I Founded Tantric Buddhism in London

Chapter 231: Not Completely Abandoned

Time goes back to an hour ago.

The body of the ignorant and arrogant stranger has been completely frozen and stiff, the dark red blood has stained the snow, and the broken internal organs are also submerged by the falling snow.

Only the lamp man, whose light in his head is almost completely extinguished, is still twitching convulsively, like a slug soaked in a pile of salt and twisting constantly.

The cliff where the Gaoweier Hotel is located has fallen into complete silence, leaving only the wailing of the breeze and the faint pulsation of the bloody cocoon.

The pink buds that have lost the endless nourishment of the cup phase magic power have gradually become dry and charred in the wind and snow, like withered branches or rotten meat, secreting strands of black liquid.

Then it completely shattered with a click, as if the alien cocoon pupa has finally matured, and the adult inside is shaking wildly and breaking out of the cocoon.

A white arm first tore the dry cocoon shell, and then the second arm stretched out, and both arms worked together to tear the rotten and useless flesh cocoon into pieces.

From the cocoon that exuded the stench of long-soaked seawater like a rotten fishing net, a hairless, smooth male body emerged. The body was as pale as the inferior bone porcelain made from the bones stolen from the mass grave, and the dark eyes on the bald head were as bright as broken coal crystals.

After the hairless white man stood up, he first moved his neck, as if he was not used to this body that could move freely, and his neck bones burst out with a crisp sound.

Then he slowly turned his head to look at the blood net cocoon pupa that was gradually melting into black water, picked up the hair remaining in the sticky liquid like oil, and gently blew away the remaining dirt on it.

Then, like a diligent old farmer planting seedlings in the warm spring, he replanted the hair that had just fallen off back on his body surface, and the tiny pores bit the hair follicles at the root of the curly hair like the thirsty earth after a long drought.

When these unnecessary things that should have been abandoned returned to their original skin, Watson felt an unprecedented strange discomfort.

His eyebrows trembled slightly and wanted to fold down, but he couldn't frown because of his self-discipline of not showing his emotions, as if he was constantly jumping back and forth between the psychological boundaries of releasing himself and restraining himself.

Until the six ways of sensing the world confirmed that there was indeed no awake person around, the trembling eyebrows finally frowned unconcealedly.

Watson shook his head heavily, this time not to adapt to the recovery of his body's control ability, but to try to confirm that he had returned to the real waking world, rather than falling into another vivid illusion.

His spirit and consciousness seemed to still remain inside the porch of the Apprentice Gate just now.

Those pains, those temptations, those hungers... were so vivid that he could not forget them for a long time.

At that time, after entering the Stag Gate, Watson still retained the last bit of clear consciousness.

A strong glow gushed out from behind the door, and the flowing glow was as fierce as a storm, hitting him directly.

It was like a hot red golden needle falling on his body, and his skin was burned to peel off piece by piece, and blood blisters appeared on the scarlet texture. Then these hot muscle fibers burst open like a dancing python, and even the only remaining right eyelid was pierced and shattered by the glow - he was forced to look directly at the strong glow.

The glow seemed to break into his skull directly through the window of the skull, piercing his spirit and consciousness.

Such a strong light, even the steel-like tough nerves that have been tempered on the battlefield for a long time can hardly resist its erosion... The unyielding thoughts seemed to be penetrated by this strong glow.

Watson couldn't help wanting to shout and scream, but even if he tried his best to open his mouth - his big mouth, whose skin had burst due to the burning of the light, had already begun to grin to his ears - he couldn't make any sound. All his resistance and all his unyieldingness were drowned by the surging glow current.

He could only helplessly endure the baptism of the glow until the edges of his mind were all washed away and smoothed by the glow current, not allowing any abnormality, any specialness, any wildness to remain... The surging glow washed over his brain, and those flowing lights seemed to faintly convey a low and hoarse admonition that you must be as rational and ruthless as a cold machine, follow the laws of the world, give up those heterogeneous killings, bloodthirstiness and thirst, and devote yourself to the way of enlightenment.

