11. Chapter 11

Yuan Yuanyuan spent a whole night writing down in a notebook the various two-dimensional male characters she had liked since she was a child.

Maybe many people will wonder why such a useless and powerful thing exists in this world... But for the current Yuan Yuanyuan, the importance of this thing is as important as the notes she took in English class. Sex is the same.

A major issue related to survival is in front of us, so although this booklet looks like a weird thing made by an enthusiastic two-dimensional enthusiast, which is enough to make anyone who sees it feel a sense of shame, Yuan Yuanyuan is still very Carefully write down every point that comes to mind.

She clicked on the male characters one by one with her pen, and while looking at them carefully, she tried hard to think about what it was about them that attracted her.

When a very serious problem is placed in front of you - if you are not welcomed, you will die. Then at this time, you will think about a problem more seriously than before.

Why do people love a virtual character so truly and truly?

Yuan Yuanyuan was lying on the bed, still nodding her 5 on the bedside [To be honest, I have been using it recently, and it can be used on Android or Apple. 】Watt small lamp. While biting the tip of the pen, he looked at the writing on the notebook and pointed with the expression of buying cabbage in the market.

Well, let’s start with this one. Although this guy has a handsome face, his family is rich, and he has good martial arts skills.

but! He is a blind man! These days it is difficult for a blind man to go on a blind date, but what about this blind man, how could he make me like him so much?

Yuan Yuanyuan gritted her teeth and looked at the name on the notebook, her expression could be called a mixture of love and hate. She thought hard about whether her charisma could match that of this blind man, then angrily crossed out the name and looked at the next one.

And this... his facial expressions are almost dead, his mood swings are almost non-existent, and I haven't been able to hold back a word for half a year. There is nothing but a face. Why am I so obsessed with him?

Yuan Yuanyuan thought about it for a long time, and even tried to convince herself... is it okay not to like this person?

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

Yuan Yuanyuan... suddenly inserted her head into her pillow.

No, I can't do it.

…

You see, these male supporting actors are so awesome. It captures your heart deeply and makes you willingly pay and pay tribute to them.

If Yuan Yuanyuan also "created" such a person...how can he compare to these characters?

Yuan Yuanyuan wrote down words one after another in her notebook.

He has a miserable life experience, is gentle and kind, strives for self-improvement, and will never give up...

Iceberg type, yandere type, monster type...

Good looks, good sex, long legs, nice voice...

Line after line of vocabulary was placed in the notebook. It's like a dazzling array of products on the shelves, waiting for people to choose.

After finishing the preliminary arrangement, Yuan Yuanyuan glanced from top to bottom. Finally, I was surprised to find... Huh? My aesthetics seem to be pretty good...

Ahem...that's not the point.

She turned over and got off the bed. I found a mirror and put it in front of myself. Pick up the notebook and compare it with yourself carefully.

――Isn’t there a saying like that? Would you like your gender-transformed self?

Yuan Yuanyuan scanned every word from top to bottom. Then compare it to yourself. After each word, she paused and looked at herself in the mirror.

Life experience is miserable.

Although she must have lived a very difficult life in the past two years, she was neither exterminated nor brutally captured to be transformed into a human being when she was a child.

Her childhood was very ordinary, just like the childhood of all children, there was no difference.

OK The male partner's biggest weapon in attracting fans has no effect on him anymore. This one can be passed on to the next one.

Gentle and kind.

Yuan Yuanyuan looked at the word, then looked at herself in the mirror. After repeating this several times, she crossed out the word in the notebook with a red pen...

[To be honest, I have been using it recently, and it works on both Android and Apple. 】

Sometimes she is soft-hearted.

But most of the time, she is actually...a rather cold and insensitive person.

Iceberg type, yandere type, monster type...

After two hours of self-torture, Yuan Yuanyuan fell on the bed exhausted, not wanting to move at all.

She had to admit. She is just an ordinary home girl. There is nothing attractive about it.

If placed in a real comic, her character would not survive three episodes... Well, maybe before she dies, she will give the protagonist a good performance of "People must work hard to live, otherwise they will die." I will become just like her." This is a speech with profound educational significance.

...so what to do? Can I just rely on making it up?

Make up a character? Make up an unfounded "tragic childhood"?

Yuan Yuanyuan... I don't want to make up some unnecessary things. To be precise, she didn't want to get involved in this matter at all.

