Chapter 1424 Soul Sorrow

"In fact, for a while, I thought I was a monster too," said Ravenclaw quietly.

Ivan didn't look into her eyes. He never thought that Ms. Ravenclaw had endured so much.

He knew that all the other party's reactions were simulated by high IQ, and that Ms. Ravenclaw was the smartest wizard in the world. This title was still recognized by all wizards even after a thousand years, and no one could surpass it.

However, Aiwen didn't know what kind of pain and suffering was plaguing Ravenclaw behind these.

Perhaps in the eyes of other wizards, such a Ravenclaw is a monster, even she herself describes herself as such.

Absolute wisdom to discard all feelings is indeed a terrible magical gift.

"Maybe some wizards want to acquire this talent, which will make them stronger, colder and more inhumane. As long as they can realize their ambitions, they don't care what they pay, but I hate it. Speaking of it, it's probably For the first time in my life, I can feel the emotion, that is, loathing my own talent, even loathing myself." Ravenclaw said slowly, shaking his head again, "No, I don't know if it's an emotion, Maybe it’s more appropriate to describe it as disgust converted by wisdom. My people want me to use this talent to lead the Ravenclaw family, but all my reason tells me to give up this talent. I don’t want to be the strongest or the most Smart wizard, I just want to be a normal, ordinary person, is that too much?"

Ai Wen was silent, yes, is this too much to ask? !

It might be the most humble and common wish he had ever heard, but it was extremely difficult for Ms. Ravenclaw.

"When I was young, I used to frantically look for a way to give up this talent, and even thought of death, to end my life, so that I could end being a terrible monster..."

"Professor, you are not a monster!" Ivan said, "You are, you are the greatest wizard."

Is Ms. Ravenclaw a monster? She sure wasn't, she was one of the world's greatest wizards.

Whether it is the creation of Hogwarts or the various efforts made to fight against evil gods, these are enough for everyone to remember her credit.

Dark wizards like Voldemort are monsters who use demagoguery as a means to bring misery into the world.

Ms. Ravenclaw is not. Even though her wisdom is enough to see through people's hearts, she chooses to use it to make herself more like a normal person and become an ordinary person. Maybe this is the pursuit of Ms. Ravenclaw for most of her life.

"Thank you, Ivan, you are kind and can bring warmth to others. Like Godric, Helga and Salazar, I am very glad to have met you, maybe because of your existence, let me I feel more like a complete person." Ravenclaw said with a smile, "Since you have been to the Time Titan, you should have seen the memory I left on the crown, right?"

Aiwen nodded. He remembered it very clearly. At the end of that memory, in order to find a way to give up his talent, Ravenclaw resolutely jumped into the maelstrom of Charybdis, where the sea was tumbling crazily Then, the waves splashed, the torrent was raging, and the powerful tearing force at the center of the vortex was enough to tear everything inside.

Despite this, after Ravenclaw jumped into the maelstrom, Gryffindor did not hesitate to jump in.

In the turbulent vortex, he held Ravenclaw's hands tightly, and would never let go, no matter what danger lay ahead.

Even in death, Gryffindor will be with Ravenclaw.

In that memory, Ivan, as a bystander, clearly felt Gryffindor's thoughts.

He believed that these thoughts must have been clearly and unmistakably communicated to Ms. Ravenclaw, even if she had no feelings...

"The moment the great vortex sucked me and Godric together, I felt something suddenly." Ravenclaw closed his eyes, as if he was recalling carefully, "It was a warm and strange feeling, they It was transmitted from Godric's body, slowly flowing with my blood, and finally flowed into here."

Her right hand was placed on her chest, where her heart was.

"I think it's love, it's happiness, it's the feeling I've always wanted. At that moment, my wish finally came true!" Ravenclaw said. "Even if the feelings are so faint, they are true It really came to me, I felt the warmth, I became a normal person, my soul really fit into the world."

"Professor, have you finally found a way to give up this talent from Time Titan?"

"No, I didn't ask him for it." Ravenclaw said with a smile, "The moment Godric jumped into the vortex with me, I had found feelings, and having these made me content. There is no need and no need to look for it.”

Is this enough? It really is……

"After that adventure ended, Godric and I found Salazar and Helga, and the four of us founded Hogwarts, and I felt that I had finally found what I should be pursuing, one that was more important than gaining affection. More meaningful dreams." Ravenclaw said, "Later, I gave birth to Helena, I thought I would be like a normal mother...but I didn't, I didn't understand what maternal love is at all, I just repeated the things I did when I was four years old, imitating other mothers, but I never thought about whether what I did was suitable for Helena. Hey, even if I feel the feelings, I am still not a normal person!"

Helena's tragedy was indeed related to Ravenclaw, but after knowing everything, Ivan felt that she should not be blamed.

It's not that Ms. Ravenclaw doesn't want to do well, but she really can't do it. In a sense, she is a poor person herself, and she is more qualified to blame fate and the world than others people to blame her.

But there was one question that Ivan still didn't understand, he asked, "Then why didn't you stop Baro just now?"

"Everything you saw in the forest is magic at the soul level. Neither you nor I have actually left Hogwarts, so it is impossible to do anything." Ravenclaw whispered, "Our soul follows the magic of the crown to find another magic that exists in this world. This connection only exists at the soul level."

"If apparating..."

"There is no magic that can make me appear in the depths of that primeval forest in an instant." Ravenclaw said, "I don't want to explain anything, Aiwen, but I hope you can believe that I don't want Helena and Barrow's Tragedy happens, and this desire goes far beyond other people. Maybe because I don't feel sadness, the death of the two of them hit me harder. In places you can't see, my soul and that insignificant Feelings are being tortured by wisdom..."

Her voice was still so calm, but it concealed a sadness that was close to despair.

Instead of listening with ears, Ivan felt it with his soul.