You, want me to give up my innate nature? Give up those pleasant wails and fears that I can taste again? ! ! !

I, I am unwilling and unwilling, I will never give in! ! ! !

The unyielding cry finally came out, but the surging glow current immediately rushed back to block these rebellious opinions into the charred throat... Watson seemed completely unable to resist.

But in a flash, the dazzling glow suddenly dimmed, and a deformed and evil insect-like body blocked the glow current, like a dark and lightless reef standing in the raging waves, blocking the fanatical glow that tempted people to seek knowledge and made them hungry for knowledge for Watson.

The shadow of the deformed outline fell on his body, and the strange shape fell on his eyes. The wriggling darkness began to spread towards his heart, and the strange sound of snapping and twisting the air instantly overwhelmed the exhortation of the glow.

Watson clearly remembered the true meaning contained in the snapping and hissing, as if an ancient monster was whispering in his ear.

"John H. Watson, the moth has touched you, cut off your hair, shed your morality, and cut off your shackles... Now you will usher in true freedom."

"You will no longer have any restrictions or shackles, and you will be able to walk freely in the world."

"You are now free to unleash your innermost primal desires as you please."

"Killing, bloodthirsty, and violence are your nature that cannot be abandoned, and this will always be the case."

"You should know that this is the third mark."

The deliberately low and twisted tone suddenly became brisk, "Ahem - since I have brought Brother Mo's message, let's talk about other things. To be honest, this kind of pretentious hoarseness and deepness The tone is really tiring."

"Although I really want to care about the progress of your relationship with Holmes... Oh, by the way, remember not to let Mary and Sherlock meet!!! Especially before they get engaged, don't let them sit down to eat together. , the collision between these two jealous jars is more intense than the collision between francium and water!"

The sound of the clattering scissors suddenly became obscene, "Unless you have the capital to convince them to have three people together... Hehe, you understand what I mean."

"Okay, time is running out. Let's talk about something serious next. Brother Mo just asked me to teach you how to correctly use the power of abandonment."

"Well...how do you say this? I really don't know that giving up and forgetting are also knowledge that need to be taught? Obviously you just need to do it casually...Well, that's right, the point of giving up is to learn Do it spontaneously!”

"Be free to follow your heart, and your body and memory should also follow your heart."

"The only thing you need to pay attention to is the scale of abandonment."

"Giving up does not really mean that you completely throw away all unnecessary things. John H. Watson. You should know the simple truth that even a piece of toilet paper has its use... giving up can actually mean not Complete abandonment, just like those crazy men and women who can't completely let go of their damn predecessor."

"The principle behind this is deception - I know you are very good at defrauding others. Even the most famous detective in history was almost deceived by you - I only said the most famous, but I didn't say it was The most powerful one. When it comes to detective ability, your Sherlock Holmes is still a little behind."

"But so far, I have never seen you really lie to yourself - at least that's how it appears in your memory. It's just using your willpower to suppress your true thoughts - you You have to find a way to deceive your own thinking before you can truly grasp the power of abandonment."

"To give you a small suggestion, you can try to deceive your own flesh and blood first - just like whispering to the children who are about to live in the orphanage."

The sound of the scissors clicking inside Watson's skull suddenly began to become soft and hoarse, like the voice of a haggard and depressed middle-aged man.

"Hey, my little baby, don't be sad, don't cry. Daddy doesn't really want to leave you. Daddy has no choice but to let your damn bitch mom go around and take my identity information to borrow a car." A lot of money, and then he ruthlessly ran away with that disgusting pretty boy... Hey, baby, don't cry, hey, I told you to stop crying! Don't you understand human language? ?! You idiot!

