Chapter 1903 The Original Script of "Shanghua Passes" (Part 2)

(3) Shame down

I lay on my side on the warm bench paved with tiger skin, listening to the maids in the palace talking about the recent developments in the harem.

"You mean that Concubine Shu dropped the teacup in front of her palace servants when she heard about my pregnancy?" I lifted the plush, sat up slowly, and asked the girl in front of me.

"This slave feels that Concubine Shu is jealous of her being favored by the emperor, and that she has the emperor's dragon seed so quickly, that's why..."

"Zhu'er, don't talk nonsense, how can you, a little girl, say anything about the harem? Isn't the lesson from last time not enough?" I interrupted the little girl's utterance, and the little girl immediately shut up and knelt down: "It's the servant who is talking too much, please forgive me."

"Get up, don't mention this matter again." I glanced at the girl at my feet, "Send a message to the girl next to Concubine Shu, and say that I have something to ask Concubine Shu to enter the palace."

Facing Zhu'er's puzzled gaze, I slowly stroked my gradually protruding belly with my palm. This child cannot be kept, but before that...

Severe pain spread from the stomach to all the limbs. The tearing pain was like cutting a piece of flesh with a blunt knife, which was actually true. The flowing blood is a constant reminder of what's coming out of me, and it's...my child!

"Yan'er, hold on, I can't live without you. Hurry up and do it, if something happens to your mother, I will let you all be buried with me." The man's caring whispers and slightly trembling roars could be heard next to his ears.

Cold sweat fell from my forehead, and my eyes were extremely hollow in an instant. I lost something completely, just like when I was in the middle of a fire, I wanted to hold the concubine's hand, but I could only watch helplessly. The fire devoured her bit by bit, so powerless, so painful, it seemed that even her consciousness was completely emptied.

The palace lady came over with a basin of clean water. The man was honest and drove everyone out. He slowly wiped my body, as if he was touching a crystal doll that might break at any time. Be careful and solemn.

"Child..." I turned my head to look at him in a daze, the hoarse voice made me a little dazed, did I make this voice?

There was a jerk as he wiped my knuckles, and silence fell between the two of us.

After a long time, suppressed sobs rose slowly and echoed throughout the room. Something dripped on my fingertips and accumulated more and more. The man in my palm.

"Why did God treat me like this, why did he treat us like this? How can you bear it, how can you bear it?" Tears rolled down the corners of his eyes and wet my palms. At that moment, my heart seemed to be burned by something. It's a dull pain.

Just lying on the edge of the bed, he took me into his arms.

The familiar and warm breath, the familiar and warm embrace made the tip of my nose suddenly sore.

It's really strange, haven't my tears already flowed out in that year? Didn't you already make a decision before coming back here?

But now, why does my heart still ache when I see this person in such pain? I don't know, I really don't know.

On the second day of the miscarriage, Tuoba Hong summoned all the slaves in the palace to question him.

"Drag all the people in the hall out and chop them up." Tuoba Hong's bloodshot eyes were extremely frightening.

"The emperor spares my life, my majesty spares my life. The servants dare not be slack in serving the empress. I hope the emperor will see clearly." The servants' kowtows and begging for mercy echoed in the empty bedroom, with a trace of weirdness.

"The imperial concubine's child fell by herself?" Tuoba Hong reached out to fish the table, and the teacup was torn apart beside the palace man.

"The emperor spares my life, the emperor spares my life." The begging for mercy kept coming and going.

"Your Majesty, before the imperial concubine's abdominal pain, Concubine Shu came to visit and brought some supplements for the empress to take..." Zhu'er suddenly spoke, causing the atmosphere in the palace to freeze instantly.

"Concubine Shu?" Tuoba Hong gritted his teeth and spit out these two words, and left with a wave of his sleeves: "I'll give you one more chance, take good care of your empress, if you come back and see your empress, there's nothing wrong with it, none of you will want to see the sun tomorrow .”

Tuoba Hong did not return to my bedroom for three days after leaving such a sentence, but these three days were enough to shock the entire empire.

On the first day, Concubine Shu's entire family was beheaded, and more than a hundred people including Concubine Shu washed the stone steps of the Meridian Gate with blood. The reason for the beheading was to murder the emperor's heir.

The next day, the concubine's miscarriage was found to be caused by concubine Shu's drugging. Concubine Shu was an accomplice, and the mastermind was the empress.

On the third day, the prince kowtowed at the court hall to plead guilty for his mother, and said that the evil concubine of the Ming Dynasty would surely bring disaster to the Northern Wei Dynasty. The emperor angered her for being unfilial and abolished the prince.

In just three days, concubine Shu was killed, the empress was banned, and the crown prince was deposed, while I obediently lay down on the bed in the palace, quietly listening to the turmoil in the court, and waiting for the man's return.

