Chapter 618 Peter, the Farm Is Also My Homeland
"Did time change the ending?"
Listening to what Peter said, Cili fell into thinking.
Although he has the ability to travel through time and space, Xili has never had a clear understanding of his abilities.
Sometimes, she just completed the time travel for no reason.
The unstable portal often takes her to some inexplicable places.
For example, in order to avoid the pursuers, she opened the portal and entered a world full of plague.
She felt a little uncomfortable and quickly left the place, but when she returned to the Demon Hunting Continent, the plague began to spread on the continent.
Xiri always suspected that she brought the plague to her world.
Xili, who was afraid of his own abilities, believed that his ability was "cursed", and he did not believe that his ability would have a positive meaning and save others.
Now that Peter has heard about time, she understands what Peter means.
Peter wanted to travel through time and go back to the past to change the ending.
But she didn't have the confidence that she could do it, nor did she believe that she could save others.
"actually……"
Cili said to Peter with some frustration: "I can't control my abilities accurately."
"Besides, if I use this ability, it may lead to worse results."
Cili looked at Peter's eyes, "Peter, although I have the ability to 'transmission of time and space', I also fell into another kind of confusion. When I have infinite possibilities in front of me, it is difficult to determine the direction, and I become A true wanderer is worried about his adoptive parents, but he is lost in the world.
"There are countless attempts, each time different, and every time the same - this is not where I want to go. When I can't control the direction, what if I can break through time and space? In all kinds of worlds, I will always be an outsider."
Speaking of Xiri, a hint of sadness appeared in her green eyes.
"Repeated attempts, repeated loss, extreme freedom brings extreme loneliness. When I travel through time and space, I have never missed my relatives so much. No matter how friendly or hostile the next world I come to, I only It will make me miss the world of my hometown more—at this moment, the concept of home is no longer the homeland.”
"I no longer believe in my ability, which can bring me better results. Peter, I am just a wanderer, and I may not be able to change anything."
Listening quietly to Cili's words, Peter was slightly moved.
He didn't expect Xili to have such a life experience, nor did he expect that she would be so afraid and hate her abilities.
"But here, will you still feel lonely? Cili."
Peter took a deep breath and asked Cialis.
"No, it's different here, here... makes me feel the meaning of home, here, it seems that everything is different, sometimes, Peter, you will make me feel that we have been familiar with each other for a long time, if there is no revenge in my heart Fire, if I had no hatred, maybe I would have always wished I lived here.”
As he said, Cili walked towards Peter and gently held his hand.
"Peter, during these times I spent with you, I knew what I was inside."
"Whenever I think of the collapse of my homeland, my exile, and my sense of the darkness of the human nature of the world, I used to feel that I had the responsibility to do something. At that time, I didn't know what I wanted to do. In fact, I started with the beginning. The original intention of learning swordsmanship and spells is to protect yourself.”
"And now, I have expanded it to do my best to protect the few morals in this world. You may have repeatedly warned me not to meddle in other people's business, but you are unwilling to stand by when you encounter things, even if you know there is no good result, even if you know there is no good result. .”
Speaking of this, Xiri looked at Peter's eyes with a hint of tenderness.
"So I know I have to go back and finish something, after that, if I come back alive, I will always wish I lived here, Peter, you said time, yes, maybe I will change the ending when I go through time, but I am also afraid of my curse, fearing that my power will destroy everything and destroy all the good memories I am here."
Peter was slightly stunned when he listened to Cili's true love "confession".
He could understand Xiri's feelings.
On the one hand, Xili felt that she had the responsibility to accomplish what she had to do - revenge or the bond of family affection, and on the other hand, she was afraid of her abilities, the curse of her abilities.
"We will eventually face fear and failure, and we will definitely take this step. Xili, although the results may not be satisfactory, we will finally take the first step towards a mature and confident life, tired and bloody , pain, behind you is a long road of exile, but I believe that your life path must be beautiful."
"Happiness will definitely be brought to an ending."
Peter said, reaching out and stroking Cialis's hair.
Originally he wanted to tell Xiri that she could use her abilities to go back in time and change the end of Buckbeck's death.
But after hearing Xiri's emotions, he did not continue to talk about Buckbeck, but instead comforted Xiri in a low voice.
