$325, When I Became an Internet Celebrity11

"What have I done to you that I feel sorry for? Have I lacked food or drink for you over the years? I let you go to the best school and live in the biggest house. You have everything your classmates have and everything your classmates don't have. I think I am a competent father, but what about you? Are you a good son? Have you ever done anything that makes me proud?"

Yan Chaozong was happy to see his son's changes, but when he met his son's eyes that seemed to be looking at a stranger, he couldn't suppress his anger and slammed the table and roared.

Last night, he lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. From the wrinkled appearance of his son when he was just born, he thought of how he looked when he was driven out of the house by himself more than half a year ago. At this time, he realized that it seemed that after his wife died, he paid less and less attention to his son.

At that time, business was not easy to do, and he was busy with the company's affairs. Fortunately, his wife who was remarried later was kind-hearted and helped him take good care of the child.

At the beginning, he was still worried and would ask the nanny about his son from time to time. He would also communicate with his son's teacher by phone from time to time. But gradually, the business became busier and busier. Baiyin, the stepmother, was impeccable in every way. Even his young son praised her. Yan Chaozong naturally felt relieved. Gradually, he paid less attention to this, until later, this neglect became a habit.

Yan Chaozong thought about it all night and figured out that as a father, he might really be lacking in this aspect, but he didn't think it was an important issue.

In their generation, there were many brothers and sisters. If the parents were both working, they would work in three shifts and had little time to meet every day, not to mention taking care of them in person. The old brought up the old, and the old brought up the young. Who didn't come from that?

As parents, as long as they don't let their children starve to death, and let them have a house to live in, food to eat, and books to read, they are the most responsible. Yan Chaozong himself came from that and didn't think there was anything wrong with this way of education.

Just like his father, Yan Chu's grandfather, he never cared about the children in the family, because he thought it was the woman's business, that is, Yan Chaozong's mother's business. Occasionally, when their brothers and sisters made a big mistake, he would beat them up without saying a word. This is the best way for a father to show his authority.

Yan Chaozong was scared by his father's beating when he was a child, so he did not advocate violence, but other than that, he really didn't think that being a father needed to do anything.

He thought that he had paid enough for this family, but he was just a little less caring. Is it still an unforgivable problem?

That night, he tossed and turned, regretful and angry. Such mixed emotions reached their peak when he saw his son Yan Chu.

"Yes, you think I've embarrassed you, and you think it's embarrassing to have a son like me who is not good at studying and not good-looking, but have I embarrassed you from the beginning?"

Yan Chu looked at the angry man opposite. He may not love the original body's son, but his love is too self-centered. He disciplined the original body in the way he thought was right, without paying enough effort, and just entrusted him to the woman he thought was reliable. Is this kind of love really what the original body wants?

Yan Chu's words stunned Yan Chaozong. Yes, he still remembers that when his son was very young, he was as beautiful as a doll, and he was sweet and polite. He was the backbone of the school's art and literature. Whether it was hosting or performing a show, he was the number one choice.

Because of this son, he was envied by many people. At that time, Yan Chaozong was in high spirits, with a gentle and virtuous wife at home, and the company's business was on the right track again. But since when did he only feel a headache when thinking of this son?

It seems that it was from when he started to gain weight and no longer looked cute and pretty as a child. Because of the change in appearance, his son's temperament began to be inferior and sensitive. He still remembered that one day, his son secretly ran to his room and told him that he didn't want to study anymore because his classmates bullied him.

What did he do at that time?

Yan Chaozong sat down on the chair weakly and began to recall.

At that time, he was negotiating a big business, so he entrusted the matter to Baiyin. Baiyin was very concerned about Yan Chu and went to school with the child the next day. As a result, she found out what happened in the school and came back to tell him that it was a small conflict between some children. Ah Chu was too sensitive and regarded the kindness of his classmates as malice, so he was rejected by his classmates.

But fortunately, the students in their class were not bad kids. They would not bully him or tease him. At most, they would not talk to him or play with him. As long as Ah Chu changed his temper, it would be fine.

Yan Chaozong believed it at that time. In his opinion, it was not a big deal. As long as it did not rise to a fight, it was just cold violence. Is this violence?

