284. Every Time I Reborn, Someone Wants to Kill Me 4

Many people may think that the original person is crazy, but as a person who has inherited the memory of the original person, Yan Chu can understand his feelings at that time.

Death again and again, rebirth again and again.

When you think you have avoided the current murderous intention, in fact, the murderous intention is always behind you. You don't know who killed you, and you doubt all the people around you, whether they are well-intentioned or malicious.

In the end, when your nerves are tense to the extreme, the whole world is full of phantoms, everyone is clamoring around you, everyone may raise a sickle to you, and no one is completely harmless except yourself.

Even maybe I can't believe it...

This was the original mental state during his last reincarnation. Even though he remained calm on the outside, he was completely crazy on the inside.

Unfortunately, Yan Chu inherited his memory, and of course he had to endure the despair and pain he had experienced.

The pain of being hit on the head with a blunt object, the despair during the poisoning, the tragedy of the car accident, the anger of being smashed to death, and the last time, when the head was cut off and the nerves were still alive, he stared at the other half of himself with wide eyes The carnage of the corpse.

Such scenes of death will be played repeatedly in Yan Chu's mind every night and every time he wants to relax.

So, he understands.

The topic of the house was dropped. Zeng Fangfang left in a hurry after stocking up her son's food for the next few days and dinner for the day. Although her current husband did most of the housework at home, after all, a new family had been established. If she stays with her son for too long, both her husband and younger son will have objections.

What's more, she was currently quarreling about the house, so she had better try to avoid unnecessary trouble.

"By the way, I just asked someone to buy two bags of imported dog food for Aotian. I will send it to you when the time comes. I heard that the dog food of that brand is good. Huskies have a delicate spleen and stomach, so they need to eat extra Notice."

Before leaving, Zeng Fangfang wiped Yan Aotian's head. It seemed that the brainwashing system was very comprehensive. Zeng Fangfang not only accepted Yan Aotian's existence well, but even helped him buy dog ​​food.

"Awwww——"

When he heard about the food, Yan Aotian grinned and his tail almost turned into a hot wheel.

"good."

Yan Chu nodded in agreement, then sent the old lady to the gate of the community, watched her get into the car, and then led Yan Aotian back home.

"Ah Chu, why haven't you come to see our Qianqian recently?"

Just as he was about to walk back, Yan Chu was stopped by an old lady. Next to her stood a haggard young woman.

Yan Aotian was rushing forward, but he couldn't stop easily. At this moment, he was caught by the traction rope and rolled to the ground with a howl.

"Oooh, ooooo-"

Go home, go home, the chair legs at home are waiting for the dog.

Yan Chu ignored Yan Aotian's madness, stopped and looked at the old lady with eager eyes, and the young woman who looked at him with cold eyes and a little nostalgia.

This woman was his ex-girlfriend Lin Qian. Not only did he live in the same community as him, she was also a doctor in the same department. Because they often went home together, the two gradually became familiar with each other. After going back and forth, they developed into boyfriend and girlfriend. Relationship.

It was Lin Qian who initiated the breakup of the two because the original person wanted Dink. He didn't like children and hated children. However, Lin Qian was not young anymore and she wanted to get married immediately and have a child of love.

The original person was willing to meet her former needs, but not the latter. Perhaps this was the last straw that broke the relationship.

Because of the breakup, Lin Qian took all the holidays this year and the annual leave she didn't take last year. After all, she didn't go to the hospital for more than 20 days.

Yan Chu glanced at Lin Qian's complexion. She was probably still immersed in her last relationship. Her face was haggard, and she was wearing long pants and long sleeves even though it was summer.

In comparison, the original person seemed much cold-hearted. He went to work as usual, and quickly dated a new girlfriend after breaking up with his ex-girlfriend. No matter who he told, he would probably be labeled a scumbag.

"Did you have a quarrel with Qianqian? Auntie is also here. It's normal for young people to quarrel. Once the matter is settled, everything will be fine."

Lin Qian pursed her lips and tried to pull her mother away with a calm expression, but it was obvious that her mother did not listen to her and still stood motionless in front of Yan Chu, saying peace as an elder.

In the eyes of the older generation, a child like Yan Chu who owns a house, a car, and a stable job is simply a golden son-in-law, a diamond king, especially Yan Chu's parents divorced and each has a new family. It is estimated that he will get married in the future. His wife doesn't have to worry about the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.

Mother Lin, who was anxious for her daughter, also inquired about it. Yan Chu’s mother later gave birth to a son. He is now about to graduate from college. By then, the other party will be busy taking care of the younger son and it will be too late. He will definitely not come to the eldest son. Help here, so that she, the mother-in-law, can legitimately take care of her daughter, and she doesn't have to worry about someone trying to steal her grandchild from her.

Therefore, what does Mother Lin think of Yan Chu? In addition, her daughter is already very young, and she is already thirty years old, so she should not be picky. If she meets someone like Yan Chu, she should be given high honors.

