Chapter 1704 Chen Xuan Enters the Illusion (Part 2)
Chen Xuan looked at the Sanbai Valley, as if he had never left here. It was exactly the same as in Chen Xuan's memory. Chen Xuan couldn't even tell whether it was an illusion or the reality that he existed in the Sanbai Valley. But what Chen Xuan knew was that this should be just an illusion. His consciousness was still in the Heart-Slaying Map.
How could he have come here again? This was definitely just an illusion, Chen Xuan knew this in his heart. But what Chen Xuan knew more in his heart was that Chen Xuan had no way to escape now. Because this was not somewhere else, this was Sanbai Valley, Chen Xuan's own weakness. If Chen Xuan had been to other places, or Chen Xuan faced other illusions. Maybe Chen Xuan could have escaped like this, but Chen Xuan happened to be facing Sanbai Valley.
It was the most taboo place in Chen Xuan's heart, and the existence of Sanbai Valley was like a thorn that had always pierced Chen Xuan's heart forever, and Chen Xuan could not erase it. Because Chen Xuan's memory before appearing in Sanbai Valley was blank, even Chen Xuan himself did not understand why his memory before Sanbai Valley was blank.
But Chen Xuan's experience before Sanbai Valley was like a stranger, as if he had never appeared in this world. Because this memory was blank no matter how Chen Xuan thought about it. Because there was no color, and there was no ripples. Chen Xuan even regarded Sanbai Valley as his birthplace. Chen Xuan even felt that the existence of Sanbai Valley was a place to give him another life. No matter what Chen Xuan's personality and mentality were before.
But Sanbai Valley gave the current Chen Xuan a steady and tough, restrained and fierce Chen Xuan. But Chen Xuan's heart is indeed not lacking in the so-called kindness, and even Chen Xuan is called a contradiction in the Yu world, which is not contradictory at all.
Because Chen Xuan's multiple personalities sometimes collide with each other, and Chen Xuan's decisiveness does make Chen Xuan's current opportunities completely different. But Chen Xuan's current existence is indeed a very contradictory one. Because Chen Xuan himself did not understand his past, and Chen Xuan could not see clearly what his future would be like.
And this Sanbai Valley did indeed evoke Chen Xuan's desire to go home this time. Chen Xuan found his sense of belonging for the first time. And Chen Xuan's sense of belonging was indeed the first time, at least the first time in Chen Xuan's memory.
For the first time, Chen Xuan had the idea that he did not want the scene in front of him to be all illusions. This was the first time Chen Xuan had such an idea, and the scary thing was that this idea became more and more intense in Chen Xuan's mind. It was so intense that Chen Xuan actually found that this was the opponent's trap but still could not stop him.
Sima Wushuang saw only Chen Xuan in the main hall of Hegui Sect, and he could not help but feel nervous for Chen Xuan. I am afraid that this will indeed be a big test for Chen Xuan. For Chen Xuan, if he can withstand it, then Chen Xuan will definitely become different. At least Chen Xuan's state of mind and his inner demons will definitely be killed by Chen Xuan himself.
But if Chen Xuan did not withstand all this, then what awaited Chen Xuan would definitely be nothing and nothing. Is this cruel to Chen Xuan? No! It is not, but a growth. Maybe if it is placed on other things, it is still cruel to Chen Xuan, but this is cultivation.
From the very beginning of cultivation, even if it is the most basic exercises, even if the teacher is the most tolerant, he will say this to the cultivator.
Cultivation is to go against the flow, and what every cultivator will fight against will not be himself, but the Tao. This is something that all cultivators need to understand. So even if the cultivator's soul is scattered, it is completely his own fault. No one can be blamed, because the cultivator is against the Tao. And even more cultivators just hope that they can become the Tao.
Jumping out of the Tao to find their own Tao, and then creating a whole world with their own Tao, this is cultivation. So what the cultivator has never experienced is not cruelty but self-inflicted, and all cruelty is just tempering and not cruelty to the cultivator himself. Of course, Chen Xuan's current strength is still very powerful. Compared with the time in Sanbai Valley, Chen Xuan's strength is more than just improved by the whole world?
But although Chen Xuan's strength has improved, Chen Xuan's state of mind has become very different from that time. But the matter of Sanbai Valley has always been an obsession in Chen Xuan's heart.
For practitioners, although the obsession in their hearts is not fatal, it is at least a time bomb. Chen Xuan may not be aware of this problem himself, and if it were not for the encounter with such a powerful existence as the Fiery Red Python this time, which could create an illusion for Chen Xuan himself. Perhaps Chen Xuan himself would not be able to realize that the influence of Sanbai Valley on Chen Xuan would be so great.
