2194 Before Sunrise

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Heather Cross is an illness, Paul Walker is an accident, so what is Edith Hall facing? That is a man-made disaster.

And Renly personally pushed Edith to hell.

Matthew opened his mouth slightly, but his voice caught in his throat, full of annoyance and anger, "Don't, Renly, don't blame yourself like a fool, it's not about you, it's not your fault, this It was Edith's choice, and you chose to be on her side."

"So, should I blame Edith? Is it Edith's fault?"

"No! You know it's not like this! It's not your fault, nor Edith's fault, you shouldn't make trouble! It's society's fault, it's the world's fault. You're all just sticking to yourselves..."

"Then what? Then you told me that we should chase our dreams, and in the end it turned into a puff of smoke, as if it never existed."

"Yes! Yes! Yes, yes! That's what I meant! You should know! This is the dream Edith has been chasing, you can't be so selfish! You can't keep the fault on your own! You can't take the disaster for yourself. This is Edith's story! This is Edith's life! Don't! Don't pretend you're the victim! It's not about you! You shouldn't take those responsibilities! Wake up, Sebastian Wake up!"

Matthew's sanity also began to burst, and he yelled angrily at Renly: This is not the Renly he is familiar with, such a self-pity and self-abandoning guy, not the Renly, who looks like an idiot, except in the same place. In addition to the responsibility, the ability to solve the problem is completely lost.

This is not Renly.

At this moment, Renly is indeed no longer himself. He has completely lost his usual strength and reason, and his chaotic thoughts have completely destroyed his ability to think.

Renly, after all, is not omnipotent, after all, he also has his own weaknesses, after all, he also has his own fears, just like he is not George and Elizabeth after all, he really cares about the fetters of family.

Those fetters and caring made him weak, but also made him strong.

Tears welled up in Matthew's eyes as he watched Renly fall apart in front of his eyes - he missed Edith too, and he wanted Edith back, but... Edith needed Renly to cheer up, and Renly needed He, so, Matthew forced himself to straighten his back again.

"Renly, look at me!"

Matthew patted Renly on the shoulder lightly, turned him over, and stared at Renly intently and earnestly, even though his eyes were blurred by tears, he did not divert, and he conveyed his deepest thoughts in a loud voice.

"Remember? How did you do it? No matter how many difficulties and setbacks you encountered, no matter how hard you faced, you never lost your faith! You have achieved your dreams and you have created impossible miracles. , he made the meaning of life, and that's because you never questioned yourself, did you?"

Matthew's eyes brightened, those rays of light shone in tears, and a strong belief stood up, "So does Edith."

"She is facing great difficulties now, but she has not been and will not be afraid, nor will she flinch! Because she is Edith Hall! Have you forgotten all this?"

"You should believe in her as you believe in yourself. Because, it's you who gave her courage! It's you who taught her faith! Let her be brave enough to be herself, let her be brave enough to stand up, and finally, let her be Edith is now realizing her value there. Her excellence and greatness reflect your strength, understand? Your strength and her tenacity, you are both the same kind of people!"

"The difficulties Edith is facing now are far beyond our imagination. I can't imagine it, and I can't experience it. That's why she can be Edith Hall! Even if we want to help, our ability is limited. , she is creating a world that belongs to her, a world that we may not understand or touch for the rest of our lives, and that is her value. Yes, she is struggling on the edge of the cliff, but at least, we should believe in her, just As if she believed in you."

Renly knew the truth, he knew it all; but when he really faced it, he could still clearly feel the heart-piercing pain.

Deep down, he knew that if he did it all over again, he would still support Edith—

Because that was Edith's dream, do you want to live safely according to the wishes of others, or bloom brilliantly according to your own wishes? He will always choose the latter, even if life may only be a short summer, this is his belief and his code, he does it, and he supports Edith to do so.

However, when the disaster really hit, the possibility of that little bit of despair was slowly gnawing at his heart and soul. Weak because of caring.

Slowly, Ren Li closed his eyes and let the fragility and bitterness surging, swept like a blade storm, leaving him bruised and bruised. He needs these wounds to keep himself awake and calm, and more importantly, he needs to regain his sanity so that he can really help Edith.

