Chapter 1275
Song Yun said: "I will leave you with some private time while I go outside."
After he finished speaking, he really left.
"Okay, I think you don't want him to know, right? Don't worry, the doctor also has the right to keep your confidentiality. I just want to know your truest thoughts. It is our duty to treat illnesses and save people. So, Ms. Tong Yan, I hope you can cooperate." Mu Xianchu said, his current identity is a doctor.
Tong Yan said: "Okay."
She sat on a chair nearby.
She knew who Mu Xianchu was, a medical master in the eyes of outsiders.
"Now clear your mind and I'm going to start asking you questions."
After Mu Xianchu finished speaking, he also gave a reminder: "I don't have any hypnotic effect. I hope you can answer honestly when I ask you everything. Is that okay?"
Tong Yan said: "Okay."
"OK."
Mu Xianchu sat opposite her, and Tong Yan still couldn't see her.
He said, "I heard that you got married. What was your love life like with your previous husband? Did you take good care of your daughter, Tong Song?"
"As plain as water, both of us are working abroad. He is a war photographer, and I am a war reporter. Because of an accident, he lost his life. The two of us take great care of our daughter. Less. I feel very guilty about this.”
Mu Xianchu understood and continued to ask: "Then I can ask you what was on your mind after you had sex with your daughter?"
"suicide."
"How did it ease in the end?"
Tong Yan said: "What a joke. She has known how to make me worry-free since she was a child. She has always been with me during the darkest time. I almost couldn't bear it anymore, but when I saw her smile, I felt like I was watching Like the sun."
Mu Xianchu asked: "So you knew the relationship between Nao Nao and Song Yun from the beginning. Nao Nao is Song Yun's child. You still insisted on giving birth to this child, right?"
"right."
Question: "So, you have feelings for Song Yun? Because you have feelings for him, you gave birth to the child of your love with him? But why did you stay anonymous for so many years and didn't let him know that you had a child?"
Tong Yan replied: "Song Yun and I have never started any love or relationship. Everything that happened between the two of us was just a misunderstanding. Maybe it was my one-sided crush on him, and at that time I knew that he was A non-marriage advocate. So I hid my pregnancy and never told him that we had a relationship. I even chose to get married in order to hide the fact that I was pregnant.”
Mu Xianchu was silent for a moment.
He said calmly: "When you raised your daughter independently, did you ever blame the other party in your heart? Did you complain that Song Yun didn't know anything?"
"No."
Mu Xianchu: "You are lying."
Tong Yan smiled: "I really didn't, I just felt that I shouldn't have been so close to Song Yun in the first place. Some people are born to be the pride of heaven and the flowers of the high mountains. I should be aloof, but I am different. , is just an inconspicuous existence. If I get involved with someone like that, I will be the one who gets hurt.”
Therefore, her strong, fragile and sensitive self-esteem forced her not to get close to Song Yun, not to be helped by his so-called responsibility. She would rather choose to leave arrogantly without any nostalgia, and did not want to let both of them fall into trouble because of his so-called responsibility. Among extremely difficult factors.
That would be bad for both people.
"So you didn't let him take responsibility for you because of your inferiority complex? How do you feel about him in your heart?" Mu Xianchu paused for a moment and said, "This is where your heart knot was at the beginning. ”
He did not wait for Tong Yan to answer and continued: "Because of your sensitive and fragile self-esteem, you left Song Yun after the two had a relationship. He did not have any right to know. Then you appeared with your five-year-old daughter. In front of him, you have interfered with his life from beginning to end, so you feel that you may have delayed his life. "
Tong Yan shook her head: "I didn't."
"You may have wanted to abort the pregnancy at the beginning, but for some reason you kept the child. After giving birth to the child, you began to feel depressed again, feeling that having this child might not be a thing for you or Song Yun. Good thing. So you started having postpartum depression. But when your baby starts to laugh, you do. Suddenly I feel that life is full of hope. Sometimes women are so glorious and great, so you slowly accept this child and accept the worst part of yourself, right?" Mu Xianchu analyzed it and asked: "But I'm very confused, what are your current considerations? Why do you feel depressed?"
"My husband is dead." Tong Yan said.
Mu Xianchu was silent.
"Everyone in my family has died."
Mu Xianchu remained silent.
"Furthermore, my husband's family knew that Nao Nao was not their child and asked Nao Nao to leave that home. Something happened to my eyes. I was really at a loss because my own abilities were no longer enough. It was a complete family trouble, so I had no choice but to find Song Yun." Tong Yan said.
Mu Xianchu understood.
This is where she is most depressed right now.
Things that I didn’t want others to know, and secrets that I wanted to keep. But because of helplessness, because of her own powerlessness, Song Yun found out about this, and her originally relaxed mood became different.
"Tong Yan, actually, you still like Song Yun in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't feel so guilty. You are definitely sorry for him and delayed his life. It made his originally ordinary life so much... An accident, that is, your common child, right?" Mu Xianchu shook her head, feeling that sometimes women just think too much and restrict themselves.
Tong Yan did not nod or shake his head.
But the meaning is very obvious.
"I understand." Mu Xianchu said.
"I can't help you with this matter. I can only help you treat your eyes. As for your heart disease, you still need a heart doctor. You know Song Yun's character better than I do. You can listen to his choice or not." Mu Xianchu said: "Ms. Tong Yan, you just put too many shackles on yourself, try to relax a little."
Tong Yan asked: "I'm like this now, and I'm still so relaxed."
She left Song Yun when she was at her most high-spirited. At that time, she was extremely proud, but in front of Song Yun, she still felt that she was not worthy of the stage and had a low self-esteem.
Now, she no longer has that awesome job, no pride, and has become a useless person who can't see anything. How can you stand in front of the other party?
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