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Once a person has wisdom and calmness, it will be difficult to pin everything on others. However, when they find that they are unable to change everything they are in, some people begin to numb themselves and just drift along. Some people are unwilling to be resentful and want to take revenge on everything. Longnu Aping believed that she would be the wife of the mountain god since she was a child. Husband and wife should support each other. She believed she could give everything to the mountain god, but now she felt like a joke.
She thought that her soul would be with the mountain god forever after death, but in the end she discovered that from the moment she married the mountain god, her self-awareness would be polluted and dissipated, and no one or god would love her.
How terrible, Long Nu Aping discovered for the first time that death is so terrible.
The mountain god brothers were still very kind to her, and she did not show any resentment, but day after day, her unwillingness became more and more serious. She has only had this one path to take since she was a child. No one asked her if she wanted to take another path, and no one gave her any other choice. From that day on, Longnu Aping no longer expected the love of the mountain gods. Gradually, she began to provoke conflicts between them, aggravating their obsession with herself. She would cry weakly every time she was forced to make a choice by them. She said she didn't want to abandon anyone, threw the problem back, and saw the mountain god brothers troubled and confused. In the end, they surrounded her to make her happy, but her heart no longer had the throbbing of the past.
Longnu Aping did not want to choose any mountain god, because she knew that once she chose any mountain god, she would end up like countless Luohua Cave girls before, dying with a smile. And she also knew that this kind of shirk was only treating the symptoms, not the root cause. Once the mountain gods really lost their patience one day, or decided to share her, she would face an even crueler ending.
Fortunately, God does not care about the passage of time, and his response to the rotation of years is much slower than that of humans. The mountain gods thought it was just a small quarrel, but in fact it had been a long, long time. The mountain god brothers were kind to her day after day, and even the coldest heart could be warmed. However, the knot in the heart could never be untied. The Luohua Cave Girl's love was extremely passionate, and the Luohua Cave Girl's hatred was also extremely long-lasting.
She is now grateful that the mountain god brothers have chosen her so that her sister will not fall into such a foolish and desperate fate. When she finally sent her sister away, Longnu Aping began to plan for herself, but no matter how long time passed, Longnu Aping knew that it was impossible for a human to defeat God. She is not willing to accept her fate and does not want to go to an ending that can be seen at a glance. If she wants to die, she also wants to die vigorously.
Perhaps Longnu Aping's desire was too strong, which eventually attracted the hotel. She joined the hotel and became a traveler, and from then on she entered a new world. Longnu Aping saw with her own eyes that the two mountain gods, who were as powerful as giants to her, had no power to fight back in front of the hotel and could only let her be taken away. The excitement at that time was like an electric current running through her spinal cord, and now she I can still recall my heart beating violently.
It’s great to be powerful.
When she learned that her initial title level was purple or Luohua Cave Girl, Longnu Aping lowered her eyes and smiled. Her innate talent put her into difficulties that ordinary people cannot solve, but talent should not be the original sin, but should be a weapon for her to overcome obstacles on the road to becoming stronger. Her physique is far stronger than that of the Luohua Cave Girl in the past. These two mountain gods refused to give in in order to fight for her. What about the other mountain gods?
She accepted her power calmly, but there seemed to be some differences between 'travelers' and 'ordinary people'. Hotels protect travelers and allow them to escape from their original world. The mountain gods will choose the destined Luohua Cave Girl as their wife, but when the Luohua Cave Girl becomes a tourist, they will be more vigilant. Is this Luohua Cave girl born in nature, or was she made by the "hotel"? The mountain god is very concerned about it, so it is not easy for Long Nu Aping to summon a strange mountain god.
But it doesn't matter. After the first journey, Longnu Aping returned to the place of his birth and found the mountain god brothers again. They were still obsessed with her, even more so. Being selected by the hotel is enough to prove her strong qualifications. Tourists and tour guides essentially absorb pollution from the natural world during their journeys. The more she can withstand, the more potential she has to become stronger, and the mountain gods also value her more. . The mountain gods hated her for taking away her hotel, but they pitied her for her innocence and purity.
The arrogance of gods made them too lazy to understand deeply a human being with a short life span, and they were blinded by the appearance she showed. Even if they quarreled and fought over Longnu Aping, the Mountain God brothers still thought she was very good. What's more, Dragon Nu Aping has never done anything detrimental to the mountain gods with her own hands. On the night of the full moon, she even truly became the wife of the mountain god brothers, relieving pollution for them.
