Chapter 1482

"Don't you think you asked too soon?"

Xu Jinxi said.

How long has it been since then to ask her such a thing?

Didn't she even think about it?

Not only did I not think about it, I couldn't sleep last night.

But it was really annoying to see Lu He acting like he was okay. His confession made her feel emotional, but in the end, Lu He didn't have anything wrong, which made her feel a little embarrassed.

"Did I ask too directly? You can continue to think about it. I'm just a little curious, but I really want to have breakfast with you." Lu He told the truth, that's what he thought in his heart, so naturally he So said.

Before, he wouldn't be like this.

But one day while chatting with Ning Mu, I suddenly had an epiphany.

"Brother Xiaohe, do you know why everyone always feels that we are not close enough to you? Because you are too perfect. You are not the kind of person with flaws. You are like a machine. You are so perfect. What makes me feel the most When you are shocked, you will not say anything in your heart. No one will ever know your truest thoughts. Promise me, next time you meet the right person, if you have someone you like or People who are willing to talk can tentatively speak out their feelings and don’t pretend to be who they are.”

"The person who likes you may like your abilities or your appearance, but she may not know the real you, so you should let the person who likes you know the real you and be honest with her. , say what’s on your mind, what do you think?”

After Lu He heard this, he thought for a long time.

Maybe he had suppressed himself too much.

That's why the current situation has arisen.

He now has things he wants to do and people he wants to be with, so he wants to change his personality. Xu Jinxi is lucky. If she wants, she can get to know a real Lu He.

Xu Jinxi was indeed surprised.

"I never thought that one day you would be so honest."

Xu Jinxi feels like she is in a dream recently.

It was as if she had entered Alice's fantasy world. The things she had hoped to happen were even more outrageous than she expected. They happened to her. She didn't even have the room to refuse, but instead slowly enjoyed them.

However, she will slowly understand Lu He.

Maybe two people will be together, maybe

"Someone once told me that if you like someone, you should honestly hand over everything you have. There was a time when I was wondering if my personality was too withdrawn? I had no friends, no feelings, Now I want to be more honest and at least speak out my heart so that others can clearly understand my thoughts." Lu He said.

Xu Jinxi: "So I was the first person who made you think this way, right? Then you confessed to me that you wanted me to be with you and get to know the real you at the same time, right?"

Xu Jinxi has good logical thinking ability.

"You can understand that."

"Lu He, I used to like you very much. When I confessed to you, I was 18 and almost 19 years old. Now I am 20 years old. The people I fell in love with in my youth are like tattoos engraved on my heart. ”

As Xu Jinxi walked with him, she talked about her thoughts and despair.

"I wanted to get closer to you, but you pushed me away again and again. Maybe I was really annoying at that time, so that's why you had this idea. I also felt that I was very annoying at that time, I also wanted to change, but found that I couldn’t seem to change.”

"Lu He, do you know? When I wanted to give up on you, I thought my life might be like this. If I can't meet the person I like in the rest of my life, I might be like a zombie in terms of relationships."

"The year I left you, I once thought that I would become very good and become an amazing woman who would impress you and appear in front of you. Later, I thought about it and realized that my idea was really childish. You There are too many outstanding people around me, including you. I just appear next to you, a very ordinary person who is not outstanding even if I try hard.”

"At that time, I was in despair. Why couldn't I catch up with you even though I tried hard? Despite this, I still worked hard for a year. It was not to catch up with you, nor to become an excellent person and continue to appear in front of you. , or to forget you.”

"Because only by forgetting you can I start a new life. I know clearly in my heart that you don't like me. So this is the only way I can."

Xu Jinxi lived in despair that year.

She didn't even know how that year had passed.

Just remember that you are working hard and training.

day to day.

She never thought about anything else, she just wanted to forget Lu He calmly, but when she knew there was a mission in M ​​continent, and when she knew Lu He was there, all her calmness and suppressed emotions All are broken.

The screaming factor in her heart told her, Xu Jinxi, stop struggling, you still like him. No matter how calm you act now, you still like him.

Feelings cannot be deceived.

"I actually..."

Xu Jinxi wanted to say something else.

Lu He hugged her directly, his movements very stiff.

This was the first time he took the initiative to contact someone. The feeling of close contact with others was different. He had never hugged anyone before, so he didn't know how strong he should be. He just hugged Xu Jinxi deeply in his arms.

"Then you, have you forgotten now?"

Xu Jinxi: "If I say no, will you think I am a loser? You used to dislike me so much, hate me so much, and even wished I would disappear from the world, but when you said you wanted to try to be with me, I was still shaken."

She felt that she was a loser.

But there was no other way.

She was a loser.

Because she couldn't forget.

Lu He said: "It's my fault."

"When I liked you, you didn't like me, how could it be your fault?" Xu Jinxi was a little aggrieved: "You just said that you wanted to try with me, but you didn't say you liked me."

"Xu Jinxi, I like you."

Lu He said.

He was wondering if he was too cold. It was not easy to have a little sun, and ordinary little girls surrounded him. Chirping like a little sparrow, never stopping.

But because of his indifference, the little girl disappeared.

Later, he thought that if he could see her again, he must seize the opportunity. But after that, the little girl seemed to no longer be the little sun that warmed him. She became indifferent, and there was no light in her eyes. He wondered if she didn't like him anymore? That's why she did that.

After hesitating for a long time, he decided to fight for it.

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