Chapter 285 Good Vs. Evil
"No, I shouldn't say recently, I should say you went out for a trip and you have changed a lot compared to before."
Aozaki Orange thought for a while and changed the description slightly.
Roy has changed a lot compared to before.
Orange has watched Roy grow up almost all the way. From when he first came to Fuyuki City to now when he became a pioneer selected by the roots, she has witnessed his journey along the way. All the changes in the past few years are like a straight line. Just as clear as heart.
"It's changed a lot, hasn't it?"
Roy lowered his head and pondered.
Has he really changed that much?
Of course, it has changed a lot compared to before. Not to mention being with Jiemon, even when he first came to Fuyuki City, his mentality was completely different from now. Soon after, he cut his personality into two. part.
But when it comes to visiting the world of Xuezhan City, he didn't feel any changes in his state of mind.
"Have I really changed? Is it big enough for you to see it so quickly?"
"How long do you think I have been with you?"
Seeing Roy asking in surprise, Aozaki Orange laughed disapprovingly.
"Your changes cannot be hidden from my eyes. To be specific, you feel a lot more cheerful. Although you were smiling before, that smile just made me feel cold when I saw it."
The former Roy, specifically, the Roy who was preparing to participate in the Holy Grail War. Although his personality had been divided, even the friendly side on the surface was just pretending and was quite superficial. , his friendliness towards people is like the moon in the mirror, invisible and intangible.
Although Roy was smiling at that time, it was just a magic trick used to hypnotize others. Aozaki Orange, who had a deep understanding of what kind of person he was, could only see the ferocity hidden in his heart through that smile. , there is no warmth at all.
But Roy is a little different now.
His current smile made Aozaki Orange feel less cold than before and became much more cheerful.
The friendly personality now is like a real smile that exudes friendliness from the bottom of my heart, and is no longer as fake as before.
"Is that so... That may be a change in the environment. After all, there are no magicians in the world over there."
After Chengzi said this, Roy felt that he had indeed changed a lot.
I am obviously much more relaxed in Xuezhan City than here.
However, he didn't feel that it was that special. He just thought it was influenced by the environment. After all, he hated magicians from the bottom of his heart. Of course, it would be easier to relieve the haze in his heart in a place without magicians.
"maybe."
Orange also thinks this statement may be correct.
She thought for a moment, this was always a good thing.
Roy is originally incompatible with the magic world, and can even be said to be two parallel lines. He can gradually get rid of the influence of the past, instead of being immersed in the past, but moving towards the future, which is also something Chengzi is happy to see.
After all, being unable to get rid of the entanglements of the past is also where Chengzi is most powerless.
"Speaking of this, Chengzi, I actually have something to ask you."
Roy caressed the flawless white bare back in his arms, with a hint of depth in his eyes.
"When I was in that world, someone once said that I relied too much on small tricks to cut my personality. They suggested that I discard my glasses and re-integrate the two sides of my personality..."
He told Chengzi everything Fan Xinglu had warned him.
"There are wise people over there, and that person is right."
As soon as Roy finished speaking, Chengzi nodded simply.
"I wanted to tell you this before, but the darkness in your heart was too heavy at that time. If you didn't use this method to suppress it, I don't know what you would do, so I didn't point it out."
Orange, a pioneer of this approach, had long since identified Roy's past reliance on cutting up his character.
She was using this technique, and Roy was relying on this technique.
The usage methods of both sides are completely different.
Fan Xinglu's statement is absolutely correct.
"what about now?"
"It should be okay to tell you now... But if we want to reintegrate our personalities, although there are certain risks, it is not impossible."
Aozaki Orange thought carefully and gave a cautious answer.
Mental magic, no matter which category or level it is, has different risks. There is no risk-free mental magic. Even hypnosis may turn people into idiots, but the possibility is smaller. .
But Chengzi feels that Roy is no longer the Roy he used to be, so it's not impossible to try to integrate his cutting personality.
In the past, the ratio of good to evil in his heart was 0.1:9.9. If he were to fuse forcefully, he would probably be dead. But now he has changed a lot. The ratio of good to evil has increased a lot, and the risk has naturally dropped a lot. In theory, both sides The best time for fusion is when the personalities have reached a perfect balance.
After Cheng Zi thought for a while, he asked Roy seriously.
"If different personalities want to be integrated, the key is to find an opportunity for integration - do you feel the opportunity?"
"This is where I am most clueless right now. I feel like I have this opportunity, but I don't know what it is..."
Roy gave a helpless bitter smile. He could feel that he had that opportunity. He felt that if he could find that opportunity, he would be able to integrate his personality. But the problem was that he didn't know what that opportunity was.
"It's not that there is no opportunity, but that you can't find it?"
Aozaki Orange raised her eyebrows slightly, and her expression quickly eased.
"In that case, there is no problem. Listen carefully, you'd better not go out of your way to find it. It's best to maintain the status quo for the time being. Isn't there a saying? If you plant flowers with intention, they won't bloom, but if you plant willows without intention, they will grow into a shade. Since you already have that opportunity, you will definitely find it in the future. Just wait for that time to come."
"In the world view of magic, the more people who are prone to getting stuck in a dead end, the more likely they are to fall!"
Roy was already at risk of falling, so he had to be a hundred times more cautious in this matter.
"Your suggestion is the same as not having it..."
Roy's mouth twitched slightly.
He thought Orange was an expert in this field, so he asked her for advice. He didn't expect that her advice was to let him wait slowly.
"Oh? Do you have a better idea?"
"Just ignore what I said."
"Let's go to sleep. I'm exhausted tonight."
Aozaki Touko yawned, regained a lot of strength, broke free from Roy's arms, and fell asleep on the pillow.
Roy lay beside him, but Touko's words echoed in his mind.
What he recalled was not the part about the fusion of personalities later, but the part about his big change before.
"Have I really changed a lot..."
Roy looked at the ceiling, his eyes were dull and he was obviously lost in thought.
"Is it because there are no magicians in that world? Or is it because of something else..."