Chapter 1623

Duan Zhizhi nodded: "Okay."

Su Juanchen motioned for her to close her eyes, "Okay, from now on, don't think too much. Don't have any psychological burden. Leave your whole body and soul to my control. Whatever I ask you to think about, you just think about it." What, do you understand?”

Duan Zhizhi nodded.

"Starting now, go back to when you were studying. At that time, what was the happiest thing for you? Or what impressed you the most?" Su Junchen asked, while he was recording data beside him. , he also wanted to find out when Duan Zhizhi's lost memory was lost.

"I don't remember very deeply about studying. I only remember that at that time, my parents had a very good relationship. I seemed to be the transparent person in the family. My father liked my mother more, and my mother also cared about my father very much. I seemed to be their Just like the daughter I picked up. So at that time, I didn't like my mother very much and felt that she had deprived me of her love." Duan Zhizhi said that she didn't have many memories of her childhood and subconsciously wanted to forget it. That time.

Because that was her darkest time.

"So do your parents still have a good relationship now?"

Duan Zhizhi shook his head.

"Is the relationship between the two of them bad now?"

Duan Zhizhi said: "My father was hospitalized due to poor health due to being schemed against by others. My second uncle's family took this opportunity to rob the group. My father committed suicide because of this series of stimulation. My mother saw my father In this situation, I had no urge to live, so I jumped from the rooftop rooftop. Although I was rescued in the end, I became a vegetative state that I could never wake up from. Sometimes I wonder if I was too disobedient when I was a child. So they both left me."

"So you think they abandoned you, huh?"

Duan Zhizhi asked, "Didn't they abandon me?"

Su Juanchen: "Have you ever complained about your parents about this matter? Do you feel that they abandoned you and never considered your feelings?"

"When I was young, I thought they were too much and only considered themselves. They didn't even consider my half-year-old daughter. But now that I think about it, maybe it's just a proof of their true love for each other. Maybe for them "This is also the best choice for each other." Duan Zhizhi's tone was bitter, and she still missed the time when she was loved by her parents.

"Besides your parents, don't you have anything else to talk about?" Su Juanchen asked. This is not the most exciting thing for Duan Zhizhi. If it is really exciting, it may come later.

"After what happened to the two of them, I felt the deepest malice in the world. The families who once flattered us gradually began to hate me, and my second uncle also took away the company that belonged to my father, and even the most egregious Yes, those who believed in me didn’t believe me. Some people even bullied me in school. It was my darkest time and I didn’t want to go to school at all. Find a rooftop and jump down too," Duan Zhizhi said.

"So you were in pain at that time."

"Yes, at that time I was even complaining about my parents, why they could leave this world with peace of mind, but left me here alone. My own life was also very painful. But there was no way, I was still struggling to survive. . I even remember that there was a boy I liked very much. He was as bright and cheerful as the sun. So dazzling. When I was a rich young lady, I thought I was still worthy of him, but then I gradually felt that I was not worthy of him, because in the later period, I had already dropped out of school. I've seen that sunny and cheerful boy." Duan Zhizhi rarely talked about things when he was a teenager in such a general way. Now that he thinks about it, he finds that he has a lot of regrets.

"So what happened after you dropped out of school?" Su Juanchen asked: "That sunny and cheerful boy didn't give you any substantial help, right? He just gave you a kind of spiritual encouragement. So that you can be brave. Face life?"

"Actually, I don't even know his name." Duan Zhizhi smiled bitterly: "I just feel that his whole body exudes a warm and dazzling light that can make everyone dizzy. Some people may be born like this. , Confident and dazzling.”

"Ok, then I understand. This is the cinnabar mole in your heart." Su Juanchen asked: "Then what did you go through after you dropped out of school? I remember that you went to the entertainment industry later."

"After I dropped out of school, I was scouted by a talent scout, and I did go to the entertainment industry. But at that time, I didn't know much about the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry, and I signed a sky-high breach of contract. I had to follow their rules, that Sometimes I need money, so I have been participating in various drinking parties. Sometimes someone would stretch out their hands to touch me, or offer to spend hundreds of thousands to support me, but I refused because I felt that I could make money with my own abilities. Maybe since I was a child, I had my own I feel so proud that such a thing is too unspeakable and I can’t do it.”

"You have the right idea."

"I remember one time, on my 18th birthday, I went to a drinking party. That drinking party was organized by our boss and an investor. It was said that it was to enable me to debut, but what I needed to do was to be the investor's underground lover, and I had to be available at any time. Whatever he asked me to do, I had to do it. There was no room for resistance." Duan Zhizhi said these words with a very calm tone.

As if the person who had experienced these things was not her.

"I owed a lot of debts at that time, and I didn't even have any financial ability at that time. And I was controlled by the boss. For me, this was already a great mental pressure. I wanted to commit suicide at that time. Because I didn't want to be anyone's vassal and underground lover, I just wanted to be myself."

Duan Zhizhi recalled those past events in a very relaxed tone, but her tears could not stop flowing. Even her expression was very painful. That time was the beginning of a nightmare for her as a young girl.

"So did you compromise in the end?"

Su Junchen asked.

His tone was the same as always.

There was no sympathy, nor any mercy.

It seemed that for him, this was just the most normal thing.

"At that time, I was choosing between suicide and compromise. I wanted to commit suicide, but the doctor told me that my mother was not dead and she still had some life. Although she was a vegetable, she was still breathing. For the medical expenses of my mother, I should also try my best." Duan Zhizhi said.

"But I don't want to compromise."

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