Chapter 1391 Obsession
In order to recover as quickly as possible, Huan Yin took pills on time and as needed every day. His pills were all top-grade or even top-grade goods, and the number of fairy jades in his storage bag was also extremely amazing. He could also accelerate recovery by absorbing the fairy power of the fairy jade, so it stands to reason that he should be able to recover quickly.
However, the fact is not like this.
Huan Yin's own conditions are very good, but the conditions outside are as bad as they can be. There is only fog here, no spiritual energy, and no fairy energy. For a cultivator, leaving the fairy energy is like cutting off the roots. How can he recover quickly?
Moreover, there are neither alchemists nor doctors here. Huan Yin himself does not understand medical principles, so he can only take them based on his superficial understanding of those pills. Such taking is naturally far worse than having someone who knows the business guide. In addition, no one will do some special conditioning for him, so his recovery is even more difficult to accelerate.
Floating in the chaotic world, unable to move because of paralysis, he could only drift with the flow. Huan Yin didn't know how long he had been in this state, and how long it would last.
Maybe a few months, or maybe longer, more than half a year, or maybe, this time can be calculated in years.
Huan Yin didn't know, because he had no way to calculate time. But for him, just floating quietly, the whole world seemed boring and tedious. Every day, he couldn't do anything except taking pills and consuming fairy jade. In this way, coupled with his inability to see and his spiritual sense, the degree of boredom can be imagined.
The most terrifying thing is time. If it was a short time, Huan Yin might be able to bear it. But now for him, it is a long time that can't even be calculated. In this way, the boredom can almost drive many people crazy.
Fortunately, Huan Yin has a strong character and always has the belief to live in his heart, so he is not driven crazy in vain. But the clarity of mind made him feel the unrest in the outside world.
This is a boring world, but only for Huanyin. But this world itself may be extremely wonderful.
Floating in this world, Huanyin can often feel various different movements. Huanyin can't see, and his consciousness can't detect it, but he has perception. Therefore, he can feel the change of airflow, can sense invisible fluctuations, and can feel that this is an extremely vivid world!
Yes, he can't see it, but Huanyin knows that there must be many existences here, and there are things that don't belong to the same world for him. He doesn't know if there is life in it, but he knows that they are here!
And sometimes, Huanyin can feel extremely strong fluctuations, even enough to overturn him, or even kill him in an instant. But fortunately, he who has been unable to move has ridiculous luck. No matter what unknown anomalies appear around him, Huanyin's worst few times are just blown away by the strong wind. He has never really touched those unknown objects, so he has never been injured again.
Every time he survived a disaster, Huan Yin would secretly feel lucky. But after staying here for a long time, he encountered too many situations. Gradually, daily recovery became an instinct that did not require thinking, and gratitude gradually became dull, and boredom eventually became the main theme.
Perhaps to help himself resist the unbearable boredom, or perhaps because he was afraid that his firm confidence would eventually be pierced by the endless boredom here, Huan Yin found something to do.
This thing does not require him to do anything, does not require him to use his spiritual power, but only requires him to use his brain.
Thinking, or thinking.
Huan Yin thought of the huge black object that he saw in the Shemoli formation with his own eyes at the beginning, and kept thinking. He felt that everything here must have a form, and there must be a reason for its fluctuation.
Huan Yin was very curious. He wanted to know what those were, why they existed here, and what was the difference between them and people or things in the three realms.
The more he thought about it, the more curious Huan Yin became. Especially the ubiquitous boredom always harassed him, which constantly strengthened this curiosity. So I don't know when Huan Yin's heart quietly buried a bud of obsession that he didn't even know about - he wanted to clear the fog here to see the real world behind.
Huan Yin has been here for a long time, and he has had this idea from beginning to end. After all, no one wants to bump around like a headless fly. However, even when he was killed by Shemali and others in a desperate situation, the idea of clearing the fog here was just a means of survival for him.
Means are wanted when they are used, and can be abandoned in an instant when they are not used. But now it is different. Now this idea has become the prototype of obsession, and obsession is pursuit, and it is the determination to achieve the goal with all your life's efforts. The motivation is far from being comparable to mere means.
Of course, Huan Yin can never do this. He didn't have such ability when he was intact before, and now he has become a vegetable. How can he do it?
But the more this happened, the more he wanted to do it. Especially since he couldn't move, his mind was willing but his strength was insufficient, and his determination was constantly strengthened. The bud of obsession in his heart grew quietly, and gradually became Huan Yin's motivation to live, allowing him to even forget the boredom here.
So, Huan Yin would keep thinking about what method he could use to achieve his goal. He couldn't do it, so he sketched out his own strategies in his mind over and over again, one after another. He knew it was not easy, so he would think about each strategy many times in his mind, think of all the possibilities, and then come up with new countermeasures. After thinking about this one, he moved on to the next one. Huan Yin knew that he would be able to get better one day, and then he would put all the strategies in his mind into practice.
Thinking about it tirelessly, Huan Yin seemed to have entered a state similar to meditation and practice, forgetting himself, and had long lost the boredom. So one day, when he suddenly came to his senses, he found that he was actually gesturing and had already sat cross-legged.
Huan Yin's body recovered!
Of course, it was not complete, and it was still far away. However, this was a huge improvement for him. And to get to this point, he didn't know how much time he had spent.
But he didn't care about time, because after finding out that he could move, Huanyin had too many reasons to practice all his previous strategies. He had to try to make himself see!
First, it was for survival. If he wanted to get out of here, he had to at least know where the road was. And to know where the road was, he first needed to be able to see. Huanyin couldn't see now, so he had to try to make himself see.
Second, it was for Shemali. Huanyin didn't know how Shemali was now. Shemali might be dead, or she might have gone out by chance, but it was also possible that he was still wandering here like Huanyin. Huanyin was not stupid. He knew with a little analysis that the chance of Shemali escaping here by chance was almost zero. So, either he died, or he was like Huanyin. But he knew that Shemali was smart and would not die so easily. Huanyin became a vegetable and could still survive here, so why couldn't Shemali? Although Huan Yin knew that he had been separated from Shemoli for a long time and the possibility of meeting him again was not great, if he did meet him, he would try to save Shemoli because he was his brother!
Third, it was out of obsession, or even instinct. Huan Yin had sketched out those methods too many times in his mind, and now they can finally be used one by one because of his revival. This is a great fortune for him. He has no reason not to put them into practice now. What Huan Yin thought in his heart was the joy and happiness after one of the methods really succeeded!
"That method must exist. Since there are other existences here, they can't be blind like me. In addition, Shemoli and others have succeeded. Although the effect is very weak, it also proves that this method exists! I will definitely be able to do better than Shemoli and others. Perhaps, I will be the first monk in the history of the world who can come and go freely in the chaotic world!" With excitement on his face, Huan Yin finally started to try.