Sorry, sorry, dad has been in a bad mood recently. He just had a kidney cut out by debt collectors. He shouldn't have said bad words and scolded you. Anyway, baby, please stay here for a while and wait for dad to go to Shanbei to earn money. I'll come back to pick you up as soon as I get the money, okay? Okay, let’s hang ourselves on a hook and not change for a hundred years! "

The abnormal sound of scissors that symbolized the whisper of the ancient monster finally returned to normal, returning to the seemingly enthusiastic but indifferent attitude, "Understood? Just like this, I will coax your flesh and blood that is about to leave the body, so that they can even Whether it is scattered on the ground or swallowed into the stomach of the host family, I still maintain my loyalty and love for you. "

"However, you only need to continue to mobilize these seemingly unnecessary things when necessary, so that these lonely little kids can return to the warm embrace of their good fathers, or directly provoke them to misbehave in the host family first. Make a mess of it, of course, and let them get something valuable back in the end.”

"Oh, this trick is really useful, especially when faced with those poor self-righteous cup people. When they swallowed our flesh and blood with hunger and thirst, they were surprised to find that our flesh and blood was stuck in their esophagus. They tried their best to Struggling to tear apart the fragile outer membrane of the mucosal muscle layer, he got into their body cavities and played with them unscrupulously, turning their internal organs upside down... Wuhu's expression of shock and horror is funny every time I think about it."

"Okay, that's it for the teachings from my dear old father. I've already put aside your injuries for you."

"Now, go back to the history that belongs to you, continue your little undercover game, and continue to complete your mission."

"Remember, never betray Brother Mo's trust... Otherwise, your future may be even more miserable than mine."

The weird scissoring sound that resounded through his skull finally stopped, but the invisible scissor blade still seemed to remain in Watson's mind, as if stiff and trembling, as if sobbing silently... Then Watson When he opened his eyes again, he had woken up.

He once again returned to the waking world, his incomplete left eye had returned to its original state, and the moth's vision seemed to become clearer and sharper once again.

When he looked up at the dark cumulus sky, he seemed to be able to see other colorful colors. The clouds seemed to be not clouds, and the sky seemed to be not sky. It was more like a vulgar master casually splashed ink, pouring the dark and turbid colors on the white canvas. The black pigments of different light and color formed this layered night sky.

"Hehehe, we finally ushered in true freedom."

Although the original fat white fluttering moth had been eaten clean by the ancient monster, another dark and skinny cranial moth seemed to be born in his skull, slowly vibrating its sharp wings like a sword.

However, the buzzing of this new cranial moth did not make him feel noisy and unhappy. On the contrary, it was an indescribable sense of fresh resonance - just like you decided to go to the so-called secret meeting on a whim, but all you saw and knew were just some sensationalists with empty names.

You were extremely disappointed, but you ran into a fellow participant who was also filled with a faint smell of blood at the bar. The details that the other party accidentally leaked and his indifferent attitude were enough to prove that he and you were real fellows... You were both real thugs who were good at killing.

How to hunt accurately and effectively, how to deal with the leftovers... There seemed to be endless topics to talk about between you, and every word and action was tacitly understood. You were simply the best partners born - Watson felt this way now.

He whispered: "You are right, but we still have some things to deal with... But it will be soon, we have done enough preparations, and the harvest season is coming."

After saying this, Watson picked up the sharp straight blade and scratched several wounds on his body that seemed to be caused by the waving of sharp claws, and picked up the teeth that had not been completely corroded in the pool of rotten black liquid, leaving ugly and hideous tooth marks for himself.

Then, he casually plucked out his left eye, placed it together with the blood and meat he had just cut off, and whispered softly and tenderly: "Hey my baby, you have grown up, it's time to temporarily leave your father's side and fly freely like an eagle."

The eyes rolled and nodded happily with blood and flesh...Okay, Dad, then we will fly away first!

The skinny and hairless one-eyed crows fluttered their ugly flesh wings and flew into the sky, while their father jumped off the cliff and dived into the cold sea with a splash.

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