On the fourth day, he finally returned to my side, stroked my hair, and the first words he said to me were: "How about being my queen?"

Those star-like eyes, stained with blood, were as gentle as ever. I stared at him for a long time, and finally uttered a word: "Okay."

He smiled, with naked joy in his crooked brows and eyes, but with strange tears, but for some reason, my heart hurts, not very sharp, but painful to the bone marrow.

On the day I became a queen, I sat in front of the vanity mirror, put on rouge, put on yellow flowers, supported the heavy phoenix crown on my head, and put on the complicated scarf.

Looking at himself in the mirror, who looks like a demon, he dabs a little rouge on his lips, the bright red is like a burning flame, once he gets close, he will be pulled into the fire and burn out.

"General Li, you can't go in." Zhu'er's voice came from outside, making me pause slightly in putting on makeup.

With a bang, the door was pushed open roughly, and Li Huan walked in with a cold face.

"General Li, if I remember correctly, men are not allowed to enter the harem privately, let alone enter the queen's bedroom. Are you trying to rebel?" I squinted my eyes slightly, looking at the man who had been with me since childhood. The man next to Tuoba Hong.

"Empress?" Li Huan was not frightened by my words at all, and sneered, "If this is what you want, I have nothing to say, but please think about it for the emperor, otherwise, empress You will regret it someday."

After Li Huan said this to me with a sullen face, he turned his head and left.

My heart skipped a beat, and I pressed my trembling hands against the dressing table beside me, feeling cold sweat running down my back. Did he know anything? regret? No, I will not regret it, never! I clenched my hands tightly on the table, and the slender nails left a series of nicks on the table.

(4) Death

The earth rejuvenated, and there was a sound of dripping water from the melting snow. I stretched out my hand to catch the snow water falling from the eaves, and stretched out a hand from the side, wiped my cold hand clean, and wrapped it in the warm and generous in the palm of your hand.

"Yan'er, don't be naughty." Tuoba Hong's handsome face was slightly haggard, and a layer of dark circles appeared under his originally radiant eyes.

"The emperor is busy recently?" I asked in a low voice.

"En." He just responded to me lightly, then hugged me horizontally and walked towards the inner room.

When I woke up the next day, he had already left my bedroom. He never mentioned political affairs in front of me, but there has never been an impenetrable wall in this world.

Less than half a month after the abolition of the crown prince and empress, he made me his empress and led me all the way into the palace. The resolute style and cruel and bloodthirsty methods have already made the civil and military people of the Manchu Dynasty panic, rumors are everywhere, and what's more...

"Your Majesty, don't want to ignore the Northern Wei Dynasty for the sake of a generation of enchantresses. This person is sent by the heavens to endanger our Northern Wei Dynasty. Please arrest her immediately and burn her to death in front of the Meridian Gate. Only then can the people be satisfied and the country be pacified!" It was a veteran of the two dynasties, who stopped us on the side of the road and ordered to die.

Tuoba Hong looked down at him condescendingly, and said: "The Duke is old, you can return to your hometown." He led me back to the bedroom.

"Are you afraid?" Tuoba Hong held my hand and kissed my forehead, looking at me worriedly.

I shook my head and said with a low smile: "Now in the eyes of everyone, the courtiers and concubines may have become Xia Jie's concubine and Shang Zhou's Daji. If this continues, I am afraid that my emperor's reputation will be destroyed. The king may wish to consider it." Lord Xia's proposal..."

Before he could finish speaking, his lips were pressed against the man's eyes with complicated expressions: "If you are really the beauty who wrecked the country, then I will be willing to be the king of the subjugated country."

I was stunned, but I didn't know how to respond, until the sound of hurried footsteps came from outside, and the guards in the palace knelt down in front of us in panic: "My Majesty, Your Majesty, the Duke bumped his head against the pillar at the gate of the palace, How will the emperor deal with the death of breathless?"

"Dead?" Tuoba Hong's eyes widened, he tightened his hand holding me suddenly, and he ordered with a cold face, "Collect the coffin for burial, and transport it back to the Duke's Mansion."

"Yes." The guard stepped back, and the man buried his face in my neck.

I trembled and called out in a low voice, "Your Majesty."

"Don't move, let me hug you for a while, just for a while." The man's voice was rare and helpless.

My hand paused, and I slowly stretched it up his back. I couldn't tell what kind of feeling I felt in my heart. I knew that things were going in the direction I wanted, but I didn't feel any joy. I closed my eyes silently. I closed my eyes, knowing that the building would be full of wind and rain, but I felt tired.

