Chapter 926 My Goal

I know I have never lost my memory, but I have skipped a few days of memory. In the hands of Aries, my memory is like a film reel, and he cuts off a part of it at will. This not only causes me to forget some things, but also makes my life fast forward.

Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly. My life is indeed very chaotic. The fragmented memories and the occasional "life fast forward" are all entangled in me. They seem to happen randomly, but they are firmly controlled by Aries.

Even Qinglong has laughed at my chaotic life.

When I left "Tiantangkou" that day, even the fake smile on my face disappeared. I was so disappointed with Chu Tianqiu.

I have told many members of "Jidao" before that if they want to quit "Jidao" in the future or feel desperate, they can go to the good man Wang Chu Tianqiu. "Tiantangkou" has been the retreat of the entire "Jidao" for a long time.

I even had several unrealistic fantasies.

I know that the road I followed Brother Yang was too dangerous. It was a "road to rebellion". If what Brother Yang did was discovered by Tianlong, all those related to him would die without a burial place. At that time, I would definitely find a way to save all the "extreme ways" and let them join "Tiantangkou".

After all, Chu Tianqiu's "Tiantangkou" was very safe, at least in the eyes of Tianlong.

But who knew that fate would play tricks on people. Aries, who was in such a dangerous situation, did not collapse, while Chu Tianqiu, who had been working for "Participants", collapsed.

Could it be that "Participants" were more terrifying than "Tianlong"?

The reason why I have always trusted "Tiantangkou" for such a long time is because Aunt Tong is here.

She has never left since she joined "Tiantangkou".

Even if Chu Tianqiu has done such an outrageous thing, even if he has gone crazy and started to create and provoke humans, Aunt Tong still did not choose to withdraw. Her meaning is already very clear.

If the timing is not inconvenient, I really want to ask her... Does Chu Tianqiu still have a huge "good karma" now?

Will the organization "Tiantangkou" receive blessings one day in the future because of Chu Tianqiu's huge "good karma"?

Excuse me for being frank. I can't see this path at all. Now the rumors on the street have begun to change. Some people say that Chu Tianqiu has begun to let many people in the organization die at will. He not only lost the qualifications of a leader, but also lost the prestige of a leader.

"Karma" is like this. If Chu Tianqiu did nothing, he might not be affected by "karma". His life would have neither blessings nor bad karma. But he created an organization. He wanted to lead everyone to fight out of this ghost place. Whether he succeeded or not, the "karma" of others also became his "karma".

That day, Chu Tianqiu expressed his unique insight into his ability to create a replica, which also caused me to think deeply.

If this place can really escape, would I prefer to go out myself, or would I want "Yan Zhichun" to go out?

"Yan Zhichun" has my memory and knows everything that happened to me, so Chu Tianqiu and I have the same point of view.

No matter which "Yan Zhichun" escaped, it can be regarded as my escape. Because my experience is different from others, I have been copied countless times.

There is nothing unacceptable about this... Each of us is constantly copied here. Anyone who has experienced several reincarnations and preserved his memory will find this problem.

Our bodies are left here, and new lives are rising from the ground.

The number of corpses here increases day by day, and the smell becomes stronger day by day.

We are all copies, so how can we tell whose bloodline is purer?

I believe that Aries must think so too. He has been copying my life to perform tasks for him, so he has naturally overcome this psychological difficulty.

So I can split my life in half. If there is really a copy that can escape, let her return to the real world and live my miserable and inferior life. By the way, let my parents know that I am safe. After everyone is relieved, I can survive here.

After all, here are my best friends in this life, and my family who is most like a senior teacher. I don’t want to leave.

If Brother Yang comes back one day and can take over the entire "Land of the End", I will definitely negotiate with him. I need a management position, and I want to make everyone here no longer live in such hardship.

Think about it carefully. If Brother Yang had said "take everyone to escape" back then, I might not have chosen to help him at the first time. Because I know clearly that many people here don't want to escape, and even I have a low desire to escape.

But he said to take control of this place, he said to make himself a ruler, and he said to make me a veteran.

All this perfectly fits my idea of ​​​​this place. We really don't need to escape, but it is necessary to liberate this place.

Now the only thing to do is to wait for Brother Yang to return.

But Brother Yang... will you really come back?

I have made all preparations, and I have even sacrificed my life countless times...

Now "Jidao" no longer has the retreat of "Heaven's Mouth", and we can only follow you to crash into Tianlong.

I will take "Jidao" and choose to be shattered here to fight for the last hope.

But could you have shown up earlier... before I went crazy, before Jiang Ruoxue went crazy, before the entire "Jidao" went crazy?

I feel like everyone has reached their limit, Brother Yang.

It doesn't matter even if you lied to me.

Now I've figured it out. Even if you really forget everything when you show up again, even if you are going to play with my life again and set me up with more grand problems, I will accept it.

I don't want to live here like a headless fly. I said a long time ago that I am not afraid of danger and difficulties, but I am afraid of losing my goal.

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After the "Pegasus Hour", I came to a building to rest. In the evening, two women came in one after another.

It was late at night, maybe they also wanted to spend the night here.

It's really strange, just like the scale of the "Pegasus Hour", but there are still strange faces that have never been seen before.

This feeling is very inconsistent, just like everything in the world has a cause and effect that is intertwined.

For example, Brother Yang has deceived me countless times... I still hope that he will come back to deceive me again.

Forget it... Brother Yang, I will start again after dawn. After all, the strangers here are working hard, what qualifications do I have to be so lazy?

Even if you really don't come back, it doesn't matter... I have remembered what you want to do. From tomorrow, I will start to follow your path.

I have placed all my hopes on you from the beginning, but now I am strong enough, Brother Yang, if you don't show up, I will take the initiative to lead "Jidao" to "Train", after all, this is our last chance to fight.

Watching the sun rise, I slowly stood up, maybe everything is about to start.

I am Yan Zhichun, I am the "King of Jidao".

I am a special "participant" recruited by Aries for cooperation, and I am also "Zuoxinpo".

In the days to come, I will learn to lie like Aries.

(The Biography of Yan Zhichun is finished! I still have to explain to my readers who have been following it. In fact, there were several opportunities to finish the Biography of Yan Zhichun, but I really didn't fill in the gaps. After thinking it over again and again, I decided to extend the story line.)

(Because once the opportunity to fill in the gaps is missed, there will be no suitable opportunities to fill in the later period. Although finishing the Yan Zhichun chapter early will improve the viewing experience in the short term, it will definitely leave a lot of questions in the long run, and these questions cannot be answered in the text later, so I can only explain all the plots that can be explained at once. This writing method may be a bit willful. I apologize to everyone for keeping you waiting for a long time, and thank you for tolerating my willfulness.)

(And careful friends should be able to find that although this article is "The Biography of Yan Zhichun", But in the final analysis, it is "Aries Biography". After all, the story of each chapter revolves around Aries, but it is written from the perspective of Yan Zhichun. Combining the autobiography of Man Mouse and the autobiography of Yan Zhichun, it can be regarded as a supplement to the story line of Aries, which fulfills my wish. If nothing unexpected happens, Yan Zhichun is also the last character autobiography in the main text, and there is a small probability that Chu Tianqiu's autobiography will be inserted later. )

(Now many character autobiographies have been deleted by me. As you can see from the recent few articles, whether it is Xu Liunian, Zheng Yingxiong or Yan Zhichun, basically only characters who can fill in the holes or make up for the prequel are left. Independent character stories like Lawyer Zhang or Qiao Jiajin have been removed by me, but in any case, they will appear in the extra chapters in the end. Please wait and see. Thank you again!)