Chapter 1038 Lost...

The absurd and self-contradictory problem not only became a huge obstacle for Huan Yin on the path of the true Tao, making it impossible for Huan Yin to make any progress, but more importantly, when Huan Yin focused all his thoughts on this self-contradictory problem, Huan Yin's mind began to be gradually affected, and the original fluency unconsciously developed in the direction of chaos and fragmentation.

Especially because Huan Yin has always attached great importance to the perception of Tao, if he does not think about a problem clearly, he will not give up. Therefore, when facing this problem, he not only cannot save himself at all, but the contradiction in his heart is more and more difficult to calm down, and he is getting deeper and deeper.

At the beginning, the contradiction in Huan Yin's heart was like a stormy wave, which made him, who was originally meditating quietly, have a violent aura around him, which was sensed by all the Dharma bodies around him.

Such a situation has never been encountered by the Dharma bodies. Because the Dharma bodies have never seen a real person to perceive the true Tao of Donghuang Taiyi. Therefore, even if these Dharma bodies knew that Huan Yin was in a bad condition, they could only shake their heads and sigh, and could not help much.

The one that Huanyin was most worried about was the Dharmakaya that communicated with Huanyin the most. As a Dharmakaya transformed by the remnant thoughts, he knew that he could not succeed in enlightenment and escape from here because of the fixed thinking since he was born with independent spiritual wisdom. However, the instinct given to him by the remnant thoughts and his curiosity about the true way made him always have a wish in his heart, that is, he hoped to see a successful enlightenment of the true way.

The sudden appearance of Huanyin, an outsider, obviously gave this Dharmakaya an opportunity to realize his wish. Later, when the Dharmakaya had been in contact with Huanyin for a long time, he saw that Huanyin was walking more and more steadily step by step, and found that Huanyin's understanding was surprisingly amazing, and his hope in his heart continued to grow. Therefore, this Dharmakaya has been guiding Huanyin and is happy to do so.

Now, this Dharmakaya sees Huanyin walking step by step to the end, and is only one step away from success. He, who led Huanyin all the way, is naturally very happy. Of course, when Huanyin reached this last step, his state suddenly became wrong, and he couldn't help but worry.

But what's the point of worrying? This Dharma body is very clear in his heart. At this point, except for those gods who have set foot in the ancient times, no one in the three realms can help Huanyin.

The Dharma body just kept meditating in his heart: "Think about what we said. Those words belong to Donghuang Taiyi. There must be something mysterious in them."

Soon, Huanyin had been meditating here for another month. During this month, Huanyin obviously did not find a better way out, nor did he have any better ideas. So, his situation became worse and worse.

The contradiction in his heart was infinitely magnified, almost exceeding the limit that Huanyin could bear. His mind was completely filled with countless "whys", but he had no clue at all. He seemed to be standing at an intersection, an intersection that was completely blocked in all directions and could not find a way out at all.

Gradually, the manic aura outside Huanyin's body changed. The aura was still manic, but it was also developing in the direction of fragmentation. This breath seemed to represent Huanyin's thoughts. Their gradual fragmentation represented that Huanyin's thinking was collapsing bit by bit due to the irreconcilable contradictions...

Almost all the Dharma bodies here had disappointed expressions on their faces. Many of them were disappointed with regret. Especially the Dharma body that had the most communication with Huanyin, he looked at Huanyin with pain in his eyes, as if it was not only Huanyin who failed, but also himself.

"It's over..." Almost all the Dharma bodies thought so.

Although they had never seen real people, they were transformed from Donghuang Taiyi's residual thoughts after all. They all knew very well how the residual thoughts were born.

And there was a kind of residual thought, that is, because the contradiction in Donghuang Taiyi's heart was too deep, Donghuang Taiyi's thoughts gradually broke and became countless residual thoughts...

If a person's thoughts become countless residual thoughts, it would be a terrible thing. Because the generation of residual thoughts represents the collapse of a person's thoughts and the collapse of his mind. Once such a collapse occurs, a normal person will become a person with an unhealthy mind, or to put it more simply, become a dementia.

Such changes can sometimes be reversed. For example, if this person has a strong character and is not very obsessed with the source of collapse, it will be much easier to reverse the changes.

In order to seek the truth, Donghuang Taiyi also experienced many mental collapses. This is also the origin of many regrets in this world. However, Donghuang Taiyi was determined to believe in the truth, so in his heart, no matter how deep the contradictions were, they could not resist the belief in the truth. In addition, his character was really strong, so he successfully recovered after the collapse again and again.

Of course, every collapse and recovery requires Donghuang Taiyi to spend a lot of time. Donghuang Taiyi has been in seclusion here for nearly a million years, and this factor cannot be ignored.

Now Huanyin, his state is obviously developing in the direction of mental collapse. Once Huanyin's mind collapses, he will have countless regrets. As for himself, he will completely lose himself because of the collapse of his mind.

If the situation is good, once Huanyin's mind collapses, perhaps after thousands or even tens of thousands of years, Huanyin's mind can be reorganized and he can recover. However, if the situation is not optimistic, Huanyin may exist here as a regret from now on, from a real person, to an existence that is no different from the living beings here.

And judging from Huanyin's current appearance, his situation is obviously not very good. Because the contradiction in his heart is too deep, and he has no intention to really believe in the so-called truth, and has not firmed this belief, so even if he has a strong and extraordinary character, once his mind collapses, it is difficult to restore...

The most important thing is that no matter whether Huanyin can recover after the collapse. Even if he can, it will be at least thousands of years later, and his plan to regain control of the heaven and establish order will certainly come to nothing.

Time, another full five months passed quickly. So, half a year has passed since Huanyin began to think about the self-contradictory problem.

In this half year, Huanyin tried countless times to figure this problem out and wanted to make his thoughts smooth. But he failed. Failure, however, is a step towards the abyss...

On this day, the aura around Huanyin had already become violent and chaotic. Moreover, these auras could no longer be integrated into one, and became countless fragments, as if they were not the thoughts of one person at all.

The Dharma body that had the most communication with Huanyin glanced at Huanyin, and finally lowered his head with a bitter face.

At this point, he knew that Huanyin was hopeless. As a remnant, he knew too well the birth of remnants. Huanyin's state had entered an irreversible state of collapse.

"Hey, I hope we can see each other again ten thousand years later." With a heavy sigh, the Dharma body closed his eyes and never looked at Huanyin again.

At the same time, all the Dharma bodies around him slowly closed their eyes and never looked at Huanyin even half a glance.

Huanyin, he was still in his own world. But at this time, his world had been completely shattered, as if it had turned into countless lenses, and even he himself didn't know which one he belonged to. He didn't even know that his world had collapsed beyond recognition, and he didn't know that he should be a complete person with complete thoughts.

The self has disappeared. For Huan Yin now, there is only one difference between him and the person whose mind has completely collapsed, that is, Huan Yin's broken thoughts have not yet turned into remnants, have not yet become independent, and still belong to him.

However, it is only a matter of time before these thoughts that cannot be organized turn into independent remnants, separate from Huan Yin's body, and even take over and replace Huan Yin.

Huan Yin has practiced for a lifetime and faced countless difficulties and obstacles. He has never given up and has never lost. A person who has won in the end all his life, he did not give up this time, but in front of the true way, he finally lost...

Huan Yin lost, the people of the Heavenly Dao lost, and the entire heaven lost...

"Boom!" Finally, Huan Yin's entire world collapsed completely, and his thoughts that had long been shattered into pieces fell apart, turned into nothing, and turned into remnants...