhi's chest:
"Your problem seems to be quite big."
The latter said "hmm" and pulled down her already low bra, showing the pattern of the bright red crescent moon:
"The 'Blood Moon Witch' used the power of the original relic and left this on me, but I don't know what the effect is, do you know?"
The blond holy woman looked at it for a long time, as if she was lost in thought, and said after a while:
"This is indeed a part of the 'Immortal Blood'. I have never seen Him use this power before, which shows that He is obsessed with you."
"Although I don't know the specific characteristics of the 'Immortal Blood', I can probably guess that the purpose of His doing this is to suppress your use of the power of the 'Deep Dark Throne'."
"What do you mean?" Bai Zhi asked.
The blonde said:
"The 'Immortal Blood' has entered your body. In a sense, you are now controlling the power of two original relics."
"One of them comes from the incomplete 'Immortal Blood', but it should have been controlled by Deindra with her spiritual imprint, and there is no danger in your body for the time being."
"But once you activate the 'Deep Dark Throne', due to the internal connection between the original relics, it is very likely to cause a reaction from the 'Immortal Blood' in your body at the same time."
"The two forces are stimulated at the same time, but they conflict with each other. On the one hand, it will weaken the power of the 'Deep Dark Throne', and on the other hand, it will aggravate the pollution of the 'Original'..."
"Original pollution..." Bai Zhi chewed on the meaning of these words in his heart.
"You can understand it as a double erosion of the body and mind from the original relics." The blonde explained, looking at Bai Zhi's fingertips at the same time.
"...You should have experienced that kind of erosion."
One question after another flashed through Bai Zhi's mind:
If I continue to use the power of the "Deep Dark Throne", will I still be myself after losing all my memories?
Will it be replaced by other existences?
Or will it eventually lose all its self and become a pure weird rule thing, indistinguishable from the "Deep Dark Throne"?
"'Original Moon'..." Suddenly, Bai Zhi mentioned an obscure name.
As soon as she said this name, a round of evil crescent moon dripping with blood appeared in front of her, making her body stiff and her mind stagnant.
It was as if a strange red light penetrated into reality from an unknown dimension, illuminating the empty underground space and dispelling the darkness.
But judging from the unchanging eyes of the blond holy woman, all this is just Bai Zhi's own illusion, a response from the "immortal blood".
I don’t know how long it took before this illusion disappeared.
"You want to ask about the previous owner of 'Immortal Blood'?"
The blond woman stared at the mark on Bai Zhi's chest:
"Yes, He is an example of being completely contaminated by the original... Unlike the ordinary old days, He is not as simple as falling into a deep sleep, but has become one with the 'Immortal Blood'."
"A more appropriate statement is that He should have been absorbed by the 'Immortal Blood', without consciousness, soul and memory."
"Of course, this is just speculation from the outside world. Some gods believe that he is only temporarily sleeping inside the 'Immortal Blood', and there is still the possibility of his will reviving..."
"But more likely... He would never wait for that opportunity to come."
Bai Zhi's face was solemn and he whispered:
"Is it a pollution that even the old days cannot resist..."
"But the 'Blood Moon Witch' is still alive and kicking now. Is it possible that there is a way to resist this kind of pollution?"
"I don't know." The blonde woman replied directly:
"I am not the owner of the original relic, and if you are interested, you might as well ask the 'Blood Moon Witch' yourself. She should be happy to share it with you."
"..." Bai Zhiliu's eyebrows jumped slightly, feeling that this "Goddess of Glory Jinchen" was a little unhappy.
Did you hear it wrong?