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Xu Sen has something to say to him?
The white-haired young man raised his eyebrows.
Zong Jiu and Xu Sen did not spend much time dealing with each other in private, or even very little.
Because the other party has a relatively calm personality, he is usually taciturn and rarely speaks out his true thoughts. But there is no doubt that Xu Sen is a very good person, but he is not good at speaking. He is absolutely not dragging his feet in his actions. He knows how to control the situation and knows the deep meaning behind every instruction of Zong Jiu. He is a very good subordinate who considers the overall situation.
In comparison, Xu Su used to be very angry and often did not think with his brain. Many times, it was thanks to Xu Sen that he was pulled back. But he is an extrovert, so Zong Jiu deals with him more. Even Tu Yumen often takes care of this little brother who has not experienced the beatings of society.
So when Xu Sen made such a request at this moment, Zong Jiu could not help but feel a little confused.
However, despite his doubts, he nodded on the surface: "Okay."
Xu Su responded, and accidentally hiccuped because he cried too long. When he reacted, his face immediately turned red.
Only at this time can you see some traces of youth and popularity from this young boy.
Even if Zong Jiu doesn't care about these things, it's not the first time he heard others say that Xu Su is becoming more and more silent, locking himself in the room every day and not going out, and opening a training ground at the main system like crazy to make himself stronger.
Xu Su wiped his tears, put the book of the dead in his hand solemnly on the coffee table in front of the sofa, walked out of the conference room with his head back every three steps, and didn't forget to help them close the door.
It seems that this is a private conversation.
Zong Jiu put down his hand and walked to the sofa and sat down.
After about three seconds, Xu Sen's voice came from the air in front of him.
"I'm sorry to bother Brother Jiu for asking Xiao Su to call you."
"It's okay."
The magician waved his hand, a little surprised: "I heard from Zhuge An that you finally used forbidden black magic by sacrificing?"
"Yes." Xu Sen replied: "It is indeed a sacrificial black magic that consumes vitality. Fortunately, it did not hurt the soul, otherwise even the Book of the Dead would be powerless."
"But even the Book of the Dead can only barely communicate with the dead. It is not a summoning technique that can summon souls. It is just a temporary solution."
Zong Jiu knew what Xu Sen meant.
Even if Zhuge An brought the Book of the Dead to Xu Su, it was only a short-term trade-off.
Xu Sen is dead, and this is an irreversible fact. Even if you can talk to him through S-level props, you can't accompany Xu Su for a lifetime, because people always have to reincarnate. If you can't let go of your obsession, you will only wander around the Forgotten River. One day, your soul will dissipate in the world.
At this point, Xu Sen paused slightly, "So... I want to ask you, no, beg you."
"If you can get the last universal wish ticket, please don't choose... to revive everyone."
This time, Xu Sen's request really surprised Zong Jiu, "Why?"
"Because the pain will never end."
Xu Sen's usually stable voice was choked with sobs, "Even if I survive, there is no way in the infinite loop to let the survivors return to the real world. One day in the future, as time goes by, even if I survive and can really be with Xu Su, we will inevitably usher in the death of another person. This cannot be avoided and will definitely come."
Indeed.
In the infinite loop, the survival time of senior survivors is only stable at about three years, but for more survivors, let alone one year, it is difficult to survive even one copy, and the survival rate is shockingly low.
After passing the difficult horror copy, the main system will assign senior survivors to higher and more difficult copies according to their strength. This goes on for a long time, and even experienced survivors cannot escape death.
Earlier, it is impossible to know when the infinite loop began to exist. But from the fact that Guiguzi, a representative figure, also died in the Investiture of the Gods dungeon, we can know that all those who try to destroy this loop will not have a good ending.
Just like Xu Sen.
If Zong Jiu made a wish to let everyone come back to life, everyone would be happy.
However, after they return to the infinite loop from the horror trainee competition, and after the rest time of the competition reward is used up, the survivors are destined to return to the mode of being forced to enter the horror dungeon every month to perform tasks.
Maybe the next year will be happy, but what about two years, three years?
Xu Sen said tremblingly: "But we have no way... to meet the death of the other party again."
Everyone can see how much psychological trauma and harm Xu Sen's departure has caused to Xu Su. Even if it is Xu Sen's place, it is the same. Especially if one of them is resurrected in the future and they communicate with each other to confirm their relationship, they still know that they are on a dead end.
The first separation is already like this, let alone the second time?
"I know this request is very selfish, but when I heard Xu Su say it to me, this is the only thought that came to my mind."
