Chapter 1581 If You Don't Leave, I Won't Give up (189)
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"I understand!"
Man Leisha looked at Long Chaiyue's face and suddenly realized, "So, you love Yang Zimei!"
"She is the person my brother loves, and of course I love her too."
Long chasing the moon answered in a high-pitched voice.
"No, it's not this kind of love! At first I thought you were in love with your brother, and thought you had a special brother-in-law plot, but unexpectedly, you have a lace complex, and you love that Yang Zimei. But you yourself refused to admit it. , so showing your love for your brother is a bit domineering and a bit bizarre."
Manresa shook her head and explained.
Long Zhuiyue was startled and argued, "How is this possible? How could I possibly fall in love with a woman? My love for her must be because she is my sister-in-law and has been taking care of me. What's more, I am super I hate her being with my brother."
"Haha, it's not her that you are jealous of, it's your brother."
Man Leisha laughed, "I also understand why you hate me so much. You don't hate me being with your brother since I was a child, but you hate me for wanting to hurt Yang Zimei, right?"
Long Zhuiyue had never thought about this issue.
Now that Man Leisha said this, her heart seemed to be beaten hard.
is that so?
She muttered incomprehensibly in her heart.
I hate that Yang Zimei is with her brother, not because she wants to occupy more brother-sister relationship, but because she wants to stop her brother from being with Yang Zimei?
How could this be?
Long Zhuiyue recalled the first time she saw Yang Zimei at the ancient tomb, and recalled the days she walked with Yang Zimei.
At that time, before her brother came back, she saw Yang Zimei and wanted to give her everything she had. She liked to follow her, watch her laugh, watch her talk, and watch her run errands for her.
I felt very happy at that time.
As soon as her brother came back, she was completely stuck with her brother, and she didn't have much time with herself.
Seeing that she and her brother were very close together, she felt very irritable and uncomfortable in her heart, and wanted to separate them.
Could it be because of Yang Zimei, not because of my brother?
Long Zhuiyue felt that he was completely messed up.
"Haha, am I right?"
Man Leisha was completely stunned when she saw her, forgetting that she was being constrained, and said gloatingly, "It's not a man or your brother you love, it's Yang Zimei!"
"roll!"
Long Zhuiyue kicked Man Leisha angrily, "Nonsense! I like her because she is my brother's woman."
Man Leisha didn't want to be beaten by herself anymore, so she followed her and said, "Okay, you can think what you want."
"Get away from me, I want to be quiet for a while."
Long chasing the moon said irritably.
Man Leisha was eager to get away from her side quickly, so as not to be kicked and beaten by her, so she left in a hurry.
After Man Leisha left, Long Chaiyue fell into deep thought again.
She began to organize her thoughts carefully, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that Man Leisha was right.
It seems that the person I really care about is not my brother, but Yang Zimei.
She has been clinging to her brother like this, and deep down, she is not relying on her brother, but wants to see Yang Zimei's jealous eyes, and wants her to look at herself more.
In many nights, she missed the warm feeling she once cried in Yang Zimei's arms.
Whenever she patted her shoulder lightly and looked at herself with a pair of concerned eyes, she felt her whole body throbbing like an electric current had struck her.
Is this love?
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[Xixi once spent a period of time studying psychology. Like Long Chaiyue, whether it's a love for a brother or a same-sex love, it's actually quite normal, but most people just don't know it. Director Ang Lee also said that in the bottom of everyone's heart, there is a certain broken back (homosexual) complex. Therefore, don't accuse Long Chaiyue of being perverted. If we are willing to look directly into our hearts and truly analyze our emotions, few can be normal. 】