I heard that the telepathic tour guides did the same thing. Longnu Aping had nothing to be ashamed of, especially because of the existence of the hotel. The pollution from the mountain god brothers was within her tolerance, and they were also ordinary-looking. The beauty is rare to see, no matter how you say it, it is not a loss. After this night passed, the relationship between them became more harmonious and harmonious than ever before. Although it is difficult for mountain gods to understand human emotions, Longnu Aping had the qualifications of a Luohua Cave girl when she was born in a village deep in the mountains, and she grew up under the watch of the mountain gods brothers.
They watched her grow up, quarreled with her, accompanied her, and saw her snatched away by the hotel. Now she became their wife and helped them deal with the pollution. Perhaps the mountain gods are not emotionless, but human life is too short for them. But the more attention he paid to her, the deeper the mountain god brothers' feelings for her became.
When they knew that their beloved wife had been harassed by tour guides and tourists during the trip to the hostel, and saw her crying helplessly in the middle of the night, the mountain gods were furious and cursed the tour guides and tourists who tried to harass Long Nu A Ping. However, Long Nu A Ping's steps will go to every corner of the world, but they can only stay in one place forever with the unchanging mountains, and cannot accompany her.
Even if it is a curse, it will not kill people immediately. The mountain god is not an evil god, not to mention that there are powerful tour guides and tourists in the hostel who can even kill gods, and are more powerful than them. What if she is bullied and injured in a place they can't see, what should she do? Before Long Nu A Ping's next trip, the mountain gods gave her countless mountain treasures and each gave her the most precious gift.
The mountain god brother gave Long Nu A Ping the Qing Ling that accompanied him. It was a small emerald green snake.
Anyone bitten by it will be cursed by the mountain god. He hopes that it can protect Long Nu A Ping, and secretly said that the Qing Ling is always more useful than the Deer Ling. The mountain god brother knew that Long Nu Aping usually liked his brother's deer spirit more and often rode it to walk in the mountains. But when encountering danger, the deer spirit could only take Aping away, while the green spirit could transform into a giant python and fight for her.
But the mountain god brother did not give the deer spirit to Long Nu Aping. On the night that belonged to her, the moonlight fell and reflected the stream. Long Nu Aping's feet were immersed in the stream, and her soft body lay on the mountain god's lap, allowing Him to stroke her hair and pin the earliest wild azalea flower on her ear.
It's hard for us to protect you.
Long Nu Aping was a little surprised when she heard the mountain god whisper. She didn't expect the mountain god to admit it. After all, gods have their own dignity and cannot be violated. Or did the mountain god realize her secret intention? Long Nu Aping wanted to raise her head to see the mountain god's face, but her head was pressed down. That night passed and she didn't finally see His expression, and she was rarely uneasy and anxious.
The mountain god brother didn't see her off until the next day when she left. The failure of the plan made Long Nu A Ping feel gloomy when she returned to the hotel. She didn't want to wear the wild azalea again. But when she took off the azalea in anger, she was surprised to find that the petals of the azalea were branded with the power of the mountain god brother.
This brand of power was considered as Long Nu A Ping's certification by the mountain god, recognizing that she was the most powerful and pure Luo Hua Dong Nu, born and raised, born to be the wife of the mountain god, not created by the hotel.
This is the proof that Long Nu A Ping wanted, which was the stepping stone for her to gain the trust of other mountain gods. But when she really got it, she found that she was not as excited as she imagined, but a little anxious and embarrassed. She asked herself how strong the jealousy and possessiveness of the mountain god was, which could be seen from the fact that the mountain god brothers wanted to monopolize her for so many years.
Was this sharing because of the stimulation of the hotel, afraid that she would run away and the Luo Hua Dong Nu who had been guarding for so many years would be in vain, or was it because he was worried that she would be bullied in the hotel and wanted to have a further relationship and better protect her? The mountain god, Axiong, was finally willing to give her this certificate. He knew what would happen and that Longnu Aping would own other sacred mountains from now on, but he still gave it to her.
Can mountain gods have love? Longnu Aping was a little confused, and even a little unspeakable. But if she hadn't joined the hotel, her consciousness and soul would be overwhelmed after she married a mountain god. When a person died, there would be no love to talk about.
Whether there was love or not was irrelevant to her.
Before entering the journey again, Longnu Aping put on this wild azalea that would not wither. From then on, she was no longer suspected by other mountain gods, but accepted by more mountain gods. Later, the title of Luohuadongnv was upgraded to orange. She no longer needed wild azaleas to gain the trust of mountain gods. This flower was put aside and never taken out again.
