Chapter 183 Painful Reality

"Brother..." Xuan'er leaned into Ning Wuxie's arms, her voice soft and trembling.

"So you are worried that after I awaken my memory, I will no longer be who I am now?"

Ning Wuxie touched her soft hair and nodded.

"Are you worried that I will become that cruel and indifferent woman and no longer like you?"

"Yes..."

"Then," Xuan'er's tone was a little anxious, "In that case..."

"Wouldn't it be better if we quickly shared the same bed?"

Xuan'er's hand stretched down restlessly again.

"After we do that... I will be completely yours, and I will never be able to run away again..." Xuan'er exhaled like a lotus, raised her head and said to Ning Wuxie, her expression was like pleading, and their lips were less than an inch apart.

"The rice is cooked, even if that woman is cold and indifferent, what can it do? It's better to let me give you a child..."

"Then we can be together forever!"

Ning Wuxie was shocked when he heard this.

"How can that be!" He tried to push Xuan'er away, but Xuan'er used all her strength to cling to him and couldn't push him away.

"Why not? I want to give birth to a child for you."

"When I have a child in my belly, I won't be able to run away, right?"

"Even if I become another person, I won't leave my brother."

Xuan'er said regardless, as if she had given up everything and hugged Ning Wuxie tightly.

Ning Wuxie looked at Xuan'er in astonishment. These words were simply too much. Xuan'er really threw away all her concerns in order to be with him.

She even wanted to get herself pregnant to tie him down!

Ning Wuxie felt that if people could sign a pet contract, Xuan'er would become a master and slave with him without hesitation.

Just to not leave Ning Wuxie...

Ning Wuxie was so moved that he didn't know what to say. Of course, he couldn't do that.

They were still too young. It was too outrageous to have children.

How could he make his way in the world in the future?

He no longer tried to push Xuan'er away, but gently stroked her and slowly said:

"Xuan'er, tell me, why did I make a three-year agreement with you?"

"I just don't want to take advantage of you. I have more than 500 years of memory after my rebirth, but you are as pure as a blank sheet of paper."

"At first I just wanted to be your brother, but I don't know what happened in the end..."

Ning Wuxie looked down at the lovely beauty curled up in his arms, his expression was also a little helpless.

"What does it matter!" Xuan'er said angrily.

"I want to be taken advantage of by you!"

"No... I have to wait until I am an adult." Ning Wuxie comforted.

"Besides, how do you know what you will look like after your memory is fully awakened?"

"What if... What if you kill me in a moment of impulse?" Ning Wuxie said in a low voice.

Xuan'er instantly raised her head and glared at Ning Wuxie: "How is it possible!"

"How could I kill you? What are you talking about!"

"It's not impossible... In fact, your memory has awakened once before."

"You almost beat me up that time."

Ning Wuxie was talking about the time when Jiang Ningxuan's memory first awakened in the Hermit Valley.

Although the domineering empress was a girl, she was still mighty and sturdy. She rode on him naked, looking down at him like a prisoner.

How could she be like the humble Xuan'er who was willing to have a child in order to be with him?

Hearing Ning Wuxie's words, Xuan'er immediately took a breath.

"Really, really fake!" She looked at Ning Wuxie in astonishment, only to see Ning Wuxie slowly nodded.

Xuan'er's expression suddenly became suspicious of life.

"How is it possible... Impossible, I won't hurt my brother, I won't..." She shook her head blankly, her eyes were lost, and she looked panic-stricken.

Ning Wuxie hugged her quickly: "I know, I know, of course you won't hurt me, you were just affected by the memory of your past life..."

"So I said, I can't marry you now, I don't want to hurt you in advance."

"I'm also afraid that you will be unhappy after your memory is completely awakened."

Xuan'er's face turned pale, and she still didn't recover.

After a while, she realized something and shouted: "What if I don't like my brother after I wake up completely...then we can't get married in the future!"

"We will separate and we can never be together again!"

Xuan'er opened her mouth wide, and the sudden realization made her extremely terrified.

She thought that her feelings for Ning Wuxie should be invincible, even if the memory of awakening for five hundred years was not false, of course this was because she underestimated the weight of the memory of five hundred years.

But now she heard Ning Wuxie's confirmation, she was completely panicked.

"No, it can't be like this, absolutely not...I can't accept it!"

Xuan'er covered her head like crazy and shook her head left and right.

Ning Wuxie held her down, stopped her movements, and comforted her with an extremely gentle voice:

"It's okay, Xuan'er, no one knows when that day will come."

"Before that, we will be together forever. We are very happy and very happy, that's enough."

"What kind of forever is this!" Xuan'er shed tears and didn't listen to Ning Wuxie's comfort.

Ning Wuxie didn't know what to say, he could only hug her tightly and tell her his attitude with his actions.

It was a long night, and the two fell asleep very late, but they didn't speak.

Xuan'er shed tears from time to time, but she just wiped them silently on Ning Wuxie's body, or couldn't help sobbing. At this time, Ning Wuxie would wipe her tears and adjust the way he held her.

But both of them were silent.

That night, both of them felt that even though they were hugging so close, reality was still cruelly pulling them apart.

The next day, Ning Wuxie got up and found that there was no one in the bed except himself.

"Xuan'er?"

He shouted while getting dressed.

No response.

Walking out of the bedroom, there was no one in the whole house, not even breakfast. In the past, if Xuan'er got up early, she would definitely make breakfast for him.

"Xuan'er!"

He shouted again, but there was no response.

As soon as he walked out of the house and into the courtyard, the servants who had been serving here came to meet him.

"Sir Ning, were you calling Miss Xuan'er just now?"

"Yes, where did she go?" Ning Wuxie asked hurriedly. Xuan'er left here, and the servants must have seen it.

"Miss Xuan'er went out before dawn and woke me up, saying she was looking for Miss Chi Lian. She asked me where Chi Lian lived now."

"After I told her, she left immediately without looking back."

The servant said.

Xuan'er went to find Chi Lian. Why did she look for her?

"Where does Chi Lian live? Tell me quickly!" Ning Wuxie asked hurriedly.

Xuan'er actually left him without saying a word. She was so shocked last night. If nothing unexpected happened, she might do something again.

The servant was startled and hurriedly told Ning Wuxie Chi Lian's address.

After hearing this, Ning Wuxie immediately jumped out and chased after her.