Perhaps because she knew her parents' old thoughts, Lin Qian hesitated before telling them about their breakup, fearing that her parents would be anxious and come up with some crooked tricks or urge her to get married.

But she didn't say anything. Just because she didn't see her at work or Yan Chu coming to see her during these days, her parents could guess that the two of them were probably at odds.

"Auntie knows that you and Qianqian are both good children. If you have any problems, don't hold them back."

Mother Lin pushed her daughter to Yan Chu's side: "You guys have a nice chat, Auntie won't bother you anymore. Qianqian, Mom is going to buy you an old hen to stew. I'll probably be back in more than half an hour." You don’t have the key to your home. Chat with Ah Chu for a while, and don’t rush home.”

After saying that, Mother Lin waved her hands, as if she was afraid that her daughter would follow her, and ran away with a pace that was incredible for an elderly person.

"Why don't you come and sit at my house?"

Yan Chu squinted his eyes. He always felt that something was not right with Lin Qian's current state.

Looking carefully, it doesn't look like he is haggard after a broken love, but like he is weak after a serious illness.

"No, there's nothing more to talk about between us."

Lin Qian shook her head, feeling a pain in her heart when she looked at the calm and indifferent man in front of her.

"Are you OK?"

Yan Chu couldn't bear it and asked Lin Qian softly.

Although it was Lin Qian who initiated the breakup, she still let go of the relationship so neatly and neatly. At this point, there was indeed something wrong with the original person.

"Awwww——"

Something happened to the dog. The dog wanted to go home and chew the table leg. Yan Aotian lay on the ground with his two front paws scratching the ground, looking like a dog in despair.

"without--"

Lin Qian thought about it carefully. She wanted to completely sever ties with this man. In this case, she should hide that matter. But for some reason, looking at the man's always calm face, she suddenly thought Some other emotions could be seen on the other person's face.

She wanted to know if this man would be sad, sad, or - guilty.

"Half a month ago, I aborted the child in my belly. The child was more than two months old, a small ball of sparkling blood. That child is ours, and you don't want it."

Lin Qian lowered her head and touched her flat belly. When she raised her head again, tears and anger were already in her eyes.

"Do you still remember that before we broke up, I asked you what you would do if we had a child, and then you said that you would marry me, but the child must be aborted. Now I will fulfill your wish, but, I don’t care if you marry me.”

Lin Qian knew how happy she was when she was pregnant. Although her boyfriend had always said that he didn't want children, Lin Qian always thought that her boyfriend would change if she really had children. Just like when she was in her twenties, she also found children annoying. , but at this age, seeing people of the same age having children, I still can't help but have the urge to be a mother.

But she never thought that Yan Chu's reaction would be so firm and persistent. He was not even willing to coax her, but was so indifferent, shattering her dreams when she was the most happy and longing for her.

It seemed that it was at that time that Lin Qian discovered that she could not change that man. On the contrary, she had changed too much in this relationship. Because of the excellence of the other man, she became humble. She regarded him as the only one. She only realized it when she was awake. In the other person's heart, you may just be a dispensable existence.

The other party's blood was cold, and Lin Qian couldn't help but wonder whether the other party had ever liked her, or whether he just chose to date her because she was a suitable person.

"Pregnant?"

Yan Chu was a little surprised. Even the original person didn't know about this.

In this way, the other party's haggardness will be justified. Abortion is a very harmful operation to the body.

"You-" Yan Chu's throat was a little dry and he looked down at Lin Qian's belly.

Urban men and women are all older men and women, and it is normal for them to have sex when they are dating.

Yuan Shen and Lin Qian had already tasted the forbidden fruit in the second month of their relationship. Basically, Lin Qian came to stay at Yuan Shen's house. It was just because Yuan Shen didn't like children. She made it clear from the beginning of their relationship. attitude, so when the two of them had sex, they always wore condoms.

However, contraceptive measures are not always 100% effective. Although the chance of Lin Qian getting pregnant unexpectedly is small, it is normal.

"Don't worry, abortion is my decision alone. Although I like children, I'm not great enough to be a single mother."

Lin Qian felt sour. In fact, when she realized that she wanted to get married and become a mother, she secretly tampered with the condoms at Yan Chu's house. They were all healthy and it was reasonable for them to be pregnant. in things.

Originally, she wanted to force Yan Chu to accept the fact of the child, but when she heard the other party say the word "abort" indifferently, Lin Qian regretted it. She did not say that she was pregnant, but directly broke up with her. .

Because she vaguely guessed that even if the other party knew about her pregnancy, he would still only give her this answer.

"I want to be a mother, but I also hope that my child will appear with the expectations and love of both parents." Lin Qian's eyes flashed with tears, her nasal voice was a little thick, she took a deep breath, and then said to Yan Chu waved his hand.

"From now on, you should find a wife who is willing to have sex with you. But for the sake of your wife, I suggest you get a sterilization yourself. This is my advice. Goodbye."

Lin Qian turned around gracefully and burst into tears the moment she turned around.

She found that after saying these words, she felt regretful.

