Chapter 393 No

It's not good for these guys to stand here all the time. There is a group of people kneeling next to them.

Chen Mu looked at the kneeling onlookers around him. He withdrew his gaze and looked at the main gods in front of him. He said, "Since we are here, let's all come in. It's just right. I plan to say something."

After saying that, Chen Mu entered the competition tower on his own.

Lu Yi and others also followed Chen Mu into the competition tower.

Hearing footsteps behind him.

A string in Chen Mu's heart was plucked: "That's not right..." Two words blurted out from his mouth.

"Huh?" Ying Long next to him looked at Chen Mu beside him, and she said doubtfully: "Ancestor, what did you just say?"

Chen Mu came to his senses and said with a smile, "I didn't say anything."

At this time, a voice sounded in Chen Mu's head.

"wrong……."

"No...no."

"wrong."

"None of it is right."

The smile on Chen Mu's face slowly faded.

The greenery behind them seemed like they had rarely been together before.

They followed Chen Mu, talking and laughing.

Listen to their voices talking and laughing.

Chen Mu couldn't help but slowly clenched his fists.

"No, that's not what I want."

Along with the messy thoughts in my mind.

Chen Mu felt a pressure on his heart.

That is the 'qi' accumulated from various emotions.

Everyone has emotions, and when these emotions accumulate to the limit, they can crush a life.

Perhaps, when a person is talking and laughing, his inner emotions are already crushing his life.

Some people can't understand that a person who was chatting and laughing with you yesterday ended up jumping off a building and committing suicide the next day.

Emotions will be hidden, and others cannot see the hidden emotions.

Chen Mu led everyone to his residence.

Enter the gate.

In the hall, Killer Whale and Jiuwei were sitting on the sofa watching TV. When they saw Lu Yi, they came over.

The killer whale and Kyuubi both had smiles on their faces.

"They're all here." The killer whale smiled.

Kyuubi stood up, his face full of joy.

They gathered together, talking and laughing.

Next to them, Yinglong and Polaris were holding each other's hands. The girl Yinglong had a playful smile on her face, while Polaris' face was still as reserved and uneasy as before.

Qinglong next to him was stroking his pale beard, with a kind smile on his face.

They gathered in groups in the greenery next to them, chatting and laughing, telling stories about the past.

Next to them, Jiuwei was sitting next to Lu Yi and the others, chatting with Lu Yi about Chen Mu.

They were joined by a nearby killer whale.

The whole room was talking and laughing.

Looking at the scene in front of me.

Chen Mu had various thoughts in his mind.

Is this what you want?

Is this the ordinary you want?

Is this the feeling I want?

No!

wrong.

None of this is right.

wrong.

"Ancestor." A voice interrupted Chen Mu's thoughts.

Chen Mu came back to his senses. He looked at the person talking next to him and saw Ying Long looking at him, with a trace of doubt in her eyes.

As soon as Ying Long said this, everyone next to him looked at Chen Mu.

Ying Long said: "Ancestor, your face doesn't look good."

Chen Mu forced a smile and said, "I'm fine."

No, what I want is not these.

That's not what I want to see.

I want to feel something other than these.

I have evolved for hundreds of millions of years, and what I want is not these.

What do I want?

What do I want? What do I want?

Smile? To please the creatures you created?

Be a good father and take good care of your children as a father?

No, no, none of that.

That...that...?

"Ancestor, didn't you just say that you had something to say?" Yinglong smiled and said.

Chen Mu took a deep breath and said with a smile, "I can just tell Lu Yi about this. You don't need to know."

With that said, Chen Mu looked at Luyi and said, "Luyi, follow me."

As he spoke, he raised his hand, and a space-time gate appeared next to Chen Mu.

Chen Mu stepped into the gate of time and space.

Through the gate of time and space.

Chen Mu's figure appeared on a deserted planet. He stood on the surface of the planet and looked at everything in front of him.

So what do I want?

Don’t I want to be ordinary?

Yes, I want to be ordinary.

I want to experience emotions, I want to know how to feel those feelings.

I want to be an ordinary person.

Ordinary people who can cry and laugh.

But have I cried? Have you ever laughed?

Are those fake smiles smiles?

What am I?

What do I want to be?

What am I?

What do I want to be?

No, as long as I am Chen Mu.

As long as I am Chen Mu, it is impossible for me to cry or laugh.

Chen Mu raised his hand and looked at his hand.

Even if I gain my previous consciousness and previous memories, I am not an ordinary person.

Chen Mu couldn't help but clenched his teeth.

"Ancestor?" Suddenly, a voice came from behind.

Behind Chen Mu, Lu Yi stood there, looking at Chen Mu's back in confusion.

Chen Mu was shocked when he heard what Lu Yi said.

Disgusting..., so disgusting.

Chen Mu turned his back to Lu Yi and said slowly: "There is a man named Chen Tian in Fengta City. I want you to accompany him and protect him. Do you understand?"

Why? Why is this so? Why should I do this?

This is not what I want, so disgusting.

Lu Yi was stunned, and she stared at Chen Mu's back.

Lu Yi came back to her senses and said, "Yes."

Chen Mu said, "Go back."

Lu Yi looked at Chen Mu's back, and she felt a little strange.

But she could truly feel that this was her creator.

But...it's different.

Something is different.