The remonstrance of the Duke’s death failed, and the incident of blood splashing on the palace gates spread like wildfire. The reputation of the emperor’s bloodthirsty spread throughout the Northern Wei Dynasty again. Both the common people and the myriad changes in civil and military affairs are all ready to move. They are all waiting for an opportunity, just as I ignore everything, Waiting for the arrival of the last moment.

They didn't make me wait too long. That night, the fire spread from the east palace to the main hall, and the deafening shouts were blocked by the thin door. He was sitting on the throne with a dazed look and a haggard face.

This is the first time I have seen him so weak, without the aura of the emperor, without the majestic strength, like a defeated dog, and this is all thanks to myself.

Obviously I should laugh, should ridicule wantonly, should take advantage of this moment to clarify everything, but I feel like my throat is blocked by something, and I can't open my mouth no matter what.

There are only the two of us left in Nuo Da's palace, and the silence is eroding my sanity bit by bit.

Just when I was about to be unable to hold back, the door was suddenly pushed open, and I trembled all over, but it was not those thieves who made trouble, but Li Huan.

"You're finally here." Tuoba Hong leisurely walked down from the main seat, as if he had been waiting for this person's arrival from the very beginning.

"My lord, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has led five thousand troops into the side hall, and I'm afraid we won't be able to stay here for long."

Li Huan reported the situation outside respectfully, but Tuoba Hong didn't show any fear, and there was a smile on his brow.

"Take the queen out of the palace." Just six words hit my heart like a heavy hammer, making me turn my head to look at him in disbelief, and just as I was about to say something, he lowered his head and kissed him all words.

"I know what you want to say, Yan'er, live well." He was still smiling, with tenderness and farewell in his eyes, and a trace of emotion that I couldn't see through. I suddenly became nervous, feeling something was breaking away own control, but powerless.

My mind was running fast, but the pain from my neck took away all my consciousness, and my last consciousness was on the man's complex eyebrows and the whispering voice: "Yan'er, I love you."

Don't, don't! I clamored to refuse in my heart, but my body went into dormancy step by step against my will.

When I woke up again, I saw Li Huan's complicated eyebrows and eyes. I propped up my upper body, and the lost memories rushed into my mind. I grabbed Li Huan's sleeve anxiously and asked, "Where is he? Your Majesty!" Woolen cloth?"

Li Huan didn't answer my question, and looked at me quietly for a long time. Those deep eyes were like an abyss, able to pass through countless barriers, and peep into the deepest part of my heart. I lowered my head guiltily, and pulled him The hand on the sleeve was stubborn and never let go.

"Don't you think it's too late to ask this question now? Empress, no, maybe you should be called Princess Muyan."

Li Huan didn't have any ups and downs in his words, which shocked me all over. I let go of his sleeves and looked up at him in surprise: "You knew it from the beginning?"

"That's right, didn't the princess realize that your face is exactly the same as Concubine Liu's back then?" Li Huan looked down at me, his eyes were too hot and fierce, which made me flustered inexplicably.

"Since you already knew, you should know the purpose of my coming here, why didn't you tell Tuoba Hong?" I bit my lip and asked.

"Hehehe..." Li Huan sneered, and finally the sneer turned into a big laugh, which made my heart rise to my throat again.

"Tell the king? Why do people like Wang need me to tell?"

Li Huan's words made my eyes widen to the extreme again, and I grabbed the clothes in front of me tightly, almost pulling my body under the clothes to bleed.

"Impossible, impossible." I murmured in a low voice, my mind blank.

"How is it impossible?" Li Huan had a bit of cruelty in his eyes, so cruel that he wanted to cut me into pieces, "Even I can recognize your face at a glance, let alone growing up with you. I regard you as the king of life."

"I don't believe it, I don't believe it." I hugged my head and covered my ears trying to block Li Huan's words, "If he knew my identity, why would he keep me by his side? Why would he let me do whatever he wanted? He If you knew you were my own brother, how could you touch me? How could you let me be pregnant with that incest product? Impossible, you must have lied to me."

"No." Li Huanzhu interrupted my self-talk firmly, looking at me with a bit of pity.

"What?" I stared blankly at the boy in front of me.

"The king knew everything from the beginning, and that child was not a product of incest, because you were never the real princess of the royal family, and you were never the real sister of the king. You are just a stranger who has no blood relationship with the king. "

Li Huan's words were like chains of shackles, which locked all my consciousness in an instant, and then emptied out. I slowly let go of his hand and sat slumped on the bed.

At that moment, I heard the sound of my world collapsing suddenly.

(5) death

I am the thirteenth princess of the Northern Wei Dynasty. I was born to one of the four concubines, Concubine Liu. Since I was a child, people around me obeyed me in everything. But my favorite is my elder brother, the current crown prince - Tuoba Hong.

