Chapter 2142 Maturity

Are you... alive?

Just one person, living well?

Under the cold white light, she stared at the cold body beside her for a long, long time. After a long, long time, Chiba slowly raised her hand, gently placed the cold hand that was holding her tightly. On the girl with a satisfied smile.

There was no expression on his face.

However, such a thought flashed through his mind.

A thought that seemed to be questioning the girl who could no longer answer, but also seemed to be questioning herself, flashed through the heart that was mixed with grief, frustration, and was already lifeless.

Then, he gently let go of his hand, which he didn't want to let go of.

Should I be grateful for who I was?

at this time!

Then, after letting go, he stared at the girl whose skin was almost transparent, and a bitter smile slowly appeared at the corner of her mouth.

A bitter smile that seemed uglier than crying.

If I had not repeatedly experienced that cruel memory, repeatedly experienced so many deaths, so much grief, and even the kind of grief that almost made me lose my emotions and feelings, I would still be able to maintain the most basic sane?

Then, under the ugly smile, such thoughts passed through Qianye's mind.

That's right, the reason why Chiba can still maintain his current sanity and not do anything drastic or even make any exciting moves is entirely because of that cruel memory.

Because of that cruel memory, he grew up.

If it were him who had not experienced that cruel memory, at this time, I am afraid that he would have been completely hysterical, completely defeated by grief and anger, and it would be normal for him to do any irrational things.

Even, the best thing may be to chase out Nobuhiko Uchiha at all costs, and then, before twisting off Nobuhiko Uchiha's head, all kinds of terrible things and bottom-line things will be done. Do it, as long as you can kill Uchiha Nobuhiko.

It is estimated that after unscrewing Nobuhiko Uchiha's head, he will not be able to bear the emptiness after revenge, and then commit suicide.

And now, after experiencing that cruel memory, repeatedly seeing and feeling so much loss, so much grief, and the kind of hysteria that caused the loss of feelings and feelings in her heart, Chiba knew , and I also know very well that if I lose my mind at this time, the final outcome may be even more tragic and meaningless than my past self.

If he loses his mind now, it will be an escape, a betrayal, a betrayal of Kushina, Hirohiko, and Minato, and an insult to Yukina's act of self-sacrifice!

Therefore, he cannot lose his mind or become hysterical and desperate.

On the contrary, if he wants Yukina's sacrifice, Kushina's concern, Hirohiko's heart, and Minato's gift to be meaningful, he must live.

Live well.

Because his current life is a continuation of their lives.

It was they who gave up the chance of resurrection and left the hope of survival to him.

They don't want him to die.

They don't want a world without a time traveler named "Taki Chiba"!

This is their "love" for themselves that transcends life.

To be honest, Qianye wants to be hysterical now, wants to be desperate, and even wants to use the power of the light ball immediately to cause serious damage to the world even though it cannot be destroyed.

But, he can't.

Reason told him that he couldn't.

Perhaps, when he expected that Kushina and Namikaze Minato would die, and decided to use the reincarnation technique to resurrect everyone, sacrifice one of himself, and save everyone, he had actually made plans in his heart for all plans to fail.

Even if the reincarnation technique fails.

All irreversible plans.

At this moment, possessing the most basic sense, he even had the feeling that "Sure enough, this situation will develop".

It was also this feeling that neutralized the boiling negative emotions in his heart, allowing him to still have the most basic sense of reason.

Also, the ability to think.

And precisely because he has the ability to think, he knows that even if he destroys the world now, it will not help.

It's just in vain.

It's just a moment of venting anger, followed by endless emptiness.

After destroying the world, only one person is left.

What you want, you still can’t get back!

Could it be that all of this was what I expected in the past?

Is that why I had to go through that cruel memory?

He knew that I, who had feelings, would eventually destroy myself because of my feelings, so he let me experience that cruel memory again and again, using that cruel memory to train me and make me adapt to the pain of losing the most important person. .

And, seeing the emptiness after revenge?

Yeah……

is that so?

In the past, although I had no emotions or feelings, I could see through the two sides of emotions.

Feelings do make people stronger.

However, in the same way, there are advantages and disadvantages. While feelings can make a person strong, they can also destroy a person.

Moreover, it completely destroys a person.

Then, in the next second, all kinds of emotions were intertwined in his heart, like a millstone twisting the most basic rational negative emotions. Deep in Chiba's heart, such a thought slowly emerge.

Following this thought, he suddenly discovered that his past self seemed to have arranged a path for him.

The straightest path leading to the past self in an absolutely rational state without emotions and feelings.

And now, despite my grief, extreme grief, frustration, and extreme frustration, I still maintain my rationality and thinking ability. This is a gift given to me by my past self.

This is what I wanted in the past, to have emotions that can make me stronger, but also to have the true strength of reason and sobriety that even this strong emotion cannot shake?

As this thought emerged, Chiba's thoughts slowly began to drift away.

So, what should I do now?

What can be done?

Now, is it really the end?

Then, as his thoughts drifted away, Qianye seemed to have caught something, something that made him get everything he wanted.

This time, it is not simply that there is still hope, nor is it simply that you do not let yourself down and force yourself to pursue it, or that you are thinking about something innocent because you are avoiding failure, such as reincarnation in the dirt and using reincarnation again. Ideas like innateness.

Rather, it is a practical way to get everything you want once and for all!

"Um?"

Then, at this moment, just when Chiba felt something, his eyes seemed to find something and fell on Xuena's other hand.

This is?

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