However, she feels that as a woman, she is actually relatively lucky. She can list such a large number of attractive male partners, and she can also analyze their attractive points one by one. If it were any other boy, he might be blinded by this moment.

If you switch to straight men, they will come up with ways to increase their popularity - for example, building muscles like King Billy, or working hard to improve their masculinity...

According to Yuan Yuanyuan's personal aesthetics, this may make their death worse.

Making up a character is actually a very unreliable thing. Yuan Yuanyuan still knows about this.

Even if I have not experienced it personally, in an age where information is so advanced, I have seen a lot of things in the entertainment industry.

Facts have proven that those who fucked up the characters ended up dying the worst. Once the character is destroyed, the angry fans will let you know what the fear of being deceived is.

Damn it, the White Lotus character was created. If someone discovers that she is a White Lotus bitch in the end. That is such a joyful thing for people to see...

Fuck~ He was designed as a knowledgeable person, but in the end it was revealed that he was an illiterate. That is such a thing that makes the melon-eating people happy to hear and see...

Damn it...

Ahem, stop it.

Yuan Yuanyuan likes to eat melons, but doesn't like to be eaten up.

She felt that as soon as Ji Qiu's interview came out, it seemed like it had turned into a large-scale reality show, and it was broadcast anytime, anywhere and globally.

Take a look at the stars who are still living in the entertainment industry many years later - although they have more or less personalities, these personalities are extremely close to themselves.

It’s a true performance, neither tiring nor worried about the lava-like anger of fans after the collapse.

...Then what is my true performance?

A person who hides in a house all year round, who is too poor to eat, and who knows nothing about the world of monsters...is he a dead otaku?

Yuan Yuanyuan put down the notebook in her hand, sighed, walked to the window, and looked at the people coming and going outside.

If necessary...she might really have to fuck with a character, a character that has nothing to do with her.

A very dangerous move.

After all, Jiqiu's comics can reflect a person's true character better than reality shows.

Yuan Yuanyuan sighed, and then put away the notebook.

…

"Sister Yuanyuan, have you been at work recently? Why did you suddenly become so rich?"

Xiaoying looked at the pork rib soup that Yuan Yuanyuan brought over and asked with a surprised look on her face.

"Well, I work. But being rich doesn't count. I'm still so poor now." Yuan Yuanyuan explained, "But this month's water and electricity bills have been paid."

"Oh, that's really gratifying." Xiaoying took the pork rib soup, "Looking at your living situation, Sister Yuanyuan, I thought you might die tragically on the street one day..."

"...How can a little brat talk?" Yuan Yuanyuan rolled her eyes at Xiaoying, and then pretended to ask casually, "Have you... been reading comics secretly?"

Xiaoying was obviously taken aback. He covered Yuan Yuanyuan's mouth, then waved his hand, "Don't let my mother hear it."

"Isn't it just sneaking into reading comics? I remember reading romance novels when I was in high school and fighting countless guerrilla wars for my mother." Yuan Yuanyuan pretended not to care, "What comics do you like to read the most?"

"Well, as for comics, it's popular to read those magazines in class recently, like "Reading Comics", "Dream Comics" and so on." Xiaoying said quietly.

Oh... Yuan Yuanyuan nodded and did not continue to ask any more questions.

She looked at Xiaoying carrying the ribs into the house, and her ears vaguely echoed the roar of Xiaoying's mother last night when she discovered that the ribs were missing...

After Yuan Yuanyuan received her first salary, she took it to a clothing store and bought several outfits. She secretly took a long way home, stood in front of her small mirror, and had a fantasy. I changed my clothes in front of the mirror for a long time.

A very eye-catching face, with several expressions frequently changing on his face.

Some are gentle, some are cold, some are happy, some are sad...

After changing countless expressions, Yuan Yuanyuan suddenly rubbed her face and looked at the person in the mirror.

...The expression on Yuan Yuanyuan's face at this time was the one he was most familiar with, commonly known as... dead fish eyes.

Damn... none of the expressions are as pleasing to the eye as this one.

Yuan Yuanyuan thought about it for a long time, so long that her hair turned white.

Human beings, why do we deceive each other like this...

Yuan Yuanyuan finally rubbed her face and returned to her original appearance.

She looked at the ceiling and was in a daze for a long time.

…It’s so tiring to live your whole life pretending to be someone else.

Yuan Yuanyuan closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.