Chapter 1119 Father and Son (39)

Loki returned to the bedroom Thor had prepared for him. As soon as he got back to the room, he threw himself into the soft big bed, covered his eyes with his hands, and lay there in silence.

Helen ran over, jumped onto the bed, grabbed Loki's arm and started shaking it: "Are you crying? Don't cry! Don't be angry about her, let's go to the backyard to play!"

Loki's arm was pulled apart by Helen. In fact, he didn't cry, but the expression on his face was very complicated. He suddenly stood up and sat on the edge of the bed. Helen looked at him blankly. After a while, Loki turned to look at Helen and said: "Don't tell anyone what I said later."

Helen immediately patted her chest and said: "Don't worry, I'm the most strict, just like Dr. Schiller. "Sure!"

"I just know you look like him, so I asked you not to say it." Loki rolled his eyes and said, "I know the reactor in your chest can record, turn it off quickly."

Helen dropped her hands in frustration, coughed twice, and the light of the reactor on her chest went out. She muttered softly, "Damn, the trick Pikachu taught me doesn't work."

Loki reached out and hugged her. This was actually just a gesture of intimacy and coaxing, but when he felt Helen's body temperature, he seemed to be frightened and withdrew his hand with a "whoosh".

Helen also sat down on the bed, her legs tucked up, swaying constantly. She propped her hands on the bed, looked up at Loki and said, "What do you want to say? Don't worry, you can tell me anything you can't tell others. I won't tell anyone. We can promise!"

"Nothing." Loki shook his head gently, frowned slightly, and his expression was very complicated. He said, "It seems that Her Majesty the Queen should have met more than one Loki, but maybe it's normal..."

"The Loki she has, that is, Sylvie, is very special. Maybe other Lokis who have entered the Time Administration also want to find her to retaliate against the director of the Time Administration."

"But it seems that they didn't get any benefits from Her Majesty the Queen, but this is also normal..." Loki sighed softly and said, "She even got More amazing than Odin's military exploits, and those of me who can only shout and yell can't be her opponent. "

"Then what are you still struggling with?" Helen's voice is always crisp, she said very straightforwardly: "You are stronger than them, what are you still worried about?"

Loki took a deep breath, rubbed his cheek with one hand, and said: "Before being taken away by the Time Administration, I felt very anxious. At that time, I didn't know where those strange anxieties came from, but later, I gradually figured it out..."

"I thought I was anxious to save Asgard and was anxious about the unknown time of Ragnarok, but maybe not. "

"Thor already has everything she wants, the throne, honor, and the admiration of the Asgardians, but what about me?"

"What do you want?" Helen asked.

"It is precisely because I don't know that I feel irritated." Loki pouted and said, "I think I want power. Only by getting power can I save Ragnarok, but I don't know how to get power... Question Thor? Question Odin?"

"Or stand here and wait for them to give me everything I want?" "Loki shook his head gently and said: 66 When should I wait? The day before Ragnarok?"

"But if I want to take the initiative to fight for it, I can neither say to Odin, 'You should give me your son's rights', nor can I say to Thor, 'What you gave me is not enough, you must make everyone respect me'..."

"But now, I find..." Loki was silent when he said this, as if he didn't want to say the next words.

But soon, he said, "Thor is right. Asgard has the same influence on me and Thor. Thor has become arrogant and reckless because of their admiration and praise. What about me?"

"Why is it that when I want to get something, the only thing that comes to my mind is waiting in place. If I want to fight for it, I just want to beg others?"

After listening to what he said, Helen blinked and said, "What else? Are you going to overthrow them by force?"

Helen slowly leaned back, revealing an expression of "Don't take me with you if you want to die". Loki gently patted the back of her head with his hand. Helen giggled and Loki also smiled.

"Your Majesty, the Queen has taught me a very important truth." Loki lowered his eyes and said, "I don't need to wait for anything, nor do I need to fight for anything."

"I am the prince of Asgard, the brother of the God King. This is my existing identity, and the royal identity should have power."

"The reason why I feel that I don't have it may be because of what Thor said, I am always seeking the recognition of the Asgardians."

"I think I must have a bargaining chip for them to respect me, either the ability to be on par with Thor, or the recognition of Odin, so that they will respect me and treat me like Thor..."

"Isn't it?" Helen asked.

"Of course not." Loki shook his head and said, "They should respect me. No matter if I am a prince or a prince, as long as I am a member of the royal family of Asgard, I should enjoy all this."

Loki maintained a thoughtful expression and said, "In fact, I am not without power, but I have never used it. So, why didn't I use it?"

"Thor is right. The Asgardians said I was unworthy, so I felt that I was unworthy. So, when they showed that I was unworthy, although I would question them on the surface, in my heart, I felt that I was really unworthy and that they did nothing wrong."

"So, I would start to think, how could I deserve all this? But I think about it, there is no room for advancement. There is only one throne, where can I rise? "

"Thor already has a stable rule, I am his only brother, there are only a few royal members in Asgard, the father and queen of the gods have long been out of the picture, and they don't even show up. Sif and Thor haven't been married yet, and they don't have a formal status. Isn't that the only one left?"

