Chapter 1347

The ending may not be what I want, but I have done my best, live a good life. If you are happy, it doesn't matter if you forget me.

——Preface

——There is another thing. I don't know if you will meet the person you like. I actually designed some plots for you to get back together with that person after I am gone. I don't know if it will succeed in the end. Because there are some things I must confess.

When you graduated from college, didn't you say that you wanted to confess to Song Yun? At that time, I stopped you, not because you might fail, but because I was selfish.

I like you, so I don't want you to confess.

Girls may not understand boys' minds, but I can feel that Song Yun's feelings for you are different from those for others. So I was very panicked at that time, afraid that you would become someone else's.

I know that my idea is very selfish.

I also know that it was because of my selfish idea that you became so painful later, so I have been trying to make up for this matter. When you and Song Yun had a relationship, it was me who promoted it.

Because the drug you drank was given by my friend, who wanted me to have sex with you so that you would forget about others and be with me. Because they think you are a very traditional woman in your bones.

And I don't want to get you so unkindly.

So, I gave Song Yun the drug. But I am a very selfish person, and I didn't let Song Yun know what happened between you two. All the memories are yours alone, and I admit that I am really shameless.

But I have no choice.

Later things happened naturally and logically.

You became my wife, and the child is mine.

I enjoyed that wonderful time very much, and I am very grateful that you thought of me instead of others when you encountered difficulties. But I should also tell you that it was me who caused you two to be separated for so long even though you may have a good impression of each other.

I asked the doctor and knew that I might not live long. So I am trying to make up for my mistakes back then, but I don't know if that person still feels for you. If so, I hope you two can be together.

Because I have already said hello to that person in a very subtle way, but I don't know if that person's heart is still with you.

——I have wanted to tell you the truth too many times, but every time I see your face, I always can't express my feelings. I don't think I have the courage to stand in front of you and let you blame me. Because it's all me who made you lose your happiness.

——All the decorations here are based on your previous ideas. Bright floor-to-ceiling windows, warm colors, and your favorite sofa and bedside table. There is even a study room prepared for you.

I can't do much in my life, and I also know that my family treats you very badly, so I secretly left a small part of things for you.

I hope you will be happy without me in the future.

This recorder has too much information.

The things inside are also in accordance with the pattern he said. Wen Yu's feelings for Tong Yan are really affectionate. He knows everything and even prepares everything. Things that have not happened are also calculated clearly.

After he died for so long, he is still calculating.

Song Yun did not get married and have children, so she met Tong Yan.

"He has never talked to me so much. When we are together, we never discuss serious matters. Every time, it is either daily life or eating and drinking. He has never even told me his vision and thoughts for the future." Tong Yan held the recorder tightly, but did not have the courage to step into the room.

It seems...

As long as she does not go in, the man in her memory will still appear in her memories, vivid and arrogant. In his heart, Wen Yu has never been a gentle person, but a very arrogant little princess, who always helps with poisonous tongues and solves all problems.

But he tried to live a gentle life.

Song Yun also heard it, and saw it even more.

There was a demon in his heart shouting——

"See? This is the consequence of bringing her here. Is this what you want to see? No matter what Wen Yu does, he will always live vividly in Tong Yan's heart, and even make you feel the most painful thing, do you know?"

The demon continued: "The living can never be as good as the dead. Maybe that person is not so good, nor so perfect, but he just happened to be gone in this world, and everything he did touched Tong Yan, and just based on this point, she will never forget it for the rest of her life. So you lost this battle from the beginning."

What if you are generous?

What if you let her know everything?

Losing is losing.

There was another voice in Song Yun's mind——

"Even if this is the case, I don't regret it."

Didn't that person do so much just to touch Tong Yan? For this touch, other things can be pretended to be blind. In this case, why can't he fulfill his wish?

He has been with Tong Yan for five or six years.

But he, Song Yun, has a lifetime.

What's the big deal as long as he can persist?

"Song Yun, let's not go in and take a look, let's go."

"Are you sure?" Song Yun asked.

"Just think of this place as a memory. When Nao Nao grows up, I will bring her here to see it. This is a memory left to her by her father. But I really can't accept any good intentions about Wenyu. "Tong Yan smiled.

"Um?"

"I've already decided." Tong Yan said.

Yan Yi had said before when he gave her a psychological test that she had lived a very hard life, walking in indecision every day. I have never made a serious decision, and I have never lived for myself.

Thinking about others is ultimately undesirable.

so……

She also wanted to be willful for once.

Throw away all inferiority, all inequality, and live for yourself.

"There should be no need to tell the working people what the social leadership wants to do." Tong Yan asked Song Yun: "Didn't you say before that fairy tales are all black? You even made all fairy tales into a self-made version. analyze."

"When did it happen?"

Song Yun asked.

He found that Tong Yan only knew him when he was pretending to be sophisticated in college. At that time, he didn't know how to hide his emotions and just wanted to squander his youth because there were too many things that were easy to get. So I don’t care that much at all.

Tong Yan didn't say anything. He just thought about the time when he argued with someone and the person hit him. He originally thought he would return it, but it didn't. He just said lightly: "I am a person who does not believe in violence. As an adult, I don't believe in violence." If you hit me in this situation, prepare to receive my lawyer's letter, and you will see a dark future for yourself."

She seemed to understand.

At that time, Song Yun was venomous, arrogant, and indifferent.

Later, he became gentle, gentlemanly, self-denial and polite.

Therefore, Wenyu has always had the shadow of Song Yun.

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