Chen Xuan first had a heart that did not want to leave the illusion. Chen Xuan did not want to leave Sanbai Valley. Chen Xuan walked quickly into the main hall of Sanbai Valley. He wanted to see if Sanbai Lao Ran was still there!
Even if this was a dream, even if it was just an illusion, Chen Xuan still hoped to see Sanbai Lao Ran like this. See the only warmth he encountered in the entire Yu Realm.
Chen Xuan's heart constantly impacted Chen Xuan's reason. Chen Xuan still hoped that this was real. Even if this was just an illusion. But Chen Xuan still hoped to see the old man Sanbai, who he occasionally dreamed of but was always in his heart.
Chen Xuan just hoped that this was true. He even hoped that this was true every time he took a step. And Chen Xuan walked quickly to the main hall where the old man Sanbai often stayed.
Boom...
Chen Xuan opened the wooden door that had been sealed for a long time, and Chen Xuan's eyes suddenly lit up...
The old man in the white robe suddenly looked at the book in his hand seriously, and the depth of his eyes was so deep that even Chen Xuan felt that he could not reach the edge. And the old man in the white robe seemed to have not seen Chen Xuan's arrival at all, or did not care about Chen Xuan's arrival at all.
But when Chen Xuan saw this scene, his eyes were already very red. Chen Xuan knew that this... was the old man Sanbai. The old man Sanbai had not passed away in this world. He was still there! He was still in Sanbai Valley.
"Xuan'er, are you awake? I just saw you sleeping soundly at the medicinal spring, so I didn't disturb you. It seems that you have recovered well!" Sanbai Lao Rao's smile was still the same as when Chen Xuan met him before, very free and easy.
Chen Xuan's eyes became even redder. When Chen Xuan saw such an old man Sanbai, it seemed as if he had really returned to Sanbai Valley. He seemed to have not changed at all in the past two years.
Although Chen Xuan's reason was still supporting him, it was just an illusion. But the hope in Chen Xuan's heart that this was real was so urgent that it had already suppressed Chen Xuan's consciousness as if he was almost out of breath.
Chen Xuan's eyes were extremely red. If others saw Chen Xuan's eyes like this, they would definitely be secretly shocked. Because Chen Xuan's eyes would only become like this when he was most murderous, and Chen Xuan's eyes were usually very indifferent.
Chen Xuan just looked at the old man Sanbai calmly, and the old man Sanbai didn't say anything, just looked at Chen Xuan like this.
Chen Xuan felt as if he had lost his mind. He seemed to have begun to believe that this was indeed Sanbai Valley. And he was the Chen Xuan who had just woken up after sleeping for a long time. He had never left Sanbai Valley... That was just a bizarre dream of his, nothing more.
"What do you look like? Have you forgotten what your master taught you? You still have to train in the afternoon. If you take a break, the afternoon course will be more perverted than the morning one!"
Mr. Sanbai's words were still as harsh as a thorn, but Chen Xuan's eyes were a little more confused. If it was really the illusion of the Fiery Red Python, how could he restore his master so thoroughly. It was as if his master had never left him. If Chen Xuan was a bloodthirsty, calm and decisive cultivator with almost no weaknesses. Then it would be a big mistake.
Because Chen Xuan has weaknesses, and Chen Xuan's weakness is Sanbai Valley, that is, Mr. Sanbai. This is Chen Xuan's biggest weakness. At this time, Chen Xuan seemed to have not thought of it, and he still subconsciously believed that this was Sanbai Valley.
Chen Xuan slowly left the main hall, but Chen Xuan himself did not go to his room to look here, but wandered around Sanbai Valley. The flowers and trees seemed to be exactly the same as when he left here. Chen Xuan himself also felt that this seemed to be the scene when he left.
But Chen Xuan's eyes were getting redder and redder. For the first time, Chen Xuan felt like a child who had really gone too far. It seemed that Chen Xuan's previous calmness was completely worthless in this matter.
And Chen Xuan even began to doubt himself. Is this true? Is this true? I just had a dream. And everything in my dream, the flaming red python, the union of the clan, are those all dreams?
Chen Xuan himself also felt very incredible. Since he didn't know what kind of existence this was, Chen Xuan thought he would simply ask the old man Sanbai later, whether this was a dream or what he had experienced before was a dream, and see what happened to the person in the dream?
But Chen Xuan still desperately hoped that this Sanbai Valley was real to him... everything before was just a dream...