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"I think it's a deal that's not worth it." Ji Yang blurted out this sentence, and a mess of calculations just appeared in his mind.

He was stunned after saying it.

"What do you mean by a deal that's not worth it?" Zhang Ruowan's eyes were red, "Do you regret giving birth to him with me? Is he a burden to you? Do you think it's better without him?"

She knew that Ji Yang didn't like children very much at first, and had told her before that the effort and reward of raising a child were not proportional.

But, their child has been born, and she thinks that he will always change over time, and, how can such things be measured by rewards?

"That's not what I meant." Ji Yang also sat up and explained, "I told you before that we took him to see the world, because we are his parents, all the efforts are one-sided, and we don't ask for rewards."

"I just think it's tiring to raise a child, but I don't regret it."

The original owner's emotions were suppressed by him, and he was also influenced a little bit by classmate Ji, and now he has more fatherly love.

However, he has not yet been able to give without regrets, because he is originally selfish, and it is still difficult to completely change it. Even if he pretends well, he still has some negative emotions in his heart.

For example, the original owner thought that children are born to suffer, and they should not suffer in this world.

"Everyone is tired, I am tired too, but the baby is growing up day by day, I think it is worth it." Zhang Ruowan recalled the sadness of more than a year. From pregnancy to childbirth, she suffered more than the past twenty years combined.

"I will play the role of a father and try my best." Ji Yang promised.

Zhang Ruowan knew that she could not force him, but what Ji Yang said made her very uncomfortable, but she could only accept it.

She hoped that the child would have the father's natural love for him, not to pretend.

All night, both of them were sleepless.

In the following days, Zhang Ruowan felt sorry for Ji Yang, and she felt sorry for her little classmate Ji. She also knew that Ji Yang was trying hard to change himself.

She began to create more opportunities for the father and son to spend time together, but despite this, Xiao Ji was still closer to his mother and grandparents.

If these three people were around, he would not let Ji Yang hold him.

Zhang Ruowan saw it and remembered it in her heart. What should she do? But there was nothing she could do. Xiao Ji was a crybaby, so she had to give up.

This situation had been going on for a long time, and progress was very slow, until a big thing happened when Xiao Ji was nine months old.

While Zhang Ruowan was not paying attention, Xiao Ji, who was holding the table to get up, fell and slipped, and fell forward hard, with a loud "bang".

Zhang Ruowan's heart leaked a piece, and the other party's heartbreaking voice came over, and she was so distressed that she couldn't breathe.

"Wow... Wow..."

She ran over to pick up the child, and blood came out of her forehead. When she saw the blood, she felt weak all over while holding the child.

Ji Yang just came back from get out of class and hurried over to pick up the child.

"Let's go to the hospital first." He took the car keys, pulled Zhang Ruowan out quickly, got in the car, put the child in her arms, and drove himself.

Zhang Ruowan's tears kept falling with the child. She fell on her head and didn't dare to move. She was full of self-blame.

She didn't take good care of it.

When they arrived at the hospital, Ji Yang took the child to check. Zhang Ruowan's mind was blank and she followed him.

Little Ji was in pain and cried non-stop. Not only Zhang Ruowan was heartbroken, but Ji Yang's heart was also tied together.

Usually he didn't react to seeing the child, but this time something really happened. He couldn't calm down at all. At this moment, he also deeply understood that after giving birth to this child, he would have to worry about him all his life. It was hard and happy. How could he ignore him without emotion?

During the examination, little Ji cried even harder and grabbed his father fiercely. It was so pitiful.

"Doctor, help the baby check it, it won't hurt." Ji Yang coaxed him softly.

"Wow..."

"Be good." Ji Yang lowered his head and kissed him, almost instinctively, slowly comforting him and calming his emotions.

After one examination after another, little Ji became more and more dependent on his father and hugged his father tightly.

Fortunately, he was fine after the examination. There was a layer of skin on his forehead, and he had to be disinfected. The disinfection was very long, and he cried again.

Ji Yang held him and coaxed him, and he cried until he fell asleep.

He refused to let go of his father when he went home to sleep.

Zhang Ruowan blamed herself for several days and dared not look away from him.

Since then, she also found that Ji Yang's feelings towards the child have changed a lot. Looking at the wound, the heartache and worry in his eyes were no less than hers.

Sometimes he would hold the child in one hand while cooking with the other hand, and blow the stewed meat cold for little Ji to taste.

The father and son often made a fuss, and the house was filled with laughter of one big and one small.

Chapter 361 A Good Teacher Who Loves His Family (23)

Since he was born, Little Ji has been the focus of the whole family. Even Wei Dong upstairs dotes on him.

After giving birth to her child and finishing her confinement, Zhang Ruowan continued to tutor Wei Dong. He watched Little Ji grow up slowly.

Over the past year or so, he has made good progress. He studies very hard during every holiday. When he wakes up early, you can still hear him reading English aloud.

Wei Daguang secretly told Ji Yang that he only hoped Wei Dong could get a bachelor's degree. It would cost a little money, but at least he could get a bachelor's degree.

When Wei Dong came to the Ji family, he would play with Little Ji except for studying.

Little Ji was in his naughty years. He would crawl all over the house when he could crawl and walk all over the house when he could walk.

He fiddles with it here and there, and if he gets the paper towel, he will sit down and draw it out one by one.

When he plays, he wants to run around freely. When he is free and sees someone, he will yell for someone to hold him, no matter where he goes.

Ji Yang and Zhang Ruowan will not spoil him. Sometimes they will deliberately correct his bad temper and educate him.

Although he can't speak yet, he is very smart.