Luyi said: "Yes."

With doubts in her mind, she turned around and walked through the door of time and space and left.

The door to time and space is closed.

Chen Mu was the only one left on this desolate planet.

“The evolution I seek, the evolution I believe in, is meaningless.”

"I want to feel emotions, I want to become an ordinary person, I want to be myself again."

"I simply can't do it."

"I am who I am."

"Even if I get back my body, consciousness, and memories before I turned into a sea squirt larvae, I can't abandon my previous experiences."

"As long as Chen Mu exists in this world, I will never be able to become the person I once was."

"That's not what I'm after."

"This is not what is being pursued!"

"This is not what is being pursued!"

"That's not the point of me!"

"This is not the faith I want!"

! ! !

At this moment, all the emotions condensed in Chen Mu's mind, and those emotions that had been subconsciously ignored by Chen Mu finally broke out at this moment.

"Ha ha."

"Hahahahaha!"

"Hahaha!"

Chen Mu started laughing wildly.

Crazy laughter echoed on this planet with a sparse atmosphere.

"I am the ancestor!"

"I am the beginning of all creation!"

"I am the ancestor of all things!"

"I am the Creator of the Lord God!"

"I'm a joke!"

"I don't even know what I am."

"I don't even know what I want!"

"I pretended to be my old self, I pretended to be myself transformed into an ascidian larvae!"

"I pretend I can laugh and I can cry."

"nausea!"

"nausea!"

"Ha ha!"

Wild laughter echoed throughout the planet.

As long as Chen Mu exists, I will never be able to go back to the past.

As long as I still exist, I am still the ancestor.

As long as I exist, then I can't get what I want.

As long as I exist, I don't feel all meaning.

Even if I go back to the past time scale, even if I go back to myself before I became an ascidian larva, my consciousness, my strength, everything about me is still there.

The laughter slowly subsided.

Chen Mu's red eyes were filled with tears. He gritted his teeth and blood overflowed from the corners of his mouth.

He stretched out his hand.

There is a black door of time and space in the void.

He penetrated deep into the gate of time and space.

at the same time.

On top of another galaxy.

A giant hand appears.

That giant hand held that galaxy.

I want to make a sword.

A sword that can cut through everything!

This sword is composed of consciousness, time, space, matter, dark information, everything known and unknown.

Galaxies are the basic building blocks of the universe.

These things can be found within the galaxy.

Galaxies include it all!

Chen Mu drives the evolutionary system and uses his control ability.

A whole galaxy of everything.

All consciousness, time, space, matter, dark information, known and unknown in the galaxy are all compressed and reorganized into a three-foot sword under the influence of control ability.

Chen Mu shook his hand.

Holding a three-foot long sword.

Pull out from the gate of time and space.

He looked at the sword in his hand and put it on his neck.

Chen Mu's 'ordinary' feelings could no longer resist the emotional torture. He couldn't bear it anymore.

If it were the ruthless Chen Mu, he wouldn't care about these emotions at all, but as an 'ordinary person', Chen Mu has already suffered a mental breakdown.

He thought: As long as Chen Mu is still here, I won't be able to find what I want.

As long as I exist, I will not be able to find the ordinary that I want.

Makes no sense.

Makes no sense.

Everything is meaningless!

Chen Mu closed his eyes.

Use your hands hard.

The long sword slashed across Chen Mu's neck.

Blood gushes out.

Chen Mu's consciousness darkened.

"Bang."

The body fell to the ground in response.

‘Clang. ’

The long sword fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

As time passes little by little.

A man with white hair and white clothes appeared out of thin air next to Chen Mu's body. He picked up the sword beside Chen Mu's body.

He looked at Chen Mu's body, then stretched out his hand, and a stone flew over.

He sat on the stone and looked at Chen Mu's body: "I brought you two pieces of news, one good news and one bad news."

"The bad news is that your suicide attempt was not successful."

"The good news is that with this touch of your neck, you have finally succeeded in obtaining the ordinary you said."

He stood up and disappeared into thin air.

When a person has feelings, the person will be influenced by the feelings.

When Chen Mu was ruthless, he couldn't feel any pain.

When he has feelings, he suffers.

The memory that Chen Mu possesses matches Chen Mu's own consciousness before he turned into an ascidian larva.

This is not an unreasonable combination.

In the end, Chen Mu was overwhelmed by various complex emotions and thoughts.

Choose to use the Sword of Order to cut off everything you own and end your life.

But, it's a pity.

Chen Mu seemed to have forgotten.

He is a cosmic giant at this moment, and the cosmic giant is composed of countless universes.

And in those universes, everything, every flower and tree, is himself.

The Sword of Order can cut off Chen Mu as an 'ordinary person', but it cannot cut off all consciousness, matter, and life in the finite universe...

Chen Mu's suicide failed.

But he also succeeded.

Because this sword cut his own memory into pieces.

Chen Mu didn't know.

Because after Chen Mu wiped his neck, he lost his memory.

His dark message, protected by the evolutionary system, did not spread.

But because he has no memory, he is wandering in this universe without any purpose.

Chen Mu didn't know how long he had been floating. Everything he saw was black.

Time passed like this.

Suddenly, Chen Mu saw a bright light ahead.

He moved toward the light.

Suddenly, Chen Mu opened his eyes.