Hearing Peter's words, Cialis didn't say anything, but leaned over and leaned his head in Peter's arms.
Sirius next to him was a little embarrassed.
He wanted to leave, but felt embarrassed when he was discovered.
But if you stay here, it will feel even more embarrassing to be like a wooden man.
He had never experienced this situation before, so he had to sit here stiffly, not daring to move.
At the same time, I couldn't help but pray that this tormenting atmosphere would disappear quickly.
...
night.
Hogwarts, Infirmary.
Ron, who had a leg injury, lay on the hospital bed and looked at Dumbledore who had not seen for a long time.
Dumbledore has heard Mark, Harry, Hermione and Ron tell the story of the Screaming Shed.
"So...Padric knew about Sirius and Lupin from the beginning, right?"
Dumbledore asked Harry.
"Yes, it's Mr. Padric who has been helping us behind the scenes."
Hermione said to him: “I even misunderstood Mr. Padric.”
Dumbledore nodded and said, "Well, that's amazing."
"But Buckbeek is dead and we can't save it."
Mark added next to it, showing a frustrated expression on his face.
"Time is such a wonderful thing."
Dumbledore suddenly said something stupidly, then looked at the large clock opposite the infirmary.
“If we make good use of it, sometimes it will have unexpected results.”
After Dumbledore finished speaking, he blinked at Hermione, "You know the rules, Miss Gryffindor, don't be seen by anyone, otherwise you will have big trouble."
There is no mistake, one, one, one, one, one, one, one, one 619, one book, one, one, one, one, one, one, a book!
As he said that, he walked up to Hermione and made a watch winding, "Maybe three twists backwards are the most appropriate."
After saying this, Dumbledore left the infirmary directly.
When the door was closed, he suddenly turned around and smiled at the few people, "Oh, by the way, when I can't make up my mind, I often walk the old path again."
Mark looked at Principal Dumbledore's back in confusion and asked, "What does the principal mean?"
Ron lay on the hospital bed, ate a bite of sweet milk cookies, and bulged his cheeks and said, "I don't know, maybe he's having some nerves?"
"I see."
Hermione suddenly realized, "It's a time converter."
Harry looked at her for no reason, "Which time converter."
"We're going back to the past and save Buckbeek!"
As she said that, Hermione took out a necklace from her neck with a small shiny gold timer hanging on it.
“We can use it to go back in time, and I got this stuff from Professor McGonagall to take more classes.”
While explaining, Hermione hung the chain around his and Harry's necks and said to Mark beside him, "Come here, let's go together."
After Mark, who was confused, came over, Hermione shook her head regretfully at Ron on the hospital bed, "Sorry, Ron, we may not be able to take you there this time."
"What?"
Before Ron could express his protest, Hermione twisted the time converter.
The moment he pressed the time converter, Mark immediately felt himself flying back quickly, with various blurred cloud shapes flashing in front of his eyes, something was knocking in his ears, and he couldn't hear his voice.
The surrounding scenery was changing rapidly, and Mark and Harry both looked stunned.
When the surrounding scenery stopped changing, Hermione opened her eyes and took off the time converter around her neck.
"What time is it now?"
Hermione asked Mark.
"I...I don't know."
Mark looked at the big clock opposite the infirmary and swallowed and said to Hermione, "It's about 7:30."
"Very good. Yesterday at 7:30, we were probably in the forest cabin in Haegeng. We had to hurry up and not be discovered by anyone."
As she said that, she pulled Mark and Harry and ran quickly towards the Hagrid Cabin in Forbidden Forest.
...
at the same time.
Padrick Farm.
Xiri, who was lying on the bed, opened her eyes.
"time……"
Getting off the bed, Cili repeated the word in his mouth.
What Peter said to her during the day kept recalling in her mind.
Perhaps Peter is right, ‘Traveling through time’ is not his own curse.
Or, it's more than just a curse.
If you escape your abilities because of fear, you may never grow up.
I must take this step, and although the results may not be satisfactory, this is the first step towards a mature and confident life.
Thinking of Peter's words in his mind, Ciali closed his eyes and opened the portal to enter the world of Hogwarts.
She needs to try to go back to the time and space of the past in the Hogwarts world.
After entering the world of Hogwarts through the portal, Cili recalled the feeling he had when he traveled through time and space before, and took a deep breath to try to open the portal.