Yan Chaozong himself had not experienced these things, so he naturally could not imagine the feeling of falling from heaven to hell because of gaining weight and losing friends around him one by one.

Yes, those classmates did not beat or scold him, but the feeling of being drummed up by the crowd and living in strange, sarcastic, and indifferent eyes was enough to drive a child who was not mentally mature crazy.

Yan Chaozong remembered that after that, his son once again cried and complained to him, saying that he wanted to transfer schools. That day, because the previous business deal was not concluded, he was in a bad mood and scolded his son severely.

After that, he still called the teacher to discuss his son's problem. The teacher also said that he would deal with it. After that, he never heard his son complain again and thought that the matter should be over and dismissed him. Forgot.

"you--"

Yan Chaozong's throat was a little tight and he didn't know how to argue.

"I told you to lose weight."

Yan Chaozong is not averse to being fat. From his old-fashioned point of view, the white-bone-like figure that is highly praised nowadays is not what he likes. However, his son is really too fat and has long been fatter than normal. In addition, such a figure not only affects other people's impression of you, but also affects your health.

"Haha, do you think I can lose weight by staying in that home?"

Yan Chu looked at Yan Chaozong and sneered.

This man was able to go to university in his time, become a university lecturer, and then go into business at the most suitable time. This is enough to show that his intelligence is far above ordinary people. But such a smart man has never He has never doubted his pillow partner. I am afraid that until now, in his heart, Bai Yin is a good and responsible stepmother.

After Yan Chu successfully lost weight, he began to wonder why he could lose weight so easily while his original body couldn't lose weight.

Yan Chu has been a doctor in several worlds, so he knows that there are several methods that can make a normal person suddenly gain weight and make it difficult to lose weight. One of the methods is hormones.

The specific side effects of obesity caused by taking hormones include moon face, buffalo hump, and central obesity. Unfortunately, these points are all in line with my original body shape. If I want to lose weight while taking hormones, it is It is very difficult, but after being freed from hormones, the body's metabolic secretion returns to balance. At this time, it is relatively simple to lose weight again.

When Yan Chu came over, it had been more than half a year since he left home. During this period, he had no contact with that family. Bai Yin, who was most likely to attack him, would not be so powerful as to use other methods to eat him. Hormones were added to things, and at that time, in Baiyin's mind, the original body was probably already dead, so naturally it was not worth her spending too much time. Therefore, the body that had been deprived of hormones for half a year gradually lost control of hormones. Only then would Yan Chu's weight loss be so smooth.

These are just Yan Chu's guesses for the time being, but he is basically convinced of this guess.

"What do you mean by this?" Yan Chaozong frowned, not thinking of this for the time being.

"Don't you think it's strange? Why can't I lose weight no matter how much I do when I'm at home, but after leaving that home, I lose so much weight all of a sudden? In your heart, there is really a woman who is willing to do it. It’s good for the stepson, especially the stepson who may have taken over the property that originally belonged to her son.”

Yan Chu looked at the man opposite whose expression suddenly changed: "I'm not wrong. Just like the rumors, the one she brought is your illegitimate child."

Bai Yin is not an idiot. If what she brought to the Yan family was really a bastard, then the most important thing she should do is to coax him into a child who treats her as her own mother when he was still very young.

A shopping mall boss like Yan Chaozong is not a fool. If something happens to the original person, the huge wealth behind him will never be inherited by a stepson who has no blood relationship with him. After all, after Yan Chu, he There are also many nephews and nieces, as well as many nephews and daughters. These are all of his bloodline. For people like Yan Chaozong, bloodline is the most important thing.

But it would be different if the child brought by Baiyin was born to Yan Chaozong. After Yan Chu was dead, he should turn to training his other son instead of focusing on his nephews.

"Nonsense."

Yan Chaozong was a little weak, but how could he admit in front of his son that he had betrayed his marriage and his late wife.

Immediately, Yan Chaozong couldn't hold himself any longer, and even became angry with embarrassment.

Yes, the child Baiyin brought, who was only three years younger than Yan Chu, was indeed his and Baiyin's illegitimate child. But for Yan Chaozong, this was all an accident. It was an accident for him and Baiyin. of victims.