Xu Sen recalled the moment when he got the Book of the Dead and successfully contacted him not long ago. Xu Su cried and happily told him that Brother Jiu decided to bring all the dead companions to the grave. Xu Sen didn't say it, but his heart suddenly filled with bitterness.
"So... if possible, please don't make this wish."
Xu Sen's voice was obviously stained with tears that could not be calmed down.
It is obvious how much determination and cruel this decision and request made him.
Who doesn't want to live and kiss the one they love in the sun?
"If possible, I just want Xu Su to live well, preferably get out of the infinite loop, and then... forget me."
This was also the promise that Zong Jiu made to them at the beginning.
He said that he wanted to take everyone out of the infinite loop.
The conference room fell into silence.
Suddenly, Zong Jiu suddenly asked: "Did Zhuge An say anything to you?"
Xu Sen said "ah", and there was a sense of confusion in his voice: "No... He didn't talk to me at all. It was Xu Su who contacted me and summoned me."
The magician frowned slightly, rubbed his hands on his temples gently, and his light pink pupils were full of deep thought.
Recalling what Fan Zhuo said to him alone in the conference room, the devil's disdainful evaluation of Zhuge An.
Even thinking further back, Xu Sen and Zhuge An entered the S-level dungeon together, Zhuge An walked into the wrong space door, put himself in danger in the dungeon, consumed his own substitute doll prop for Xu Sen, and finally made an unusual sacrifice...
Then now, why did Zhuge An happen to randomly open the S-level prop Book of the Dead, and send this prop to Xu Su in the first place?
It's not Zong Jiu's fault for making associations, but this series of coincidences is too coincidental.
If there are too many coincidences, then the coincidences are not coincidences, but inevitability.
Zong Jiu has no doubt that Zhuge An has such ability.
Whether it is his mysterious and overdrawn ability to predict the future, or his tortuous and elusive mind and brain.
A flash of light that couldn't be faster seemed to flash through his mind, but when he wanted to catch up, it disappeared in the depths of his mind.
To no avail, Zong Jiu put down his hand and said lightly: "I know."
"I can understand your thoughts. But you seem to have never considered Xu Su's thoughts."
The white-haired young man hit the nail on the head: "For Xu Su, he will not, nor is he willing to think about the future or what will happen in the future. He just wants you to come back."
"If he knew that you said these words to me on your own and wanted him to erase his memory and return to reality on your own, he would be very angry."
"I know." Xu Sen said bitterly: "But I just want him to live."
Xu Su would not think so far. He just wanted Xu Sen to come back and hug his lover who could not express his feelings.
But Xu Sen would think very far. He not only wanted it now, but also in the future, and he didn't want to make Xu Su sad.
If there is a next time, whether Xu Su or Xu Sen died, the other person would definitely die for love without hesitation.
"I am already a dead man, but he is still alive. As long as he is alive, there is hope."
Rarely, Zong Jiu was a little confused.
He could not understand such a feeling, such a person was willing to give up his chance to live in exchange for another person's carefree feeling.
Just like when he was very young, he asked the old nun, the book said that no one would be kind to another person for no reason, so why did you adopt me and take care of me since I was a child without asking for anything in return?
The old nun said that was love.
Zong Jiu still didn't understand, and he still hasn't figured it out for so many years.
Once in the Crazy Circus dungeon, he told the devil that hatred can't bind a person, but love can.
The most different essence between him and the devil is that Zong Jiu admits that there is love, but he doesn't understand it.
And the devil not only doesn't understand, doesn't admit it, but also sneers at it.
Just like Xu Su and Xu Sen, is this love?
Maybe. The magician thought.
Love is sacrifice, love is courage, and love is fearless.
But even if Zong Jiu could know what this is, but to put it into his own body, let him give up his own interests and happiness for someone...
At a certain moment, an obscure shadow quickly passed through his mind, and then extinguished it in the next second.
Impossible.
A magician will never give up or sacrifice anything for another person.
"I know what you're here for."
Zong Jiu stopped thinking.
He stood up from the sofa and said calmly: "If there is a chance, I will consider it."
"If possible, please cut off the communication first. When Xu Su comes in, I will give him the Book of the Dead, and no matter whether the result is or not, I will not disclose the content of our conversation."
"Okay, thank you for your generosity."
Xu Sen replied immediately and disappeared behind the Book of the Dead again.
The conference room fell into silence again.
After confirming that Xu Sen had left, Zong Jiu picked up the Book of the Dead placed on the coffee table and took out his tarot cards from the system backpack.
He covered the two S-level props with his fingers, his pupils slightly darkened.
No matter what, Zongjiu always had a grudge against the moon card, which represented deception.
He wanted to know what Zhuge An had lied to him and what part of the prophecy he had concealed.
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