Chapter 236 Do You Understand, Chen Ke?
Heinard looked at Chen Ke, waiting for his answer.
Chen Ke was speechless for a moment. He had never thought about such a question carefully before. Before, he could only survive for 5 hours, like a wild boar with its whole body on fire, running around.
Even now, even if Chen Ke pinched all his souls, he could only extend his lifespan from 20 hours to a week.
For himself, it was indeed much more comfortable all of a sudden, but if compared with a normal person, Chen Ke's lifespan was about the same as that of a terminal cancer patient.
Unless he found a way to remove the countdown of life, he could only survive in the killing forever. Not to mention that in addition to lifespan, there is now something like ash in his body...
So, when Heinard asked Chen Ke about his future plans, Chen Ke suddenly realized that the current situation was not so optimistic.
"Your opponent is the S Group, but I really want to know how you plan to start, and what will your revenge end with? Kill their boss, or completely destroy them?" Heinard asked.
"I'm just looking for an answer, Heinard." Chen Ke said.
"People with questions want to find answers, but not all questions have answers." Heinard said meaningfully.
"If they can convince me..." Chen Ke said.
Heinard put the empty beer can aside, picked up another can, pulled the pull ring, and took a big sip.
"I've let it go, Chen Ke, you know, I was the same as you before, but I pursued it for more than ten years, but ignored the most precious things around me." Heinard looked at the sea.
Under the bright sun, the blue sea was connected to the blue sky, and white waves surged onto the beach from afar. A few white seabirds flew by. Chen Ke didn't know if they were seagulls.
The two were silent for a while. Chen Ke smelled the fishy smell and guessed what kind of fish were packed in the box.
"Do you know your position in Lucina's heart?" Heinard said suddenly.
Chen Ke was stunned for a moment. It turned out that this was what Heinard wanted to say.
"I know that she has some good feelings for me." Chen Ke nodded.
"It seems that you don't know very well..." Heinard shook his head.
Chen Ke looked at Heinard.
"Our business is full of abandonment and betrayal. Sometimes it's to get more money, and sometimes it's just personal grudges... your companions will stab you in the back. It's common for them to cheat each other." Heinard said slowly.
"We have chosen this path, so we should be prepared." Chen Ke replied.
"Lucina grew up in this environment since she was a child. It's my fault. She doesn't trust anyone and has seen many cruel things. It's not shameful to abandon a seriously injured partner and run away in our business. Two days ago, she should have been prepared..." Heinard said.
"But I saved her." Chen Ke said.
"You don't have to do this. Even if someone would do this, it should be me. She never thought you would save him." Heinard looked at Chen Ke.
"I lost her... It's my responsibility." Chen Ke said.
"That's why I said you don't quite know where you are in Lucina's heart." Heinard said.
Chen Ke scratched the back of his head.
"In our business, people like you are rarer than walking whales. I don't believe you were a gangster before, but I don't believe you are from the Administration either." Heinard said with a smile.
"What did Lucina tell you?" Chen Ke asked.
"She is keeping a secret for you. She didn't tell me anything. This is rare. She wouldn't lie to me before. But that doesn't mean I can't see that if you don't have two brushes, you can't get away with it." Heinard said.
Chen Ke looked at Heinard and didn't speak.
"Listen, Chen Ke, I'm not interested in your past and future... But if it involves Lucina, then I have to make it clear to you. You don't belong to this business, and the world I live in is not worthy of you. You act like a hero, but you always say you are a killer. Me and Pihom, and those bastards... This is how my life is, but I hope you can at least pull Lucina out..." Heinard said lightly.
"When you have settled your personal grudge, I advise you to leave the postman, take Lucina with you, and leave this city... I didn't take good care of her. I always hoped that she could live a normal life, no longer holding guns and shooting at the county police, no longer getting hurt, but to be with the person she loves, buy a luxury house in Xiaoyao City, play her favorite racing car, go to the movies on weekends, have a few children, and enjoy the life of ordinary people... Do you understand, Chen Ke..." Heinard looked at Chen Ke, with a look of entrustment and request in his eyes.
"I don't know..." Chen Ke shook his head.
"I won't advise you to let go of your personal grudges, after all, I know that feeling. The Si Consortium owes you a life, and you have to ask for it back. But before you succeed, or before you... figure out what I said, don't let Lucina get too deep. She has never lied to me for others. I hope that when you accept her, no one will come to kill you, and no one will hurt her in order to find you." Heinard said.
Chen Ke nodded.
"She's downstairs now, go see her, Chen Ke." Heinard sighed.
Following the direction Heinard pointed, Chen Ke saw a gray iron door. He stood up and walked into the iron door under the guidance of a worker.
The worker stood at the door and told Chen Ke that he could go straight down to the hidden safe house. So Chen Ke went down the inconspicuous stairs inside the iron gate and soon saw the familiar red iron door of the safe house.
He wanted to knock on the door, but hesitated with his hand hanging in the air.
Henard's meaning was very clear. He hoped that Chen Ke could bring a normal life to Lucina and completely get rid of the dark world.
However, Chen Ke had no idea at this time, because he himself had nothing to do with the word "normal".
Although Chen Ke was also trying hard to find a way to return to normal, he always felt that he was getting further and further away from this goal.
At first, he could only absorb murderous aura to prolong his life, and then he had the abilities of murderous aura trigger, murderous aura radar, life engine, and life portal...
Maybe this is the so-called going in the opposite direction? In the dark, he felt that he was being manipulated by fate. It would take time to find the answer, and time could only be exchanged for murderous intent...
The harder he tried, the further away he was from becoming normal...
Chen Ke sighed, and listened attentively to the movement inside the red iron door. He only heard the "puff puff" sound of sandbags being hit, and the low roar of a woman.
He took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, turned the door handle, pushed the door open and walked in.