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"I don't want you to say sorry. This kind of life is terrible. It's not a good direction for me or you. If we are together, it will only get worse."

She didn't say the second half of the sentence, but Ji Yang understood.

Separation is the best choice.

"Are you willing to do it?" Ji Yang's eyes were burning, and he was very stubborn before she answered. "I can't do it. We have been together for so many years. No matter how hard it is, I can't do it. I don't break up. I don't agree."

"Why can't we leave a good impression on each other?" Ruan Xin turned her back to him, and her voice was already crying.

Who is willing to do it?

How many decades are there in life? He is like another her in this world. They are so familiar with each other, so familiar that she knows what he is thinking and whether he is lying to her with a look or a word.

"I don't want to leave any good impression in your heart. I just don't want you to leave. If you leave, I will never find you. You will definitely stay away from me and cut off all contact with me."

"Yes, I drank on purpose. I was betting on getting sick. I was betting on your soft heart. Will you feel sorry and worry about me being alone here? I thought a lot yesterday and couldn't bring myself to apologize to you, but compared to breaking up, I am willing to bow my head."

Ruan Xin wiped her tears and didn't turn her head.

She knew he did it on purpose. How could a drunk man who was unconscious call her right away?

She came even though she knew it.

Both of them knew the twists and turns inside and cooperated with their own performances.

"I don't want face. In front of you, I don't need to care about the so-called face. I am already very poor. I live like a beggar here. It's just you who accompanies me." He said sadly and took a breath.

Just graduated and suffered a beating from society, the passion in his heart is slowly cooling down, and life is gradually becoming confused.

"It's normal to be difficult at the beginning." Ruan Xin still comforted him.

When I first started working, my salary was pitifully low. I paid half of it for rent and the other half for food, clothing and daily necessities, just to survive.

"You don't complain about my low salary or my inability. I know that our relationship is in crisis. I ignore it, you get anxious, and then I get annoyed and you get tired."

When Ji Yang said this, Ruan Xin's choked cry came, as if she was touched by the pain, her shoulders were shaking violently, "What's the use of knowing that you won't change?"

The two of them had many problems before, and he didn't want to analyze or solve them with her. He always said to live in the present and be happy now.

The problems that are covered up will become bigger problems. They can't talk to each other at all, and there is little affection left.

"I'm very tired. Even if you don't put pressure on me, I will put pressure on myself. It's me who asked you to come and work together. We've been together for so long, so I should give you a good life. Houses are expensive, and the things I want to give you are expensive." Ji Yang said helplessly, cautiously and tentatively, "Wife, I thought about it yesterday. Can we live separately? Live closer. If we separate, there will be fewer conflicts, and each of us will have some free space."

Ruan Xin turned her head to look at him, her eyes tangled.

She has decided to leave.

"I may be busier starting next month, with a lot of pressure, and my life will be a mess. I don't want to impose negative emotions on you. I will adjust myself and handle our relationship well." He said sincerely.

It's impossible for her not to be moved.

Even if she still sees a little hope, she won't leave. She has only been here to accompany him for a year, and she can't bear to leave.

Two forces are fighting in her heart.

"I know you want to leave. I'm tired too. Sometimes when we quarrel, we just want to break up. Life is still long. Why can't I relax a little? But then I think about it. No one will accompany me since I was young. No one can replace the weight you occupy in my memory."

"I can't give the energy I spent on you to the next person. The trust I gave you and the determination to spend the rest of my life with you can't be replaced by others."

Ji Yang's eyes were also a little red. He looked directly into her eyes, and his clear words echoed in the house, "In this life, I will never love someone so hard again."

Chapter 607 Extra She was probably fooled again

Ruan Xin finally softened her heart.

What Ji Yang said was also her feeling in her heart. If not, how could she forgive him again and again? She held hope again and again.

After the two separated, she might not give so much love to the next person in this life.

He continued to hold her hand, and the two of them moved closer. He continued, "It's too damp and dark here, and it's not good for your health. I found a house for you. You can live there and we can calm down for a while, okay?"

No coercion, no interrogation, he spoke softly throughout the whole process and asked her opinion.

"I paid the deposit."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ruan Xin frowned, "I didn't say I was going to live there, don't make your own decision."

Especially when it comes to money, the deposit is paid and can't be returned.

"I asked my colleague, she lived there before, it's not bad, it's safe in the community, although it's shared rent, the house is not too big, but it's much better than here, and it has everything it should have. It's hard for someone to move out, if it doesn't settle down, someone will move in soon." Ji Yang explained to her.

Knowing that the deposit was paid for a month, the monthly rent was 2,900 yuan, one deposit and one payment, she was even more helpless and anxious.

"I won't go. You can see how to get the deposit back." Ruan Xin looked at him seriously. "The rent here is only 2,000. We are still living a tight life and have no spare money."

They only have a monthly salary of 4,000 to 5,000, and it increased after the internship period. Before that, they only received more than 3,000.

"My monthly salary has increased to 6,800. You can just move in." Ji Yang insisted, "The other three people who share the apartment are also girls, so I am relieved."