"There is only one god king and one prince. If they treat me better, will it tire them to death?"

Helen was stunned. She didn't expect Loki to say this. In the past, although Loki liked to hurt others with words, he rarely used a complacent attitude to blame others.

Seeing Helen's slightly surprised expression, Loki looked at her and said, "You are also very strange. Why have I never thought of this before, right?"

Helen hesitated for a moment and said in a tactful tone, "They always say that you are arrogant, but I think you are actually quite humble..."

Helen touched her face with her hand, and then said, "I think arrogance should be like Dr. Schiller. Whenever something goes wrong, you must find the problem from others."

"Actually, I am really very strange..." Helen crossed her arms, stared into Loki's eyes and said, "Can I ask you a serious question?"

Loki nodded, and Helen looked at him with a very puzzled look and said, "Did you really just think of finding the problem from them?"

Loki supported his hands on the edge of the bed, raised his head and said, " Do you know? Living in an environment where everyone thinks you have a problem, you will also think you have a problem..."

"I won't."

What surprised Loki was that Helen's rebuttal was very straightforward. She jumped off the bed, walked in front of Loki, looked at him and said:

"I know you all treat me as a joke. You don't think I'm your daughter at all. It's just because I'm important that you take time to play with me."

"You think I'm the link between you and the Iron Demon. If something goes wrong, he will help you for my sake. That's why you maintain a relationship with me. You don't really care about me or love me."

Loki was a little stunned because Helen was so sure of what she said, and her tone was not like a child at all.

"I know, everyone thinks so. I was not born by you, but jumped out of the cracks of the stone. I just appeared in your life so abruptly. It's good enough that you don't find me annoying."

Loki looked at Helen in silence, but did not see any resentment or dissatisfaction in her eyes. Helen sighed and said, pretending to be mature:

"But I don't care at all, and I don't think it's my problem. Do you know why?"

Loki blinked, but did not ask aloud. Helen looked into his eyes and said, "You have lived for so long, but you are not as mature as me. I am not saying that you, the god of fraud, are nothing more than that."

Helen hugged her arms, looking very proud. Loki gently stretched out a hand and touched her forehead, then bent his fingers and flicked her head.

"66" Ouch!!!" Helen covered her forehead and screamed, took two steps back, Loki smiled and looked at her and said: Have you seen the power of the God of Fraud?"

"Don't make trouble, I'm talking about business." Helen rubbed her forehead and said:

"I have long accepted the fact that I am not the most important. Everyone has to accept this fact, sooner or later."

"People's energy is limited. No one will revolve around another person every day, unless he has Li Kedong."

"You are willing to spend time and energy to accompany me. Whether you really love me or just want to use me, the time and energy you spend are not fake, and the happiness I get from my company is not fake either."

Helen shrugged her shoulders, looked at Loki and said: "You and Tony are very busy, Pepper and Frigga are actually busier than you. You are willing to take time out of your busy schedule to accompany me, a monster that jumped out of the cracks of the stone. It's already very good."

Loki looked at her a little dull and said: "Compared with me and Tony, don't you think you are more like another person?"

Helen shook her head and said, "You mean Dr. Schiller? He actually doesn't think as cheerfully as I do. He is so conflicted. He wants you to be sick every day, and he also wants you to not be sick at all..."

Loki looked around and said in a low voice, "Stop talking. If he hears, we will both be in trouble."

Helen laughed and jumped onto the bed again, into Loki's arms, and kissed him on the face, saying:

"I don't care if I am your biological child or not, or if you love me sincerely, or in other words, giving is a proof of love."

"It doesn't matter if you love me for the sake of benefit, or if you don't love me the most."

"If I am with you for the time you can spend with me, In the past, I was entangled in these problems every day. It was obviously a very happy time, but when I recalled it, it was full of pain..."

Loki touched the place on his face where Helen kissed him with some melancholy. Helen stared at him and asked, "Do you know what the most vicious crime in the world is?"

"What is it?"

"Others have paid so much to create beautiful memories for you, but you question every day why they paid for you, wasting all the good times, and finally, blame others for not loving you..."

Loki looked at her face, was silent for a while, then slowly stood up, hugged Helen in front of him, and saw the sunset shining through the window of the Asgard on a face that was almost exactly the same as his.

Golden light shone into Helen's eyes, and when she blinked, her eyelashes seemed to embrace the sun.

Loki stretched out his arms, then slowly raised them until Helen was sent into the light.

He focused on Helen's eyes shining in the light, as if he had seen the most beautiful gem in the world.

Helen smiled, waved her hands and shouted:

"Dad!"

Loki retracted his arms and hugged Helen tightly.

When the setting sun shone on him, the shining luster on the edge of the armor became hazy and soft.

Every wanderer who left his hometown thought that he could only take away a pillow of tears.

But for thousands of years, the ancestors who left alone, crossing other people's rivers and lakes, took root in this strange land, extending their solid roots to the distance, until they left the fruits of their blood. ,

That is their extension, their destination, the proof that they are no longer alone in this world, and also their new bond with this beautiful world.