It wasn't easy, but for Edith he could do it, and he had to do it: he would never give up until he got the exact word. Because he believed in Edith.

Heather-Cross once told him, "When the music is flowing, I realize that there are things that darkness can't take away from me."

This sentence is inscribed in

On Heather's tombstone, Edith read it and liked it when she was visiting Heather in New Jersey; she also told Renly, "Now I know why Heather is special, she really can't Replaced. Regrettably, I didn't get to know her sooner."

Now Renly also knew that, besides musical symbols, faith was something that darkness could not take away.

Gradually, Renly forced himself to straighten his back. It wasn't easy. Every inch of muscle on his body was protesting, and his inner fear was roaring wildly, but he still opened his shoulders and raised his chest little by little. Grind your teeth and cheer yourself up.

The faith in the depths of the soul gathered again little by little, igniting a little fire.

Then, Matthew's voice came again, "Renly!"

Renly opened his eyes and turned his head to follow Matthew's line of sight, and then he could see a faint halo of light emerging from the far side of the horizon.

The clear light blue is like a cold stream accidentally overturned, diluting the thick ink, and then the ink color slowly fades away, showing the slightest clear blue, and it quietly opens, quiet but Noisy, faint but grand, it grabs the eye so firmly that it is impossible to move away.

He couldn't even stop breathing.

Light blue, sky blue, aqua blue, azure blue, peacock blue, dark blue... The blue color spreads out so peacefully, as if you are admiring a drop of indigo pigment falling into the clear water, like a misty watercolor Infiltrating little by little, although the whole process is slow, it has a pure natural beauty, showing the magic of nature to the extreme, and no lens or language can show even one ten thousandth of the shock.

Then, a touch of orange-red appeared like this: bright and vivid orange-red, the fresh vitality surging softly and lightly.

Tear!

Thousands of rays of light bloomed from the far end of the horizon, savagely and flamboyantly tore through the dark night, the surging and vast sunlight fully released its energy, and then the night rolled back like a tide, and the blue soared and sprinted in a mighty manner. As he continued, the curtain of the sky was lifted little by little, showing the tranquility and crystal-clear cleanliness of those clouds and clouds, and in an instant, the whole world suddenly opened up.

That surging mass of gold still lingered slowly on the horizon, as if it was shaking away from the gravitational pull of the other half of the earth, some clumsy movements seemed naive, and then jumped out unexpectedly, A flaming fireball appeared, and a wave of air that could hardly be captured by the naked eye was released. The ocean, forest, and grass all surged like a wave of wind and wheat, and the cold and bitterness of the late night softened like this. , even if you haven't felt a substantial increase in temperature, it has been a little less severe.

The night, past; the sun, rising. Then, another new day.

Renly couldn't hold back. Like a child, he stretched out his right hand and spread his fingers, trying to catch the sunlight, but when he closed his fingers, he couldn't grasp anything, only a piece of air; But you can see the sun is dancing in the palm of your hand.

A touch of warmth played and played in the palm of his hand, like a child chasing in the park, those silver bell-like laughter could not help but rang out in his ears, and then the curvature of the corner of his mouth rose slightly like this, between his eyebrows and eyes. The tiredness and sadness of her melted away in the warmth.

"Edith always likes Chaoyang, but she can't photograph Chaoyang, so she can only turn into a portrait photographer. I said, that's because she has no fate with nature, but with people, she can always Capturing the fleeting demeanor of the characters, the real emotions hidden deep inside. This is her talent and her strength. So, she became a top photographer, standing on the front line of disaster, reaching out for herself I thought she would never understand me, as if I would never understand her, but now it looks like I was wrong.”

Renly said in a brisk tone, complaining about Edith mercilessly, which made the smile on the corner of Matthew's mouth rise along with it.

Then, Matthew also stretched out his right hand and spread it out flat, waiting patiently, waiting for a ray of sunlight to fall lightly on his palm, waiting for a glimmer of hope to appear at the end of the night, even if it was "nine innings down" Two out", but the game is still not over, how can they give up?

"The sun is out." Matthew said softly, feeling the temperature of that ray of sunlight with his fingertips.

"Well, another new day."

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