Speaking of which, it has to involve an old incident.

When Yan Chaozong was still a university lecturer, he once taught a class of students. Bai Yin was the most beautiful girl in that class. At that time, the two of them didn't have much contact. After teaching that class, he resigned after one year. Later, Bai Yin came to his company to apply for a job, and he remembered that he had such a student.

Because of the friendship between teacher and student, Yan Chaozong treated Bai Yin a little bit special. He kept her and asked her to be his secretary. It happened that his wife was pregnant at that time and could not accompany him to some social occasions. Bai Yin It just fills this gap.

But Yan Chaozong believed that the relationship between the two was very pure. He still regarded the other party as his student, and the other party only regarded him as a teacher who needed to be respected. He frankly introduced Baiyin's existence to everyone, including In order to prevent his wife from thinking wildly, Yan Chaozong also made everything clear. After all, secretarial work had a bad reputation at that time, and Yan Chaozong was also afraid that his wife would get the wrong idea.

In the business world, it is inevitable that there will be times when it is necessary to play tricks. Because of Baiyin's existence, Yan Chaozong saves a lot of trouble. He thinks this is good. When the children at home are older and his wife can let go, he can Don't bother Bai Yin to accompany him on social occasions after work, but who could have imagined that an accident broke the original peace.

That time, both he and Bai Yin drank too much. His friend thought Bai Yin was his mistress, so he simply opened a room for them. In the middle of the night, in a daze, he regarded Bai Yin as his wife. Naturally, a relationship happened that shouldn't have happened.

That was Baiyin's first time. At that time, she had a stable relationship. After the two of them woke up, Baiyin even had the urge to die. Regretful, Yan Chaozong had no choice but to stop the person. He blurted out the words that he was willing to take responsibility, and his innocent voice lost its innocence. Only under his curse and oath did he gradually regain his composure.

On one side was his beloved wife, and on the other was the poor woman who had suffered a terrible disaster. Yan Chaozong was in a bad mood during that time. Fortunately, after Baiyin regained his composure, he thought better of it and did not make trouble for him to divorce. He just resigned from him and planned to Traveling is a good way to calm down your mood.

Yan Chaozong was grateful to Bai Yin for her tolerance and understanding, gave her a sum of money, and then regarded the matter as a thing of the past. However, Bai Yin was a noble person by nature, so before leaving, he returned the money to the Finance Department, and then left quietly. .

A man's bad nature is always somewhat different for his woman. After Bai Yin left, he began to miss him from time to time, recalling their past scenes. Yan Chaozong knew that this was wrong, but he still couldn't restrain himself. .

Fortunately, three months later, Bai Yin came back because she found out that she was pregnant and the child was Yan Chaozong's.

Everyone knew what happened after that. He raised Bai Yin outside and let her give birth to the illegitimate son. Because of his guilty conscience, he treated his first wife even better until his son was six years old and the illegitimate son was three years old. After his pregnant mother died of illness, he straightened Baiyin up.

In Yan Chaozong's heart, Baiyin has always been willing to give up her trust. This trust allowed him to hand over his son to her with confidence. He also saw her efforts over the years. From Yan Chaozong's point of view, the reason why the eldest son refused to accept this stepmother was only because of outsiders' instigation and his own ignorance. Everything had nothing to do with Baiyin.

"Nonsense—nonsense—"

Yan Chaozong repeated these words. He did not want to doubt the wife who had been sleeping with him for more than ten years, nor did he want to admit that he had been negligent and wrong for so many years.

"You are always like this. You always think that what you think is right is the right thing."

Yan Chu's voice was a little hoarse. He lowered his eyes and fluttered his eyelashes, telling the unrest in his heart.

"When I was in my second year of junior high school, I cried and made a fuss about transferring to another school. You believed that woman's words and thought that the problems I encountered were just petty quarrels between classmates, and then let it go. Do you know that kind of situation where everyone surrounds you? You were joking together, but when you walked over, they immediately stopped the discussion, and then booed meaningfully. Do you know how sad and disappointing it is to be in a group activity in the class, but everyone treats you as a plague and isolates you? you do not know."