Every full moon night, she would relieve the pollution of the mountain god brothers through wild azaleas and green snakes, but just like routine, she never returned to the mountains, just like the past she didn't want to face.
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Several years passed in a flash. For the mountain god, it was just a few years, a time of waiting. For Long Nu Aping, she had buried the past deep in her memory, no longer thinking about it, almost forgetting it.
It was not until the mountain god brothers were implicated by her and cursed to death that her soul ached and her heart seemed to be crushed. Only then did she realize that she had never forgotten the past and the knot in her heart had always been there. With a blank mind, she hurried back to her hometown and the mountains, but saw snow covering the branches and a dead silence all around.
The mountain was dead.
These two mountains were too remote and no one had worshipped them for a long time. There were many mountains in this area, rolling and undulating, and not all of them had names. People only said this mountain and that mountain, and these two mountains were close together, and the old people in the village called them Brothers Mountain. Brothers Mountain was their name.
‘I actually always wanted to ask…’
Miao Grandma narrowed her eyes. She had become what she looked like when she was young, even younger than when Director Huang met her. She looked only sixteen or seventeen years old, with red lips without any makeup, bright and beautiful. A wild azalea was pinned in her black and shiny hair, and the giant python spirit turned into a small green snake, wrapped around her snow-white and slender wrist, and rested on her fingertips.
‘I want to ask…’
She actually always wanted to ask the mountain gods, did they know that after she made a pact with them, she would be polluted and lose her self-consciousness, and die completely? In the middle of the night, this question often came to her mind, making her unable to sleep. In the past, she always thought that the mountain gods knew everything, and there was nothing they didn’t know. They might even have other fallen women in the past, or other mountain god wives.
People give personification to the sacred mountain. Some locals say that the mountain next to the sacred mountain is his brother, the mountain opposite is his wife, and the mountains around are their children. The couple of the sacred mountain is in conflict, and the brothers and children are trying to persuade them. Long Nu Aping has traveled all over the world and has encountered mountain gods who "have wives and children" and come to provoke her. She has also encountered people who want to treat her as a fallen cave girl and force her to release pollution, which is really disgusting.
But then she thought that the mountain god brothers might not know. Fallen cave girls are not something that can be found anywhere. An unknown deep mountain like Brothers Mountain is comparable to a rustic hat among mountain gods. It is a blessing for the mountain god brothers to have a fallen cave girl in so many millions of years. They have never had a fallen cave girl, so naturally they don't know the ending of a fallen cave girl. Or maybe human life is too short for mountain gods. It may be equally short for mountain gods to die after marrying them or to die after living for decades.
Mountain gods are not omniscient and omnipotent. There are things they don't know. Just like they can even be killed by others. Of course, she slaughtered the organized brigade that secretly cursed her and them, and spared no one.
‘I have avenged you’
Miao’s figure became fainter and fainter. She moved her fingertips slightly, stroked the little snake on her wrist, and then stroked the wild azalea on her temples. Finally, she let out a sigh of relief, and her expression became peaceful. She also left some marks on Bingyi’s mountain god statue. At the beginning, she and Yanshan had a good relationship. The spirit of Luohua Dongnu can greatly alleviate the pollution of the mountain god. If it is true as An Xuefeng said, the situation of Yanshan Mountain God is worse than her back then. With her mark, she will recover some rationality and take care of Bingyi.
In the last bit of time, she talked to Bingyi about Wuluo Mountain and Yanshan, saying whatever she thought of, without mentioning the mountain god brothers. After all, they really didn’t have much to say. This was a memory that belonged to her alone.
‘If, if you see something that looks like me in Wuluo Mountain, or anything that looks like me, remember, she is not me’
At the moment when it was about to dissipate, Miao A-po suddenly remembered something and said to Bingyi seriously: ‘Wu Ge has gone crazy. It may be pollution, or something else, such as the original mountain spirits and mountain ghosts in the mountain being distorted and affected by His will’
‘If you can’t find Wu Ge in the Tusi King’s Tomb and Wuluo Mountain, maybe He is attached to it’
Finally, after saying this, Miao A-po closed her eyes slightly, the azaleas on her temples and the little green snake on her wrist disappeared, and she turned back to the old look in her old dream, and her spiritual imprint completely dissipated.
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‘Alas’
At the moment when Miao A-po’s spiritual imprint completely dissipated, Taoist Kongkong in the snow cave not far away looked up as if he had felt something, looked over there, and finally sighed and shook his head.
‘Infinite life and blessings’
‘Disciple, come and sing sutras with me to bid farewell to your predecessor’