We grew up together and were inseparable. My father even joked that he would betroth me to the eldest brother as a child bride. At that time, I just laughed it off, but I didn't expect that the jokes of the year hit the target, and the word became a prophecy.

I lowered my head and let the corners of my slightly raised lips be stained with bitterness. At that time, I naively thought that my family could live happily for the rest of their lives and never be separated, but I didn’t want that woman to ruin everything when I was ten years old. .

"Concubine Liu's virtue is not good, she is promiscuous in the harem, and she bestows three feet of white silk, and all of Liu's family will be executed." That imperial decree swept away all happiness, and made me fall from the clouds to hell overnight.

That night I stared blankly at the figure of the concubine mother hanging high above the beams and pillars, and the swaying lanterns reflected her pale face.

The ignited fire burned everything completely. In the monstrous flames, the maid beside my concubine narrowly escaped death and took me away from the palace, but at the last moment I saw the woman who was sneering outside the palace, the eldest brother's biological mother. — Mrs. Lee.

That moment of hatred filled my eyes, why her? And why him?

I got all the trust and sincerity I gave, but was trampled under my feet. I vowed that one day I would make him and the entire Northern Wei Dynasty pay for everything I had suffered, so I came back.

I thought I had everything in the palm of my hand, but in the end I found that all of this was just the silent connivance of that person.

He knows that I have established my position in the palace through the matter of the imperial garden. He knows that I personally killed their child and blamed Concubine Shu. He knows that I sent someone to frame the queen and anger the prince. He also knows that I released Bewitch the Lord's rumors and make myself a target, just because I know He will protect me from the wind and rain.

He knows it all, he knows it all, he is just cooperating with me, letting me get everything back and lose everything, that's too cunning, too cunning!

Tears slid down my cheeks, but didn't make a sound. Li Huan didn't make a sound, just watched me collapse and struggle.

"Where is he?" After a long time, I struggled to utter a word.

"Royal Mausoleum."

I tightened my fists, raised my head to look at Li Huan, and said firmly, "I'll accompany him."

Li Huan's eyes were full of astonishment, but then it slowly turned into reality.

The dim candlelight flickered on the aisle of the imperial mausoleum, and I walked in step by step.

It turns out that you have known for a long time that I am not your biological sister. It turns out that you have known that I was born with the person you love before your mother and concubine entered the palace. It turns out that you have always understood the intention of the emperor.

But you don't tell me, if you tell me, I will not abort our child even if I die, because I love him as much as you, and I love him so much that I can't bear to let him live in this world as a child of taboo.

You are so bad, you made me busy for such a big circle, but told me that everything I did was wrong, leaving a place for you in my heart forever, so you have to be responsible.

I slowly walked into the room where the coffin was placed, and looked at the well-dressed man, who was as handsome and handsome as ever, with a peaceful face, as if he was just sleeping peacefully at this moment, rather than dying forever.

Touching his side face lightly with fingertips, the icy cold feeling is so strange, every time I was held in his arms in my memory, it was so warm, but at this moment, this cold and hard feeling reminded me that what I saw in front of me was a corpse.

[Old friend, a woman who I regard as my own sister. ] You were reminding me then, weren't you?

[Why did God treat me like this, why did he treat us like this? How can you bear it, how can you bear it? 】At that time, I naively thought that you were complaining about injustice, but now I think you are blaming me, right?

"Brother Huang, you clearly know that Yan'er is dull, how can you speak so cryptically, Yan'er doesn't understand, so this matter can't be blamed on Yan'er, only you can be blamed, right?" I caressed his face and asked willfully. road.

"You let Yan'er live well, but since Brother Huang made a mistake, Yan'er doesn't want to follow what Brother Huang said this time. This is a punishment for Brother Huang, and it is also a punishment for Yan'er. I believe Brother Huang You won’t blame Yan’er, right?” With tears in my eyes, I stepped into the spacious coffin, lowered my head and kissed his forehead.

The long sleeves fluttered, and the light and shadow were blurry. The bright light reflected the faces of the two of us, and the blood donation splashed on the two of us, merging into one.

I stretched out my hand across his chest, quietly looked at his profile, and listened to the sound of blood dripping from his neck. I seemed to see the figure of that person in a trance, and I smiled slightly.

"Yan'er, one day, I will marry you as my wife and make you the happiest person in the world."

"Okay, from now on I will only marry the emperor's brother, and only be his wife."

Once young and crazy, under the peach blossom tree, you promised me a lifetime promise, and I will return your love for the rest of my life. After thousands of sails and Shanghua passed away, I finally realized that the wish in my heart has never left, but you have long been gone.

People say that it is difficult to paint the skin of a tiger, but it is difficult to paint the bones, knowing the face but not the heart. If there is an afterlife, I only wish to draw your bones with my heart and never separate.