"When I couldn't stand such a blow and chose to lose weight, have you seen my efforts? I only ate two square meals a day. I controlled my food intake, got up early, walked briskly, and ran at night. How many times did I feel hungry? There were stars in my eyes, and I almost fainted before I even walked on the road. You didn’t even know that you would only think that I didn’t do enough and that I had embarrassed you. Do you know that at that time, I was just a human being? My child, I have no mother, and the only one I can rely on is you as my father. However, you pushed me to a woman with ill intentions without thinking. At that time, I felt that I had been abandoned by the whole world. If you think I am fat and embarrass you, fine, I will eat even fatter. If you praise her son for his good grades, fine, I will just let it go and let my grades rot to the core. Anyway, the person who cares about me the most is dead. Everyone hates me, so what’s the point of doing the best I can?”

Yan Chu's nasal voice became thicker. When he raised his head, his eyes were red. Yan Chaozong looked at it, his heart was tightly grasped, and he opened his mouth, feeling the pain of suffocation.

"On the day I was driven away by you, I sat on the bridge all night and drank wine all night. Before I fell asleep, I wanted to use the strength of the wine to jump off. I drowned and it was over, but after I woke up, I regretted it. I dreamed about my mother. She was exactly the same as in the photo. "

Speaking of his mother, Yan Chu's expression inevitably softened a lot, and his whole person lost his anger and returned to the purity of a child.

"My mother hugged me and said that even if everyone doesn't want me, she will want me. Haha, you see, my life is still valuable. I am not a child that no one loves."

Yan Chu grinned: "I am also my mother's child. If she is still alive, I will be the happiest child in the world, so I will live well, live for her, live for myself, but I will no longer live for you. Live."

Looking up to prevent tears from flowing down, Yan Chu stood up and looked deeply at the man opposite him: "I just want to get back the things my mother left behind, because you don't deserve to keep those things."

After that, he turned and left.

"No, no."

Yan Chaozong covered his chest. After Yan Chu left, he couldn't help crying. His face was exhausted. The man who was well-maintained finally showed some of the old lady he should have at his age.

*****

"Chaozong, where did you go today? The people in the company called home and said that they couldn't get through to your cell phone. I was so anxious."

Yan Chaozong sat in the coffee shop for a day. His cell phone kept ringing, but he didn't have the urge to answer it. He sat for a day and thought about it for a day.

"Nothing, I was delayed by something."

Yan Chaozong glanced at his wife, thinking about what his son said during the day, and suddenly felt that this woman was a little strange.

She was gentle and virtuous, but was he seeing the real her? Perhaps as his son said, are there really stepmothers in this world who devote themselves wholeheartedly to other people's children, based on those huge properties?

"Tonight, I have a lot of official business to deal with, so I'll sleep in the study. And I'm not hungry, so don't call me for dinner."

Yan Chaozong waved to Baiyin feebly, then walked upstairs.

"Lawyer Lin, come to the company tomorrow. I want to talk to you about the will."

"Zhang Cheng, come over tomorrow. I want you to check something."

Yan Chaozong made two calls in succession. He opened the drawer beside the table, which contained several family photos, some of him and his deceased wife, and some of him and Baiyin's mother and son.

Looking at the bright wife smiling in one of the old and yellowed photos, and the handsome and cute son at that time, Yan Chaozong felt mixed emotions.

If he hadn't made that mistake at the beginning, would everything have never happened? If he could have devoted some energy to his eldest son in these years, would there not be the current ending of the father-son split?

There is no if in everything. If you make a mistake, there is no chance to redeem it.

Yan Chaozong closed his eyes. Today was destined to be another sleepless night.

Outside the study, Bai Yin frowned and thought.

Her husband had been missing for a long time. The first thing he did when he came back was to talk to Lawyer Lin about the will. Could it be that something happened during this half day that she didn't know about?

Bai Yin left quietly. She must find out about this matter.

The author has something to say: I have been suffering from insomnia at night and sleepy as hell in the morning. Obviously, I am determined to go to bed and get up early for my health.

There will be another update later.