Chapter 1358: Unknown Person
Tang Xiaonan was even more confused, why did she become an unknown person again?
Lou Zhijun quickly explained that maybe she herself was very wronged and wanted to talk to someone, and Tang Xiaonan was the most suitable listener.
"Little girl, you probably know my life experience. I was born without blessing. My mother hates me. No one likes me. I shouldn't have come to this world. How can an unknown person like me deserve to be born?" Someone as good as Yunchuan."
Lou Zhijun murmured in a low voice, more soliloquy, maybe she didn't want to talk to anyone, but she just expressed her depression.
"Nonsense, I like Sister Lou very much, and Aunt Lou doesn't stop loving you. Think about it, if Aunt Lou really hated you, she would soak you in the toilet when you were born, so why bother raising you?" big you?"
Tang Xiaonan paused for a moment, and then said: "Think about it again, you were having such a difficult time back then, and Aunt Lou herself was not in good health, did she abandon you?"
Lou Zhijun's body froze, his face changed drastically, and the memory of the past appeared in his mind.
When Lou's father found her and her mother, she was already three or four years old, maybe because it was too hard, she still remembered some things when she was three or four years old, it was really hard.
There are only hunger and cold in memory, and insults.
I can’t eat enough, I don’t wear warm clothes, the house is as cold as outside, I can’t even eat radish and cabbage, I eat snow when I’m really hungry, my stomach hurts from eating, and my body is getting colder and colder, these are bearable, the most painful It's those heart-pounding insults, and the knock on the door that often sounds in the middle of the night.
Whenever there was a knock on the door, my mother would hug her and tremble, but despite being so scared, my mother drove away the rascals with a hatchet, and then hugged her and howled.
There were too many nights like this, so many that Lou Zhijun felt that this was how he came here when he was a child, and he was never happy at all.
Until the arrival of Lou's father, she and her mother's life seemed to be in heaven. Those rascals were beaten to death by Lou's father, and no one dared to knock on the door in the middle of the night.
The house was no longer cold, the cellar was full of food, and the smiles on her mother's face increased. Lou Zhijun felt that she was so happy at that time, but the good times didn't last long, and Lou's father collapsed.
He had injuries, shrapnel in his lungs, and old wounds. The doctor told him to live in a warm place in the south and not to go to a bitter cold place. She and her mother didn't know it until one day Lou's father vomited blood and fell down. Only then did I know that Lou's father spent his life guarding them in those two years.
After that, the family tried their best to return to the South, barely able to survive, but Lou's father's health was getting worse day by day, and his mother also had mental problems due to self-blame.
In the past few years, Lou Zhijun always wondered if it was because of her that mother and Lou's father left early.
And grandma, also had an accident shortly after she was born.
Now it was Chen Qian again, suffering from stomach cancer that was difficult to cure. Although Lou Zhijun hated him, she still couldn't help thinking that Chen Qian's illness was also due to an unknown person like her.
"Xiaonan, I'm an unknown person. People who treat me well will be unlucky, mom, Lou's father, and...Chen Qian..."
Lou Zhijun pulled up the quilt and wept softly, she believed it was the reason.
God punished her to die alone, so she couldn't implicate Gu Yunchuan.
It was only then that Tang Xiaonan realized that this silly girl's knot was not a birthmark, but this superstitious thought.
How can you solve Lou Zhijun's knot?