Originally, pregnancy was her own wishful choice. Yan Chu expressed his attitude from beginning to end. She plunged into the obsession with the other party. Even if the other party was indifferent and his response was rare, she was still happy.

It was just that she was cheap, and she asked for it.

Lin Qian wrapped her arms around her chest and hugged herself, but she knew that the man was not worth her efforts. When she talked it out, she still felt heartbroken.

Even when she saw the other party's indifferent expression, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

It was really cheap to the bone, Lin Qian cursed herself.

However, she had chosen to let go. In the days to come, she would gradually forget this relationship and start a new life. One day, she would completely kick the man out of her heart.

The other party's joys and sorrows could no longer stir up a wave in her heart.

"Let's go."

Yan Chu stood there for a long time, until he saw Lin Qian's back disappear in the building where she lived. Then he kicked Yan Aotian who was almost asleep, and slowly walked towards his residence.

Unexpectedly, the original body's previous relationship was mixed with a child. Thinking of Lan Qin who was dating the original body, Yan Chu felt that the relationship plate left by the original body seemed to be getting more and more messy.

*****

"The operation was very successful, but the subsequent observation is the key. Be careful of complications."

The operation lasted more than eight hours, and Yan Chu's legs were slightly numb. When the last stitch was sewn, he breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed.

In the end, just like the original body's memory, perhaps for a gamble, or perhaps because of the persuasion of relatives, Shao Zhong decided to let his mother have surgery.

In the previous life, the operation was very successful, but many complications broke out inexplicably in the later period, and the kidney function failed. In the absence of a matching kidney, Shao Zhong's mother died soon.

Because of this incident, Shao Zhong led people to make a scene in the hospital, and also found many media to expose the "unscrupulous" doctor Yuan Shen. However, because hospitals are afraid of medical disturbances, cameras are installed in the operating room and intensive care unit, and every doctor's diagnosis and treatment record will be archived.

After the professional department identified the operation video and the diagnosis and treatment records of Yuan Shen, the innocence of Yuan Shen was proved, and at the same time, Shao Zhong's dream of getting a large amount of compensation was shattered.

In his opinion, this is the protection of officials, and it is the hospital that protects the unscrupulous doctor Yuan Shen. Therefore, during that time, the other party always took his younger brother to guard outside the hospital, saying that he wanted to give Yuan Shen a good time, until the hospital called the police and arrested him and locked him up for three days, and the other party's behavior was quiet.

In fact, according to Shao's mother's condition, surgery is indeed her best choice. If she chooses conservative treatment, even if she can survive for a while, she will just be dying under the torture of the disease. Surgery, at least there is hope of cure, at least it can make her live a few more years.

The original body's suggestion was not wrong. Yan Chu, as a man who was a famous doctor in several worlds, observed the memory of the original body's surgery and could not find any faults.

Moreover, Shao's mother's surgery was really successful. The biggest problem was the postoperative infection and complications. All intensive care units were sterilized sterile rooms, but accidents were always unpredictable. This time, Yan Chu tried to do the surgery better and prevent postoperative infection more strictly.

Because he knew that if he could change Shao's mother's fate, perhaps the subsequent medical dispute would not happen, and he would have one less suspect.

But it seemed that everything was destined. He was so careful and asked the nurse to closely monitor Shao's mother's condition, but the postoperative infection problem still occurred, and serious complications. Even though Shao's mother was pushed into the operating room for rescue at the first time, she still could not save her life.

Is everything in this world really so difficult to change, just like the original body was destined to die.

Yan Chu squatted in the corner of the operating room, with the bloody gloves on his hands still not taken off, and the whole person was a little confused.

He had been a doctor for so many lifetimes, and naturally there were many patients whose lives he could not save. But this time was a little different. He knew what kind of symptoms the patient would suffer after the operation, so he tried his best to avoid those symptoms, but everything was still unavoidable. This feeling made Yan Chu feel that he had killed the patient.

The mental pressure left by the original body swept over him uncontrollably. For the first time in history, Yan Chu felt tired.

"You killed my mother. You, the quack doctor, killed my mother."

After leaving the operating room, Yan Chu was immediately stopped by Shao Zhong.

"Your hospital only knows how to cheat money. It was agreed that my mother would be alive and kicking after the operation. Now my mother is gone. Pay me the money you spent these days. Pay me all the money. There is also mental damage compensation, funeral expenses, and compensation."

Shao Zhong's face did not show much grief, but there was a hint of joy, as if he saw himself on the road to wealth by relying on medical troubles.

Isn't it the same on TV and in the news? The hospital refused to pay, so he dumped the fucking body at the hospital entrance, and then called a group of people to mourn. The hospital was scared and gave money.

Worse, he asked this useless doctor for money. There were so many of them, and they were afraid of him.

No one felt sorry for the patient who died in the ward. What a ridiculous scene.

The gangsters brought by Shao Zhong surrounded the door of the operating room, their faces flushed, and in Yan Chu's eyes, they looked like strange monsters.

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